yoyo... slept veri late/early on sun morn.. haha.. as in like 5 am... cos went waterloo street there..haha.. anw, wake up at ard 11.45am... went bath, gt 2 red packets frm my parents, then went grandma hse..haha.. met my uncles and aunties there... cousins too...

after whole family there we went those dist. relatives' hse, ykyk those one yr see once..haha.. settle my dad's side in like haf a day... i tink juz ard 3 hrs..haha.. how interresting... then went mum's side... its like juz go my grandma's hse... then saw all the relatives le..haha.. so stayed for dinner.. then i nap for a while.. went bk home, play maple..haha..

mon wake up at ard 10 plus.. slack ard doing nth cept mapling and reading comic.. prince of tennis..haha.. then my mum's side relatives came for dinner... nt as many ppl as last yr thou.. haha.. bt ok lor.. stone there as usual.. nth much to sae.. thou is i dun wan to sae, cos so tired and sian... nt tt i dun noe them well... ykyk..haha.. drank some yummy coffee wine..haha.. quite nice... haha... then ate alot of new yr goodies..haha.. guess my cough wun get better so soon..haha..

went causeway pt to watch huo yuan jia today... so violent.. some scenes are so eww..haha.. no wonder NC16.... haha... came bk home, slack again.. one day gone... onli at night then i went to dl e learning stuff, which i haven finish listening to..haha.. then came blog awhile..haha..

oh ya.. my 1st more big scale performance is on fri, its like so many ppl watching..haha.. quite scary... bt quite fun thou..haha..

*ASY*

i am who i am
7:28 AM

give up on uploading photos
shall jus blog
haha:P
wheee

Da nian chu yi~
went back msia
met up with my relatives and cousinsssss
whoa~
some of them changed alot
*shall post their photos next time*
ate lots of food
*fattening*
yum yum
its was like meat meat meat and more meat la
chicken, duck, fish, prawn...
then we watch lots of dvd
pirated de
but v nice
watched hou yuan jia le~
not bad
cool
then after tt my cousin took mi on a ride on the motorcycle
*note: my cousin is like younger than mi
another cousin who is a yr older than mi got car le*
and we got LOST
for AN HOUR
haha
quite funnie la
we like
oh no
shit shit shit
round round round
turn turn turn
how how how
then on the way got some lame guys wan to da shan
make those kind of stupid noises
so irritating
childish
*back to getting lost*
then dunnoe some how some how
we managed to go back home
haha
lucikly neva get caught by polis(i think their spelling like tt)

got home dinner~
great great food~
took photos of them...
but cant upload=(
next time nex time

then
after tt shiok ar
fireworks~~~
nice nice
my uncle lit a vvvvvvv long bian pao
taller than mi for sure
so cool la
then other ppl also playing with fireworks
so it was fireworks everywhere
fun fun

ang bao i got v little
hahah
7 of them onli
lazy go visit ppl la
:P
but one of the ang bao v surprising
my mum's fren gave mi 100 bucks! singapore $$
i not v close to him de
so cool la
haha:P

tml sch reopen le
wahhh
sianzzz
@_@
tts all
tata
shi~

i am who i am
10:07 PM

stupid blog
dun let mi add photos=(
alot of blog abt
but cant upload the nice photos
haiz
shall try again next time
haha
enjoy new yr ppl!
shi~

i am who i am
8:11 AM

visited relatives.
collected angbaos but they just dont mean anything to me anymore. e whole stack just thrown in my room... didnt bother to take out e money yet. (i wld have excitedly counted e money if it were 2 yrs ago)
at least this time i talked more to my relatives... i hope.
no more visitations.
just going to go east coast with e closer relatives tmr.
think my mom really really really v tired.
sighs. i say wanted to help out with housework... but i haven done anything yet. cos last week everyday come home late.
n nxt week oso like that. co performance cip at old folks home. then church stuff. then class gathering.
so much stuff. n m i enjoying myself??? hmmm.
i think i need much much much more DETERMINATION>>>
to do homework. housework. pack my room. take care of myself if not my parents keep worrying!


yawnz... i wonder out of boredom or weariness.


iPing.


bye!

i am who i am
6:45 AM

haha...quite quiet here recently huh?
nvm.. kk.. so here i m trying to make sum noise here.. yep...first dae.. went to visit both my father side n mother side grandparents... n had fun with my cousins...
though there is something at the back of my mind.. my stupid hw...
anyway i dun intend to do lah...but.. u noe.. the feeling of knowing u got a damn lot of hw but u r heck caring it is not veh good...but..wadeva.. i seriousli hav no time to do loh... first must visit alot of relative to get more hongbaos..lol..secondly is must relax n enjoy new year mah... heck them first...haha...wonde how i m gg to survive after new year... mayb u will see a dead me...haha...ok...tml i gg my cousins house...to teach them play mahjong...lol...n to get them addicted to it as well....haha...i so bad hoh? nvm...kk...
enjoy ur new year...n earn lotsa money...so tt ual can share with moi!! lol....

ss

i am who i am
8:12 AM

i realised i wrote e 100th post! congratulate me! haha.


ah. in e end didnt get to meet up with u guys. but hope u all had fun, all e same. mayb tues can?? if u all free... or if shi back from msia already.


its been a busy week. basically co performance. then co bbq/reunion dinner. yeah it was fun! today own reunion dinner. oops. nth to say to relatives. monday got some 3-generation class gathering... meaning j1s j2s AND j3s. but... prob hafta visit some more relatives so cant go. guess many pple cant make it anyway.


so erm... happy new yr!!! enjoy e long long hols and e wearing of NEW NEW NEW clothes.


iPing.

i am who i am
11:37 PM

whee~
the no of posts we have exceeds 100 le
haha
ok v lame
haha
:P

todae cny celebration
iping: si yuan got 3rd for nj superstar!
haha
then our ct gave us ang pao~
got sweet, choco and 2 bucks inside
onli got 2 special ppl hu got 10 bucks
so all depends on luck
haha
so funnie
miss chee so nice~
***
went k with my class
sing till totally no voice
2 to ard 8
~
whoa~
and my frend broke a glass
coz too high
wire of mike tripped the glass
haha
luckily dun need pay
we sang lian ai ing 3 times~
act we din sing
we screamed!
haha
so high~
but veh fun
now not much voice
haha
***
took neo with them
cause we all wore white coloured shirts
then take le v nice~
=)))
next time we also must all same colour go take~
so fun~
***
going msia on sun~
wheee
so long neva go back le~
***
tts all of my super random entry todae
tired
tata
shi~

i am who i am
7:08 AM

thx shi for e update. sooo sad. cant meet up with u guys... ah... u all had fun without me!!!!! ah!!!!


kk. not much to update. just busy. some more now 12am i wanna slp already. but still come here update... hmmm. u all bought clothes!! haven been shopping. n ESPECIALLY miss shopping with u guys!


enjoy e new yr! try to get in e festive n happy mood... unlike me...
haha. chi new yr just doesnt do anything for me.


kk. ss. i dunno. i dun have s papers... just... do watever u can score well in. yeah... take some time to think ok... dun stress urself.


enjoy n smile, pple!!


iPing... ...

i am who i am
8:18 AM

i m stuck...

physics 's' is driving me crazy....its too fast...1st i cannot even understand main lecture note...then summore go thru qns...which i m totally lost....dread physics lecture everytime..trying to sleep thru it..i must admit i was nv paying attention to any lectures...NEVER.. n i nv put in any effort even to read the qns...tts y i m blur thru out...then i seriously not coping...should i change to math s?

interestingli.. i put more effort in math..i m more atttentive in math..but i thing ms chua too lame n slow le... till i quite sian diao...
n i find mr teo lessons quite interesting...n he sae he wan to teach me y integation by substitution ..though we treat it as a fraction but we cannot...but it works...cos of some principle behind it n he wan to teach me after lessons some dae cos i sort of qn him...????? i was blur diao when he said tt so i sae ok loh...but...haha... i not math s leh...

but..my gut feelings tells me i should take physics s...not math... dunno y..tts y i m stuck n tts y i nv took math n chem at the start of the year... though i wanted math n chem s since i was in sec sch n j1...aargh...but i really not coping wif physics...n i coping n like math...help....looks like zp got same prob as me...lol...
yep...outing was fun...though i nv buy anything...but not my fault wad... i mean the t shirt there 1 so ex.. i so pok lah...plus u guys noe my taste...trust sy to trust our taste AGAIN after graduation tea....lol...

tc...
ss

i am who i am
7:44 AM

todae...
got pe~
intervals
sho tireeddd
teacher made us run to find yellow leaves
sho lame
haha
but beta than running!
wheee
to iping: we went fareast todae
shop for new yr clothes
sy bought a black sexy top
and a white tube to go with it
shee vvvv skinny la
still complain fat
haiz~
cl bought 2 tops
one is purple colour one from pure milk
veh pretty~
another one is a white sexy top~
whoa~
nice nice
mi
haha
onli a pair of ear rings
nvm i like
and..
as usualli
ss ... empty handed
:P

tmr wearing home clothes to sch
so mafan
mus wear shoe tt covers toes
so lame
i heck
wearing heels

haha
seems like this post is jus to update our dear ap
anyway
happy lunar new year gerls~
bit too early?
haha
tc
shi~

i am who i am
6:41 AM

haha...dunno y... but i veh happy todae...
mayb its becos i hav no more test n spa... or rather.. i juz finnished all of them todae...so now veh relaxed...
went co todae...full dress rehersal...not bad lah... co onli need to rehearse once...some other cca need twice...at least finale we not doing stupid things like last year n at least we wearing jeans n red tee...not full grey n red tie...lol...attendance not bad lah... n just happy things seemed to return to normal...realli..tts the most happi thing...shall not ellaborate...haha...n learn one stupid "beng-ah" game...
kk... tc everyone n enjoy ya new year...

ss

i am who i am
6:31 AM

i am who i am
6:31 AM

some bloody teacher jus think they r so great
contradict themselves
wonder y r they the HOD????
trying to act nice one moment
and be a total asshole the other moment
if looking down on students is wat u do
u can jus go and ... argh
wateva
pissed off
have to see her again tml
wat the la~
haiz

insulted once
i proved her wrong

this time it will be the same

=((((
sad shi~


i am who i am
6:27 AM

hey peeps

thur ap cant go out
so nvm
*we have our own little outing w/o her*:P
sorry ap~
haha
so next week can?
next tue ?
its a holiday=))
confirm asap ya??
by then
tc
shi~

i am who i am
2:14 AM

oh yeah!!! my fren just msg me. say fri then go buy bbq food. then directly cook. which means... THURS I AM FREE! haha. n well yeah... it also means that fri no time at all. confirm cant go back nh. but anyway, u all were talking bout meeting on thurs right right right? not fri rite? thurs i m so sry. end sch at 4.30... sooo... when we meeting???


erm ss. thx for ur correction of my very poor chinese. haha. but at least i rmb one part of it! quite a huge portion. not bad already ok... i rmb. TIAN XIA TIAN XIA>>> not shi jie. *paiseh*


sl. ur class guys not THAT bad lah. got 1 quite alright one. beta not publicise here tho! lol! oh n the formal photo. e girl 2nd from e left... 2nd row... my mom say v pretty. [back me up here girls, will ya????] HAHA! yeah hmmm. look at photos. will rmb last time lotsa memories!


update me bout when meeting yar... hope to see u guys soooooon!


iPing... ...

i am who i am
4:14 AM

ya~ must meet next week la~
wed can???
i any dae execpt fri~

oh ya we jus got our class photos
poor quality
photo club cheat my $$
$2.50 for one~











the formal one...












informal~
my class v sad
onli 7 guys
no swai ge:P

last thur.. went to nus ..
sam and martin koped my phone into the mens and took this













and set it as my wall paper
haiz..
so childish
but quite funnie la
















the anti mugging sign from mac
funnie~












nice board from my old classroom!
coz its v nice
so we decided to move it to our new classroom











last pic with our board










picture taken last yr when we first put it up

miss my old classrm
big.. near to nice clean washroom
but now it belong to some j1 class le..
new classroom so small
the nearest washrm is like so dirty=(

looking at these photos
realised time realli flies
first we were all j1
still rmb the first day of sch
...
orientation
fun fun fun
...
now j2 le
mug mug mug
...
look back even further
we were in 4/1
going for break together
following colin coz of kt
and making it so damn obvious
so fun~
...
iping: wat u say is rite..
do not b sad coz something nice is over
but be grateful that it has happened to u=)

but of coz
i hope our frenship will neva b over~
so...
must meet next week la~
haha
anyway tc ppl
see u gerls soon
shi~

i am who i am
1:12 AM

haha...onli get to see this template... so dunno wad ual toking bout... wad too small wadever...nvm.. this one is nice....cos no PINK...haha...

ok next week how ah...trust me...if i dun get replies here then i will start spamming all ur inbox le...lol...ahh...fri not going back?

I NO NEW YEAR MOOD... yep..haven buy cny clothes...onli bought one op orange de..n two jeans...n tts really bad...eh...seriously thing i gg to pon co next week...of cos not everydae lah... yah...but...sorri...haha..

anywaes ap...is "tian xia wu bu san zi yan xi"...lol... not "shi jie wu bu san zi yan xi"..lol...no wonder i read le veh funny..haha...dun kill me k?trying to improve ur chinese...lol...

kk...see u guys soon..

ss

i am who i am
11:56 PM

my comments is 100% similar to cl's. haha. so small difficult to see. it's cute but erm... prefer last time that one. haha.


ah. my maid left this morning 5am! quite sad lah. never gonna see her again. miss her so much. guess u never realise how impt sth is til its over. hmmm. i hate departure halls at e airport.


cl! i didnt buy new year clothes oso... but i think dun need lah. thot u got buy that skirt already... yk yk... e SPOILT one. hmmm. dun like cny! no new yr mood at all...


shi jie wu bu shan zhi yan xi (i suddenly rmb that phrase from like how long ago!)
pple always walk in n out of our lives. we shld be thankful for e wonderful moments and memories they have given us. n not sad that its over, cos everything has to come to an end. to just wish them e best ever.


iPing... ...

i am who i am
7:55 PM

yay!
haha this week quite ok xept for the test on tue and fri. Physics a note of advice: do faster if not dun have enough time to finish! haha... I havent buy finish new year clothes yet! So sad! Maybe buying tml..
Oh yar had astro orientation on Fri, only 3 guys turn up! Others all gals. Not very successful though but i think still ok bah.
Yay yay! New year coming! Just cant wait!

cl~

i am who i am
8:15 AM

i am who i am
8:15 AM

Child prostitution is a cottage industry in Southeast Asia. Gi as boys -- some as young as 8 -- are being abducted by brothel agents and, in some cases, sold by parents into sexual slavery.

Anastasia Santos last saw her daughter Veronica a year ago, before her child was traded to a brothel for $500 by a woman who lured the girl to the city with a vague promise of work. Veronica can't leave the brothel in Manila until she earns the $500 the owner paid the brothel agent. That day may never come. She services an average of 10 men a day at $4 per customer, but $3 of the $4 are deducted for room, food and cosmetics; she also must pay the brothel owner for clothes. Today, she is in debt beyond the original $500 to a pimp and has been infected with HIV. Veronica's life has ended, and she is not yet 12 years old.

Veronica is just one of more than a million young victims lured, sold or forced into prostitution worldwide every year, according to a recent Norwegian government report to the U.N. Working Group on Slavery. "Selling a 14-year-old girl has become so commonplace, it is banal," laments Wassyla Tamzali, director of UNESCO's women's rights department. In Bogota, Colombia, the number of prostitutes under 13 has quintupled since 1987. Brazil now has more than 250,000 child prostitutes; Moscow, more than 1,000.

In Asia, child chattel has reached epidemic proportions. In Thailand, a country of 56 million people, relief agencies estimate that there are now 2 million prostitutes -- up to 800,000 of them children under 16. Studies suggest there are at least 300,000 child prostitutes in India. In the Philippines, the Institute for the Protection of Children reports that 9 percent of prostitutes were less than 10 years old when they were sold to a pimp. And researchers in Sri Lanka believe that the island has at least 10,000 boy prostitutes, each receiving as little as $1 per day for fulfilling the whims of pedophiles, many of them Westerners directed by gray market guidebooks and pedophile newsletters such as Spartacus International Gay Guide, published in Germany in several languages.



Even as AIDS sweeps through Asia, a recent survey suggests that 420,000 Thai men visit a prostitute every day. Taiwanese men still arrive by the bus-load at the Mona Lisa massage parlor on Bangkok's Petchaburi Road, and charter sex tours from Germany, Japan and Korea continue to bring lustful tourists to Thailand and the Philippines by the planeload. Customers, fearful of AIDS, are turning to younger and younger prostitutes, and virgins are increasingly in demand. As a result, the prostitution of children in Asian countries has skyrocketed in recent years. "A whole generation of young girls (and boys) is being turned into commerce by Westerners lured by governments hungry for tourist dollars," claims Ron O'Grady, international coordinator for End Child Prostitution in Asian Tourism, or ECPAT, and author of the book The Child and the Tourist: The Story Behind the Escalation of Child Prostitution in Asia.

Affluence born of Southeast Asia's economic boom is fueling the prepubescent sex trade on a scale never seen before. "Every-day you see buses full of men from Singapore coming into our southern cities," says Thai child-rights worker Sanphasit Koompraphant. "There is no tourist business there, no industry Only lumber plantations and sex services."
Ever since the 1960s, when American soldiers in Vietnam took their leave on Asia's beaches, visitors have flocked to Manila, Bangkok and Pattani, Thailand, for sex. It is unclear exactly how many come looking for love. More than 70 percent of the 5 million tourists who visit Thailand each year are male, and 20 percent are day-trippers from nearby Malaysia and Singapore. More than 85 percent of Pattani's visitors are single men who have heard that this erstwhile small fishing village on the Gulf of Siam is a beachside brothel full of lithe, olive-skinned girls with sloe eyes and bewitching demeanors. "We estimate three-quarters of the 200, German visitors each year are men, and three-quarters will have come for sex," says Koompraphant.

Package holidays to the red-light districts of Southeast Asia, first offered in the early 1980s, are now an established part of the child-sex business. Most originate in Germany and Japan (the Japan Travel Agency is held by many to have been the first), where local operators promote heavily. In the Philippines, five-star hotels such as the Ramada in central Manila block off whole floors for the exclusive use of Japanese sex tourists. More than 20 prostitution hotels in Manila cater exclusively to Japanese tourists.

Americans, true to their individualistic spirit, travel alone to have sex. "Promoting sex tours in the United States is risky business," says 56-year-old Gunter Frenz, owner of Miami-based G&F Tours, which operates a 12-day "Love Tour of Bangkok." "Sure, we sell sex," says Frenz, "but we have to refrain from mentioning it in our brochure. If we sold sex directly, we'd be selling prostitution, and that's illegal in Thailand as well as America." Frenz's potential customers receive copies of articles written for men's magazines by past customers, replete with photos of sex action and a brochure showing Frenz in a bar with a seminaked young girl perched on his lap, clutching her teddy bear.
Bangkok is a languid and sensual town after dark, with residual heat and the smell of night blooms in the air. The lights have come on in Yaowarat behind the curtains of brothels. And on the garish neon-lit streets of Patpong, perfumed, high-heeled teenagers call out to the casual tourist, male and female. "Hey ma'am! Hey mister! You wanna see good show?"
No sooner have I joined the hundred or so other farangs (Westerners) inside than a lively wisp of a girl squeezes in beside me, puts her hand on my knee and asks if I will buy her a drink. Her face is cute as a button, her body brown and supple. "You like me?" the young beauty croons, rubbing her half-formed breasts up against me. For an $8 bar fee, I discover, I can take the girl back to my hotel for the night and send her away in the morning with whatever payment I feel she has earned. A lonely night in my hotel room can be transformed into sexual bliss for just a few dollars, and nobody need ever know. She looks 14.
"Me? I am 17," she replies -- the mandatory answer. The American tourist next to me smiles knowingly

Few things bring out more anger in people than the idea of adults having sex with children. In April 1993, a man who kidnapped a young girl for sex in California was sentenced to 106 years in prison. In Florida, the crime of pedophilia can carry the death penalty. In Asia, however, crimes that would earn a 100-year sentence in the United States can be forgiven for a fine of a few hundred dollars. "If you fancy extremely young girls or, generally speaking, if you want something for which you would get `hanged' in your home country, you can find it," says Jacky Ott, a German who publishes a series of bilingual guidebooks for tourists seeking sex beneath the palms.

As a result, many pedophiles have gone into business opening up small hotels, guest houses and "safe resorts" in quiet areas around Asia to serve fellow pedophiles from America or Western Europe, where laws they consider repressive" have prevented them from indulging their whims. Many such specialized brothels -- often well-guarded compounds where the police never venture -- are promoted by fancy brochures and videotapes available through international pedophile networks such as the North American Man/Boy Love Association and the Pedophile Information Exchange, which provides tips for keeping ahead of the law.
Sri Lanka is an increasingly popular destination for pederasts. Another favorite is Pagsanjan in the Philippines, the setting for the film Apocalypse Now. According to a 1987 study, three-quarters of the town's young boys (known locally as pompons) sell their frail bodies in guest houses. And social workers report an increasing number of tourists coming to India in search of sex with young boys and girls.
Most tourists who have sex with young prostitutes while abroad would probably be repulsed if called pedophiles. "Those of us in midlife crisis may not be as interested in having a lot of girls as we are in having younger girls," says Jacques Chessex, a Stanford University researcher who makes an annual pilgrimage to Asia for sex. "Girls young enough to be our daughters. Girls who can make us feel youthful and sexy again."

As in Dickens' England, endemic rural poverty continues to provide an enormous pool of children waiting to be exploited to meet the increasing demand. "It's difficult to create viable income-earning alternatives in poor villages that can compete with the earning power of prostitution," notes Deborah Kacanek, a volunteer with Bangkok's Population and Community Development Association. Agents scour the countryside to find children who can be bought or, if necessary, abducted. Most girls are selected from the most marginalized cultures, where parents are so desperate for money that they are easy prey for the claims that the children will be able to send money home. Police in Taiwan report that almost 40 percent of the children lured or abducted into prostitution are from the 2 percent of aboriginal people who live in the mountain provinces of the east coast. In Thailand, the majority of "masseuses" come from the peasant families of the north and northeast. There are villages in northeast Thailand where it is now difficult to find any children at all, and the border regions have been preyed upon to such a degree that relief workers fear entire hill tribes soon will be wiped out.
The demand for younger children has grown so great that "procurers are competing to `reserve' girls who will be raised, like livestock, to be sold into brothels," according to Maj. Surasak Sutarom of the Crime Suppression Division of the Thai police. "They pay the parents an advance, with the girl -- often still a baby -- as collateral. Increasingly, pregnant women are selling their children into prostitution before they are born," says Sutarom.

Many Western sex tourists are convinced that, in indulging their fantasies, they are helping the young girls at the same time. "The Asian boys who sleep with tourists are markedly more exuberant, happy and healthy than the hundreds of millions of poor children who are slowly withering away or being crippled by back-breaking labor," writes a Dutch observer, Edward Brongersma.

"To try and solve the terrible dilemma of Third World poverty by suggesting that a few children will be happier as temporary sex objects for wealthy foreigners is the kind of flippant solution which makes a mockery of human suffering," replies Ron O'Grady, who claims that tourists almost always end up with a distorted view of the reality under which a majority of child prostitutes live.

Most tourists see only the top end of the prostitute market: the "hostesses" in the clubs and "massage parlors" catering mostly to wealthy tourists. They tend to be older and have more income and independence. These are the girls -- a small percentage of the child prostitution trade, say relief agency workers -- who enter the trade of their own free will or, iflured, at least have an avenue of escape. If they can persuade the tourist to part with a good tip, they can sometimes make a reasonable living. A few have even been able to find foreign husbands and fulfill their dreams of escape.

The youngest girls tend to be in closed brothels -- teahouses -- where they are often kept literally in bondage and suffer more abuse. The cries of these children seldom reach the ears of those who thoughtlessly or unscrupulously exploit their predicament. "At night, I sleep and cry. No one ever sees my tears," says 13-year-old Sawai Chandee.

Yaowarat, in Bangkok's Chinatown, is a center for child prostitution, with at least 50 teahouses where girls as young as 8 -- delicate little creatures in pink and light-blue body stockings and the legs and figures of small boys -- can be had for 500 baht ($1.50). Contrary to the popular belief that teahouses cater only to local customers, the girls here say they receive many tourists. "It was with mixed feelings that I ventured into Bangkok's Chinatown," admits Chessex. "I feel compassion for anyone who is sold into slavery against her will. But a real, live slave girl! How erotic! My cock has no sympathy for my bleeding heart."

Children such as Sawai -- children born with the same hopes and dreams of children everywhere -- are caught in a web from which there are few avenues of escape. Brothel keepers in Thailand, Taiwan and the Philippines will pay large sums for an attractive virgin. But while a girl's "virgin fee" might be high, her price drops drastically afterward, like a bad stock. The majority are traded between brothels, their value decreasing all the while, until they end up serving the local fishermen and laborers.

A recent study of Bangkok teahouses found that 30 percent of girls are on-call 24 hours a day. The majority are given only one night off a month during menstruation. And many girls receive no money at all; it goes to the pimp.

The girls admit frankly that, if given a chance to escape, they would not know where to go or what to do. They are resigned to their fate, and often because it was their fathers' decision. "The girls are not escaping from the low horizons of village life," says O'Grady "They enter into this trade in response to the obligations they feel they owe their family." The majority end up with nothing else in life but prostitution.

so sad~~=(((
shi~

i am who i am
4:18 AM

Might be doing a project on child prositution..
Some info i found
***

Many surveys have been conducted to find out the extent of child prostitution. Dr. Gilada's paper on perspectives and positional problems of social intervention" shows that, "70% of women are forced into prostitution and 20% of these are child prostitutes."


Statistics of the survey done show:-

City Population Prostitute Population

Bombay 10 million 100,000
Calcutta 9 million 100,000
Delhi 7 million 40,000
Agra 3 million 40,000


A survey conducted by Indian Health Organization of a red light area of Bombay shows:-


1. 20% of the one lakh prostitutes are children.
2. 25% of the child prostitutes had been abducted and sold.
3. 6% had been raped and sold.
4. 8% had been sold by their fathers after forcing them into incestuous relationships.
5. 2 lakh minor girls between ages 9yrs-20yrs were brought every year from Nepal to India and 20,000 of them are in Bombay brothels.
6. 15% to 18% are adolescents between 13 yrs and 18 yrs.
7. 15% of the women in prostitution have been sold by their husbands
8. Of 200m suffering from sexually transmitted diseases in the world 50m alone were in India.
9. 15% of them are devdasis.
***
so saddening
shi~

i am who i am
3:45 AM

happi happi happi...

early in the sat morning.. i m online... n yep...here i m..at home...just pon-ed my co orientation..where they r playing at suntec.. i m here at home trying veh hard to mug... yes...i stress...T-R-Y-I-N-G...lol...gg out later to do some CNY shopping though..obviously...mugging on a weekend is really useless...cos i will lag everytime..nvm..



yest co...heard some really bad things...kanna pissed n turn off..but i shall not sae anymore... thing co now...really sort of better..looking at the size...but still veh small lah...wad can u expect...carn b like hc or sec sch lah...where my section already got ard 36 pple....thing politics issues in co coming back...cos i thing SHE too proud..thing tt SHE veh big now... but the fact is alot of pple dun like HER.. trying to act sei n dajie kind... but unknown to her...alot of pple dun like her... even those SHE is supposed to b close with dun like her... no frens at all... nvm.. anywhere..in case ual r curious.. this SHE is diff fr the one i m pissed off wif... i veh bad hoh? keep bitching n bushuang pple... nvm.. i not veh pissed with the person i m previousli pissed off with le..cos...yep...haha...veh complicated hoh? told ya tt co is a veh political cca...lol...n i m trying veh hard to stay out of all these le...




thing i dying nxt week...wed got physics n bio test...tues got physics spa skill b...n tt mrs teai still haven return us our previous trial spa thing to study..btw..muz thanx pl for lending me her trial spa ws yesterdae over the weekend to study... though she haven had her spa yet..but hers after mine mah..so not tt bad..at least i will feel more secure to hav read at least a little..lol..thanx =D




anyway.. we still haven settled on a dae to meet nxt week leh...how?
everyone pls tc not to catch the flu virus thing leh...i alot of frens kanna le loh...at least 6 i noe got flu... thing i gg to be sick oso soon...=(



ss

i am who i am
7:03 PM

wheee~
a week went by
busy and suuupperly tired
no time to blog for u gerls
haha
later going to nus...
sianz
so happened that i woke early..
so shall blog bit
compensate compensate:P
***
first update: i signed for maldives cip trip le
dunnoe will get in not
jus see lo
its from 9th to the 19th of march~
if i get selected..
then i will spend my bdae there
whoa~
so special
then u all got to celebrate after common test le~
heheeee
lots of time
can plan a big party for mi!~
=P
initially, they said tt there will b a interview for ppl who wans to go maldives.. coz too many ppl applied.. onli 32 ppl can be subsidies
so i went to the so-called interview..
prepared to get aimed
q:wats ur grades
a: abbc
q: cca?
a: interact
q: y last yr neva go
a: no $
q: y this yr can go?
a: i went to work
q: where?
a: maybank
q: ur parents agree?
a: ya.. they support me of going.. my sister also
q: wats your parents occupation?>
a: father driver, mother waitress, sis in nie
q: ur sis which jc?
a: she went poly
comment: hmm.. that's strange..
ok.. we will inform you abit it
mi: *huh?!* ok thank you
*walks out of office*
cool
***
whee~
my class got one person hu got into nj superstar
martin..
haha
all thankz to the song i chose for him!!
zhi zhu
i v lihai ba
chose a winning song for ppl
*plz clap*:P
cny he is going to perform
so exciting~
infont of all the j1s
if get into top 3..
then go school hall perform
whoa~
fun~!
***
yst after nj superstar audi
went out with my frens to makan
decided to kope some of my fren's photo to spice up this place:P
*copyright from cindy shin-dee.blogspot.com*















xh:eeyer.. sam.. u veh smelly lehs (xh is our ct rep)
















sam: wad smelly.. is nan ren wei ok..
xh: =.="














martin: sam u noob la.. nan ren wei is lyk dis den wil san fa one
















shiling: *pukes*
xh: mus bao chi ct rep de xing xiang.. *mei mei*















shiling: no comments..

***


presenting to u.. o5s18's very own crappy gang !!












sam.. lyk np's open hse poster lidat la.. HAHS













xh.. e ever so responsible ct rep :)














shiling.. mei rite *no lo.. another anyhow say de*
















mar mar.. future njc superstar k.. dun play play














last bt nt least.. ugly me !! :P *plz lo where got ugly.. she alot of ppl jio de la*

***
anyway
mus meet la
i bought mochi for u all leh
v nice de
no matter wat mus meet next week kk??
else spolit le..=(
***
so much more to blog
but gtg
tc~
tata
shi~

i am who i am
4:45 PM

erm. sry guys. think i friday really really cant. why e bbq has to be on that day???!
as for thurs, gotta go buy food. sighs. even if didnt haf to... my sch ends at 4.30.
cos of my sucky timetable. unless leave sch halfway find u all! haha! haf enuf time to do that anyway.


i m gonna hafta do my work seriously this week.


dreading chi new yr actually. dunno why. dun like meeting relatives whom i actually dun even know well. just sitting there trying to make casual conver while tv is on... just dun like it. even e money i will get doesnt tempt me. i m so not ready for new year. i wanna stay at home. hmmm. even mugging at home is beta. ok... mayb sth is wrong with me. ok. i will just take cny as a BREAK.


bye!
iPing

i am who i am
4:15 AM

ok...act i dun mind going back on fridae lah... i mean..stilll hav nice memories of u guys there...
since fri we cannot really meet...lets meet on thurs instead can? though i dun exactly end sch early..lol...
co 2ml again...looking 4ward to meeting juniors or wadeva...so funny...the junior hu dun wan to join back co joining interact then she see me in the meeting...then another junior oso got join...




veh bushuang some pple...juz wan to sae out to feel better... so wad if u r busy..tts not the way to do things lah...made me wonder if u even care bout it... treat everything so lightly n yet expect everyone to respect u.. when u dun even seem to treasure anything n i mean tt...hu do u think u r...n so wad if u bochap...things are not meant to be done this way lah...dun like then wad for waste ur time..go find something better to do or just sae u giv up lah...dunneed to force urself n expect me to help u out all the time lah..put me in such a difficult situation everytime...wadeva...had enuff of all this nonsense n pls fanxing fanxing...i may not be as nice nxt time or wad...things may change n i might not always stand by ur side...argh...




nvm..kk..look 4ward to meeting u guys soon....hope kt will b wif us soon too..
jiayous everyone...sure everyone got alot of test....
luv u guys

ss

i am who i am
5:08 AM

2 tests tmr.
sooo tired.
need slp.


ps can u all PLS PLS PLS come for ac fun-o-rama? 18 feb.
come n see me kk???
if not i think quite sian for me. nobody to bring around! haha.
[dun buy tix nvm...] consider yar???!


iPing.

i am who i am
2:43 AM

i din do anything hoh..
lol...ok...nxt week i die le.. 2 test plus 1 spa...
everydae got co...
how to survive...dunno...really dying...
save me..
ss

i am who i am
5:02 AM

tml morn got to go meet SP!
iping: sp is a infamous teacher in nj
haiz
sianz
my onli late morn goned
***
then pe
10 runs
4 km
sianz
***
chem s tests
worse
***
extra bio lect
hai..
***
6-7pm got some competition thingy at nus
...
***
phy spa
skill B on fri
***
wat a "wonderful" tml~

***
makes mi miss u all more!
shi~

i am who i am
4:34 AM

http://www.youtube.com/watch.php?v=_AQvqsZFgDY
***
todae jul went to join nj superstar
haha
cool
they wanna drag mi go initially de
sing xie yi shou ge
but when i saw the ppl sing
shooo proed la~
freak out
i think i still prefer singing at KBOX
haha:P
***
dunnoe leh
cny my class got things on..
but I REALLI MISS U ALL!!
=(
go out soon kay?>
***
shi~





i am who i am
4:22 AM

fri i really wanna go back nh!!!
esp to see u guys lah... =)
BUT co must perform cos its chi new year. (yeah. like how appropriate)
then think got co yu sheng??! n mayb bbq. think i need to go help them buy food...
so how??? u all shld have to perform too right?
tell me if u all going back. somehow will find a lil bit of time to go back... yeah hopefully.
btw those pple who tagged is ur nj frens izit?

iPing...

i am who i am
12:20 AM

haha...veh long nv blog le...
kk..paiseh...busy...carn believe i going for interact meeting again 2ml...all my frens so shocked tt i still in interact...lol...
nxt week everydae got co except on thurs...thing i going to pon..
i oso got i spa n test nxt week...ahh...this sat got orientation...
then suddenly got to noe quite alot of co pple...noe as in become frens tt type...not like onli noe ur existence..lol...
todae my junior came....had so much fun n laughter skipping parts to play n debating on our fingerings...though i hav to admit i do bully sometimes...more pple in CO finally...new intake hav around 40+ got experience de n 8 no experience...not bad lah...
though my section still veh pathetic..lol..
hope tt thing will turn out fine like now everydae...

take care guys...
btw...ual going back to nh nxt fri as in new year...?

ss

i am who i am
6:00 AM

i have so much work to do, accumulated from last week. must study for chem AND math test too. ok. so a short update.


my maid is leaving this week already. ok. i will really miss her. cos she's been with us for 4 years already. treat her as a fren. tell her stuff too. BUT its a good thing cos she hardly does work. goes out EVERY single week. n even on weekdays when we not at home. so... we shld not be paying her to talk on phone and stuff. still... ah watever. anyways, when she leaves, i will get my room back. hmmm. e house is gonna be so quiet without her acting cute n stuff... ok. whether i miss her or not, she just HAS to leave. so... thats just it. gonna be busy with housework from now on too. supposed to cook dinner 2 times a week. wash stuff. n iron my uniform? yeah i dun mind doing it. must help my parents. just hope dun reach home too late usually. if not i will really be too tired to move... let alone HOUSEWORK. sighs... kinda new chapter of life for me huh.


oh yah. they gave me a post as scores master in co (just an uber cool term for librarian). ok. so now i have sth to write in my testimonial. oh well. i m really REALLY HONOURED that they actually asked me. tho i still find it a bit unfair for others... considering i kinda joined last year end only. probably cos i music student i guess.


i xchanged mp3 with my fren. n ripped lotsa songs from there! like over 250 songs! n it helps that my fren got good taste too! found some songs i loved all along. so happy. haha. ss/sy! so now i got more chi songs other than jay. haha. can send u all too if u want!


oh n i realised. hui you na me yi tian is a v nice song. and its really the SADDEST SONG ever. happiest song: lian ai ing. saddest EVER: hui you na me yi tian.


yea. thats all from me today!
iPing... ... NEEDS to do work NOW!

i am who i am
2:18 AM

its 6.15am
16 jan 2006
there's no one on msn
connection speed is fabulous
wheee
haha
got to go school le
tata
shi~

i am who i am
2:14 PM

whoa~
alot happened these 2 days
reali v busy

***
sun: cip whole day
tiring but fun
learnt things
we got to push the disabled around and ask for donation
thru tt i saw many kinds of ppl
those who reali wans to help
jus come and donate..
some just gave $50 and bought the whole booklet
got a mystery person gave $500!~
so kind of him/her
in the evening
we all v tired le
just sit at booth
then this man came and placed a cup in a plastic bag on the table
and just walked away
we thought someone v kind gave us drink
in the end
took out cup..
it was a cup FILLED WITH 5 CENT COINSSS!
haha..
v funnie~
think got aroung 30 40 bucks?
didn count of coz
so we jus happily slowly "dong" the coins into donation box
haha~
***
of coz got unhappy things
some ppl jus v mean
give bad faces
or ignore u
got one guy vvvv bad
i was pushing the lady on wheelchair along PUBLIC pathway
then stopped to ask ppl for donation
then this guy with a BIGGGGG trolley came from behide and bump into mi!
it was vvv obvious that he could have stopped and say excuse mi if he wans de
then nvm
hit my bone
then i ouch quite loudly
then he jus stared at mi with a v ATTITUDED face
wa lao
i was pissed la
but nvm
got to ren
coz got the lady with mi
in the end i moved the wheelchair to the side
and he jus stare at mi then walked off with a black face
wa seh~
i should b the one with black face la
alot of ppl were staring lo
so rude of him la!!!=((((((((
nvm
shall forgive him
thru all these realli can c many kinds of people lo..
***
the disabled people v pro lo~
in the past i used to pity them..
now i think they so pro la!
**
they r in the public the whole day
under the scrutiny of many ppl
have to ask for donations
but they r still cheerful~
can tell they r v tired
sometimes they still have to ren the bullshits from some disgusting ppl hu look down on them
but they onli start to complain when we r going home
tho some of their complains r rather lame..
but i guess they r jus loney
and need some listening ears
so in the end i jus sat there
nodded my head
and..
yaya..
realli?
orh..
ok..
ic..
haha
**
interesting experience
**
wan to blog more abt todae
but............

got to chiong work=(
tata
shi~

i am who i am
4:29 AM

hmmm... i think i LOVE bbq food but lazy to bbq... why isnt there a restaurant or coffee shop or sth selling bbq food???! ok just wondering.


shi! i cant bliv i got it straight away when u said cl's good fren. wa. great minds think alike izit. but not that interesting lehz. haha... never reveal anything. oh yeah n vodka? not my type too. i just like beer and alcoholic ice-cream soda.


cl! yes yes i know we soooo lucky. =p


ah. read thru e entries n suddenly rmb my organic chem test! n i haven done homework. oh no oh no. been co-ing, church-ing, n practising dizi. ah homework!!! bye guys!


ap... ...

i am who i am
11:34 PM

went to my fren's bdae bbq todae
jus reached home
yawns
tired
tml got to wake early for cip=(((
nvm...
***
we exploited e fren hu turned 18 le
ask her buy voka
so i went giant buy with her
bought 3 bottles
one pink, one colourless, one blue
forgot wat flavour already
one of them was blue colour
the blue was like those colour of solution use to clean cars or wat de..
haha..
in the end the person also neva ck ic
when we reached there..
the guys jus koped and drank alot la
in the end i onli like drank 2 sips
...
but nvm dun taste nice=P
***
anyway if u all are free
can ck cl's "good" fren's blog tag
hmmm
interesting..
***
that's all
tired tired
tc ppl~
shi~

i am who i am
6:44 AM

Hey ppl, i like long time nvr blog liao. Haha reason u all shld noe i piaing my holidays homework. woot~ finally finish physics already(copying plus own work)! haha handed in today~! Yay! hee very tired once again after astro. Today first astro meeting in 2006. Had a meeting and i think i cant stand meetings coz is so long and draggy so feel like dozing off anytime. Then suddenly felt like dancing aft meeting (dunno why). Hmm, got laughed and commented by ppl coz we were doing a self intro and ppl say maple is erm blah blah blah. I noe its lame but it's just for leisure mah haiyo! Haha got scared in class by my friend i thought she wuz aiming rubberband at me actually she just drew a red line across her finger! Then all of them laughed coz i got trick! Wad dread me most is the orgainic chem test nxt monday! hmmm.
Oh yes saw j1's & IP1's dance party actually wanted to join(they have disco light!) but in the end didnt. Not many ppl dancing anyway. When walking out saw a parent den wuz surprized it was 4/3Fiona's mum (xinhui & sy say de) . Den met yanting at the bus stop and chatted den go home!

okaz, very tired already~ Nitez everyone! take care! all the best! Love you all! -u all so lucky i seldom profess love so openly! Wahaha!

cl

i am who i am
8:55 AM

ahem. hello. today is friday the 13. guess i wasnt part of e unlucky gang tho.


shi! u are soooo right! k i a bit backdated. commenting bout ur previous previous previous post. i look at girls more than guys too! oops. a bit paiseh to admit. n bout jss... well. pple were commenting why got nj pple in our sch too (as in talking bout jss). yeah so... nth new nth new. u get it almost every other day. ooh and i got chem test on organic on monday too! n ur coming weekend is gonna be soooo fun.


ah. sy being called. i can just imagine how funny that would be... bet her face turned red too.


ss! blue construction paper? so CREATIVE huh. ours is blue slip and pink slip. tho pink slips issued are ALWAYS on white paper. so why e name??? i just take any piece of tutorial and walk out of sch. right.


fri. not as bad as thurs. but is my 2nd free-est day too. free for too long... then rush for music lesson. which ended late. THEN rush for piano. YUCKS. someone just gimme a break pls. tmr's sat. but co starts at 8.30 AM.


enjoy weekend whilst mugging, guys!

iPing... ... wants to slack.

i am who i am
3:36 AM

in the morn
on the bus
**
bus went past jurong sec sch
**
an auntie on the bus: xiao mei ni wang ji xia che ar?
[me] ?!?! mei you ar
[auntie] ni bu she yu lang zhong xue de ma?
[me] mei you la..
[auntie] du bu qi.. wo kan hui she.. yi wei shi jurong sec de
**
the prob with having same grey as jurong
**
dunnoe the how many time le
haha
**
todae sch nth much
phy s paper lect was a blur
stressed
nvm
lazy to comment
**
sat got fren's bdae bbq
at east coast
sun go do cip
from 11am to 9 pm
10 hrs
pro not?:P
at park way parade
win le ba~
sho busy
no time mug chem
haix
nvm..
**
whoa~
shall go makan sumthing
tata
shi~

i am who i am
1:52 AM

ok...shall do a little update
2ml j1s n IPs got dance party..then i predict the size of CO to be damn small...thing my section onli got 2 of us...dunno how in hell we can play...dizi onli 1 pathetic person...sian of integration..
yep...miss the part where sy got called...ccos i went for chem o...lol..
at first ms sim onli wanted us to go at 10.30...but a few of us decided to pshyco her to release us at 9.40...so tt we can miss chem tutorial n gp o wadever...n we suceeded...we met in sch first then walk out..the uncle nv even ask us to show him the blue slip though we all holding...pepared to show him...so we concluded tt nxt time we shall invest on sum blue construction paper n hold in our hands...then can walk out le...
went nus 4 lunch...food cheap n nice...then later start...
oh man..it sux...so many pple sharing the common reagent..though each of us had 1 fume hood to work in..than wear the stupid glove labcoat n goggles...do..then in the middle...thing experiment something wrong...cos everyone cannot get it... then added 20cm3 of CONCENTRATED HYDROCHLORIC ACID...so choking though we did in the fume hood...it was practically fuming lah...everyone coughing like siao...chengrong veh sad cos his yield veh little....
then later do titration....stupid... they use tap burette n not the clip de... so i dunno how to control properli n wadeva... thing i flung the whole thing cos i dun even noe calculations...
concluded...nj not bad...HC god 13 pple...RJ got 12...t\TJ got 3...AJ god 4 ...NJ got 8...lol...
so finally...chem o over...really had alot of fun n laughter n made alot of veh nice frens...will miss the daes we spent training..poning lessons...lab sessions...n sometimes BULLYING ms sim tgt..
lol...

ss

i am who i am
5:18 AM

forgive mi for the totali cap entry except for this line
I SLEPT FOR 2 HRS!!!
2 HRS!!
CAN U GUYS IMAGINE IT
I M SUCH A PIG!
SOME PEOPLE STILL IN SCH MUGGING AWAY
AND I SLEPT FOR SOOO LONG
heeee
BUT V SHIOK!
shi~

i am who i am
2:36 AM

todae v good
school starts late
ends early
cause our bio tutorial was cancelled
change to tmr
so i reached home at 2.05pm
and i blogging at 2.23pm
haha
so fun!
***
pe todae not bad
not as bad as mon
phew~
all thankz to sam's good idea
one push up
change position
one sit up
40 times
in the end
we spent more time changing position
than working out our muscles!
haha:P
***
sy was called by the v v
act blur teacher during lect
whahahaha
so funnie~:P
i shall neva sit in the front eva again
so scary
beta hide at the back
haha
***
integration is a blur~
mon got org chem test
sianz
but nvm
this week quite slack
heeehee=P
mus remind mi to work orh~

***
watched america's next top model yst
got one gerl
think she super chio la~
xian mu~~~~~
hahaha:P
k tts lame
think i v weird
always look at gerls more than guys
but gerls realli beta to c ma
guys onli c muscles and wat not
gerls can c
hair
figure
clothes
shoes
face
makeups
and the list goes on
***
well shall go bath
and...
TAKE A NAP
wheee!~
whahaha
hehehehe
hohoho
hahaha
***
tata~
***
shi~

i am who i am
10:20 PM

sorry guys...veh tired recentli plus my eyes got problem...
wun be blogging so often...but will always go see wads on blog...
tc everyne...
ss

i am who i am
6:14 AM

ap JIAYOU orh~
try find fren mug with u?!?
if realli v bored can msg moi
haha tt is if u c this msg b4 tmr
which i doubt so..:P
***

todae saw our junior class
cmi
thought my class v cmi le
junior class not a single chio de
and 32 in a class
its like
whoa~
***
todae cca fair
went to find cl at astro
haha
they got this v biggg telescope
or dunnoe wat u call it..(sy.. cl wats tt??)
then they focused it on a police crest on the wall
then i saw principal's pic at the side
so i jus say
focus on virgina cheng la
then the astro guy realli did
haha
so funnie
close up man!
....:X
sorry ap
think onli nj ppl gets it
***
feel like going maldives for cip during mar hol~
shd i shd i??
so fun like tt
but quite ex
and after tt in common test
but its jus ct
realli tt impt>?
i dunnoe
haiz
think think
shall consider~
***
shi~

i am who i am
2:30 AM

i think i love it when my body aches like mad (like wat shi described). mayb i m sadistic.
yeah i m sadistic (since i LOVE south park too). but it just shows that i have at least done some work... sth which i haven done in a long time. sighs. tmr got double period pe. hope i survive.


tmr is thursday. my ultra slack day. e day with 7 free periods and yet i get to go home only at 4.30pm. so fun... NOT. kinda dreading it. sure, i get to do my work. but. i just dun like it. e solitude of 7x40 mins. YUCKS. just... too much solitude is NOT healthy for me. cos i will just feel... out of touch with humankind??? ssooo out of touch with my class??? alright i have no choice but just focus on e point that i get to do work when i m alone. uh huh. can u imagine me sitting that for 7x40 mins purely doing work n not sleeping at all... we'll see. i will try tmr. yea... note to self: make sure mp3 player is FULLY charged!!!


erm. lotsa work. and (mostly to shi) playing for church this week again. its prob gonna be a twice a month thing. at least i m doing sth for e church. makes me feel a bit beta.


piano lesson on fri. which i haven practised for, cos... no time? mayb. mayb just not learning fast enuf. n each time i go, i gotta pay 70 bucks. well-spent money huh... ah...


ok. sry for e randomness of this entry. aha. just felt like blabbering.
"always put worry in its proper place ------ out of your life"

iPing was here.

i am who i am
2:07 AM

jus woke
its 9.30am
***
so sianz
my body hurts
hands pain
stomach pain
legs pain
back dunnoe y also bit pain
***
=(((
sianzzzz
***
shi~

i am who i am
5:43 PM

wahaha. mahjong! i oso wan!!

hmmms... sl, u continue like that, confirm got muscles. so good...

wa i really nth to say. just erm... happy hols tmr, u guys! i will try to spend AT LEAST half e day tmr doing homework! (yucks! e horror!)

ap updated bout nth at all.

i am who i am
6:48 AM

u all v EVIL leh
neva call mi
=((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((
saddened
wa seh
how can like tt
as if i no hp like tt
tho i gastric
dun like tt ma
leave moi out
cryyyyyy
=((((
shi~

i am who i am
6:19 AM

lol...congrats on getting ms chee then...nope...not interested in the sapphire scholars thing....lol.... just wan to hav fun...
yep...todae sy n cl come my house play mahjong...but i noe u go home le...cos i saw u walking wif ur frens...lol...
nothing much act...
anywaes...happi hari raya!!!

ss

i am who i am
5:30 AM

whoa
pe was real power
make mi shooo tired
fell asleep while watching tv..
on the sofa..
yawns..
whee tmr hol
happie=)
ok i shall..
mug mug mug tmr
* i wish i do wat i say*
but for now
SLACK
:P
its 7.56pm
and it feels like 11.56pm
but i wan watch my show at 9
an hr more
ren~~
haha
think i super lame
***
sorrie peeps
shi~

i am who i am
3:53 AM

pe todae
cool
conditioning
2 rounds warm up
40 pumping
4 sets of some vvvv tiring sprints
40 crunches( not exactly~ whole leg straight de not 90 degree)
then 2 rounds fartlegs~ (ok dunnoe the spelling)

at the end of it
my legs pain
knees pain
dizzy
and bit of headache
oh no~~`
4 more mths of conditioning~
\argh...
****

todae our new ct lead the class
and new ct said something
[ct] another thing.. abt class bonding..
i dun wan to see 3 classes in a class
we shd bond as a class
***

after tt first time since like orientation
we sat as a class and ate lunch
tho still bit weird la
and ppl jus go off immediately after they eat
end up e same few of us stayed back and crap
but not bad le
haha~=)))
consider the 4 fen 5 lie condition of my class
***

ss!!!
i might get miss chee as my mentor for sapphire~~~
sooooo happie~~~
whahaha
she rocks~
***

then during gp
wahahaha
jiu ming ar
stomach v pain
its not wan poo poo
not mthly thingy
not muscle cramp
but super pain
also dunnoe y=(((
then i was like cant stand straight
think is gastric
***

wanted go bugis after sch de
in the end big rain
then i in pain
so come home and blog
***

haha
luckily now ok le..
shall eat breakfast next time
but its not i dun wan eat
is no time=(
realli v tired
***

i slept on the bus again
in the past i used to wonder
how can ppl fall asleep on bus?
its so uncomfortable and shaky
but now i noe y
5 days of sch and i fell asleep for 4 times
so tired..
think it will b a norm for mi next time
***

haha
tt's my not v eventful day la
haha
hope u guys had more fun~

tata

shi~

i am who i am
1:17 AM

first of all, thx sy for e super nice skin (ss, its not pink wat! its cool)
and congrats sy for FINALLY having an entry. haha!

yeah ss. dun think! be happy! or try... if sky fall on u, will fall on us as well kk!
our nxt outing...... when huh?

shi. erm. haha. thx ar... link to ur multiply. argh. ur pe bad? isnt mine worse? SWIM PE! rmb that STUPID joke. acs = all can swim??!! wa. he really damn lame.

dun mind if i do some advertising k. i need to sell tix.
acjc fun-o-rama
18 feb 2006
$10 a coupon (with long john discounts and others!)
yeah well... i need to sell 20 tix. hmmm. actually dun really expect u all to buy. but if got time... just come for a while and see ME kk? haha. alrights. mayb this is just an excuse to see u all...... yeah.

sighs. new week of sch again. welcome j1s and stuff. i m so not enthu. sry guys, for never signing into msn. dun feel like socialising. but then again, when have i EVER felt sociable??! so just talk to u all here. n tags. haha.

iPing sinks back to reality---so routine.
ps have a better and happier week, u guys! =)

i am who i am
4:25 AM

its nice
and not pinky at all ok ss!
dun change la
i like
must at least wait for a mth then change ma

yeah~
tts the way ss~
=)))))))))

shi~

i am who i am
3:31 AM

i m much better le...thanx guys..
thing yest suddenly think the world is falling on me...no...should be fri nite...
hai...but suddenly thing i veh bai chi now... yes..thing i quite lucky act...
yep yep...nice nice blog....but a little too pink huh?
lol...n how come its like all crammed to the left side huh...then i scared see long then eyes will get stuck to left side...so pls... CHANGE IT!!! lol....
hai...thing i getting more n more like ms thang le...my eye blood vessel keep bursting... so i keep dropping tears for no damn reason...very xinku... look at thing for a while then veh tired le.. will start tearing... ahh...lol...
nvm... kk sch 2ml again...looking 4ward to our nxt outing..

ss

i am who i am
3:12 AM

mugged phy ~
haiz
not cause i wan to
but coz we got to hand in tmr
then 20 over qns of phy
sooooo sianz....
yawns~
andi haven do my gp journal yet
i realised my gp realli horrible:P
no idea at all
my lang terrible
mati la~
tmr got sch..=(
and pe
v scared of physical conditioning
my class damn pro
everyone runs at lightning speed
i always last one
so sad..=(
haha
but nvm
i dun care
jus v paiseh onli
haha
yeah~
tue hol~~
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!
haha
so looking forward to it
prays that there is no chem S test tmr~
else i sure die
immediately get kick out
oragnic chem is a blur
n they r not going thru tutorial
seriously mad
oh ya
ss~
i might b joining sapphire
ms chee told us abt it
joining with moi fren i think
haha
c how is it
at least better than nth hor~

and todae i dunnoe go poo poo how many times le:P
hmmm
i think 4/5 times?
dunoe wat i ate also=(
nvm
clear stomach
best is can jian fei
but like not much effect
argh
height and weight tmr
guys sure make fun of moi=((
they wanted to bet somemore
....

nvm

tts all of blaring form me~

shi~

i am who i am
3:09 AM

haha... yay nice blog.. my sis was like teaching mi, then i was like so blur, and i tink tt she wans to punch mi or sth..haha.. anw, gt things running and i shall change the template frm time to time ba... if nt quite boring..haha.. nxt time gt time muz teach u all, so if u all gt time can change oso..haha...

anw, ppl dun be too stressed... haha.. if cant finish hw or sth then dont use the comp lor.. will save lots of time..haha.. trust mi..haha.. bt now on sat i gt some course ting, one whole dae lah..haha.. so cant go out on sat anymore, unless dinner... haha.. so sad.. cant do hw too... haha...

act i reali dunno wat to blog leh.. prefer tag... so my entries shld be pretty little compared to others s.a ss, ap, cl and sl, which is like all of urs..haha.. nt funni...

add oil!!! (lame bt dunno how to end.. haha..)

i am who i am
8:42 AM

this is seriously e last post from me today. hahaha. e previous entries too messy to read. basically,
THANKS TO ASY for changing blogskin. add tags soon yar. haha!

sl, cant help it if i dun like babies. i just dun think they are THAT cute at that age. erm. my future husband (if there is), sooooo sorry!

ap gonna slp!

i am who i am
7:14 AM

ok ppl first thing
the its nokia 7610
quite old le la

nvm
this is more funnie~

i realised its super funnie~

todae came home
online
noticed blog change to a average one de
ok nvm
after watch tv
come back
wan blog
blog change again!
so is this current attituded one
then i was like damn nice!!
*look at previous entires*
then msg the world
ie. u all
first ss re
[ss] mayb sy's sis change de
then
[ap] its mi
that accounts for my previous entries
third
[cl] asy
[mi to cl] its ap

after some mins
[ap] omg u changed the templete?
[me] huh i neva change anything
*ap call my hp
[ap] do u c the blog now?
[me] wat thing? neva change anything
*mi looks at blog.. still attituded
[ap] its the attituded thing
[me] huh not u change de ar??
[ap] i was adding tag board then when i refresh is the attituded thing le

****

so..
the first change is by ap.. not so nice de:P
second (attituded) sy's sis i think
haha~
confusion
anyway
thankeeewwww~~~~
so nice

oh no now..
[ap] oh no the nice skin is gone
*refresh the page
its the not v nice de

so wat is it now~?
jiu ming ar
blur~~~

ok so now sy msg mi
[sy] its mi

SO CONCLUSION
ASY CHANGE DE~

not sy's sis~

ayoi
okok

and the nice attituded skin is back again~

so many things happened in this entry
wa seh
blur le..

NOTE FROM AP TO SS: rmb to scroll down and read msg from her!!

hehe
sorry i wrote too much todae
but reali v funnie ma
confusion of the blog

note from mi to ss and everyone la: read my msg too!:P
note to ap: dun add tag le~ later skin disappear again! sy say she will add soon

k i shall stop spamming


shi~

i am who i am
6:54 AM

yoz yoz~
ap r u still there?:P
haha
think i v lame
thought of chatting thru blog
coz our dear ap dun wan come on msn to chat
tho she is online

no la
jus read wat ap wrote.. missed it just now

its realli true

everyone will have his or her down period
and everything ard u jus seems wrong
nth can cheer u up

hmm these few mths alot of frens v depressed
relationship, family, studies, friends
guess its part of life
part of growing up

now talking to a fren hu jus broke up

realised i ahve been thru it b4
its jus like a mirror of my past
but of coz im over it le

i realised tt when ppl r down
wateva other ppl say to cheer u up wun work
wateva positive things seems impossible
u jus drill on the sad part
and u jus go into short depression

however, when u finally walked out of it
u realise how blessed you r!
and u look back
u realised how much u have learnt!

u realised how precious your frens r
no matter how naggy your parents r , u noe they care for u
u think your studies no good?
think abt those hu dun have a chance to even learn ABC

it is just human ..
u onli learn to treasure after u lose sumthing

haha think i alot of big theories todae!=P
sorry ppl

oh man!!!!!!!!!
my mum just came home as i am writing this
and u noe wat
she picked up a handphone
again!
2nd time le~
and its nokia de
dun noe wats the model no
but i noe its not bad de
but the other cover is like..
dunnno drop into toliet bowl dozens of times
v old and ugly
but change le shd b ok

haha quite cool~

i blogged quite abit le
ASY!! where r u??????

haha

k i shall stop spamming
:P

tata

shi~




i am who i am
6:22 AM

haha is our
dear AI PHENG, AI PING, IPING change de!~
wheee~
nice nice

sorry not sy's sis..
ss~ wrong info la

think i m the most active blogger among us
u all shd give mi a prize!

i dun mind a trip to swensen's!!!
heeee
wu4!!!!:P (pinky just for you!)

shi~

i am who i am
6:12 AM

hey the new templete vv nice!
so cool!!
heee
which wonderful soul change de?
i like=))
haha
and i think shd have tagboard
but too bad i v noob
dunnoe how to change

todae go church and passed ap her neoprints le~

then v funnie
we sat beside this baby boy
he kept crying la
then kept touching mi..
so i jus gave him my hand to play
haha
the he grab my hand
haha
quite cute
if onli he dun cry so much

and obviously our dear ap here dun realli like kids

ap: die la.. next time ur huband got to take care kids for u:P and plz la ..ok
i noe the umbrella v bigg.. but its not tt funnie rite? big then good ok.. sure wun get wet ma~
and the leopard pattern cool ok.. trendy:P heeeeee too bad todae onli a while.. cant talk much..
nvm next week.. every week must chiong.. talk as much as possible.. whaha..

haha

oh jus received ss's reply
think is sy's sis change de
wow
not bad
thankz!!=)

yawns i m tired..
tt's all for todae then~

shi~

i am who i am
6:00 AM

ss. thx for ur CREATIVE mirror thing sms. haha. was quite funny.
ahem. i dun have words of wisdom.
n i have not experienced much probs before.
i prob cant understand much, BUT i have been ultra depressed before. and THAT i m sure u know.
n we've talked bout it... that seriously helped.
even tho at sec 3/4, i was A BIT over that depression period already, it was still easy to fall back in it.
even now, if i happen to be in an unfamiliar environment or feel sad, e feelings will just come back.
just knowing u experienced it before too, helped a lot.
just wanna say, we'll always be here for ya!
watever e probs are that u cant say, just rmb that there are pple worse off.
i know its difficult not to think too much, but u still must TRY.
just occupy urself with stuffs.
dun be stressed. becos u are v v v intelligent. u definitely can cope. trust me.
concentrate on being happy and loving everyone around u!
n i pray that u will get over e depressed period soon.
its difficult. stil, TRY YOUR BEST. u hav lotsa frens to depend on too. =)

iPing wrote e above (like isnt it obvious...)

i am who i am
5:44 AM

hey girl~
cheerup la~

last few days i also bit like u ya?

rmb~

but for everything there will be a solution
just dun think too much!like wat u told mi ya?

yap
things aren't always smooth
that's life
but u have to rmb
in many aspects we r v lucky le!=)
probs in life are chances for one to learn n mature mentally

jus take these probs now as challenges that you will overcome

if life is so smooth sail..
then wats is the point?

i always believe
if one neva experience down b4
he/ she will neva kn0w wats happiness

and i think these kind of everything also perfect ppl are sad case (tho v mean la)

your parents r not wrong is asking u not to go lo
A level.. v impt ma
no one will wan to regret wat
one big reason i din join co is also bcoz i dun have the $$ to go japan and i dun wan screw my studies
esp when concert draws near..
sure busy

but fret not!
i noe u can make it de
must have confidence~~~=))))))))))

rest of the probs tt u cant say..
hope they will b ok soon ya?

Dun worry abt S
i also blur blur
v fast~
i will try my best
like wat u told mi to
and i noe u will do your best and u will do well de
=)))

abt ppl mugging
i have concluded
it is super normal for ppl to mug now
seriously
who will wan to regret for As
even myself
i keep telling myself to mug coz i dun wan to regret
As or no As
distinction or no distinction
it not the main thing
the main thing is we did our best!


stress is inevitable now
but dun get depressed
a period of sadness is expected
but most imptly
got to be strong and look the bright side

take care lotsssss!!!

shi~

i am who i am
7:52 PM

yep...dun feel gd...getting sick again...yest co till veh late...veh sian...

yest co...3 juniors came n joined us...quite fun.. but other problems still remain... cost 4 japan trip not confirm yet...my parents discourage me fr gg... should i go...

everything juz seem so wrong to me.. got so much hw..and test...nxt week chem o prac..wish me luck bah.... its just the first week n life doesnt seem so rite..
haiz... hate everything...cant explain or sae wad is the problem..but...its really bad..i dunno wad to sae n sum things i cant sae...i feel so lost...my class...my cca..my life...my everything... dunno wads wrong with me...seriously thing i m in the state of depression...things arent always as smooth for me as wad u guys thought it was...there are act alot of probs.. i hav to keep my mouth shut bout my own problems..no one will noe.. or even understand...

yep..agree tt mugging is the trend for j2s now..n i shall accept it too...my class mugs...
math getting me blur..dunno how...lucky nv take math s...physics s so damn fast..chem s too...
wads the prob...
wish me luck

ss

i am who i am
7:07 PM

20 over qns in phy tys
phy ideal gas tutorial
phy S paper questions
Gp journal
bio essay qn
chem Ksp
study org chem

but i am online~

haha

its 7 jan 2006 11.01am

sick of phy

shall start being enthu abt it at 7 jan 2006 11.02am


















its 11.02am le~

phy phy here i comeeie~~

i am who i am
7:03 PM

Oh yes yes yes! its fri oh i mean sat!! now 12 plus alreadi!! First week end of the yr so happy!
Ha ha today had cca meeting think my behaviour waz not enthu enough dunno why leh maybe becoz the meeting last for too long ard 3 to 6 plus! Kept quite tired for the whole day. But my teacher in charge very good, treated us ice cream that waked me up abit. haha but i forgot to say goodbye when i left! heee.

Well my class ppl does mug but i am still not really affected! I hav to try to mug too (must phsyco myself. Last year dun regret! last yr dun regret!) haha. At least all of u in top class then have good teachers. Mine like 2 out of four subjects are new teachers! Din realli expect them to get promoted like so fast. But wad to do my class always like that! So u all shld be happy!

Hmmz mapled just now for a while. Ap i noe it was my sister online but i saw u playing mah when she played. Woah so tired hope that cca carnival will be over soon!

Sl happy for u! u got the right attitude woman!

Felt sad at one moment of the day but its ok now... ( do i sound chim? hee) Yawnz... Nitez!

love ya all!
cl

i am who i am
8:07 AM

... i'm here... ltr gt time and feeling then write more tings, so now i juz write something... haha... nt funni... ykyk...

*asy*

i am who i am
7:36 AM

oh ya
forgot to say jus now
i m like the phy rep now
haha
so funnie
and my 1000 free sms comes in handy~
whahahahaha

important reminder:

next impt gathering
date: 17 fri
mission: must make my day!~ whahaha
i shall think of wat i wan

hee
soorry
v high now
jus now watch tv alone also luff like mad
think toddae cele my fren bdae
tts y

whahaha~

yeah

pardon moi~

shi~


i am who i am
6:52 AM

wheee!!!!
heeeeeeee!!!!1
its fri~~~
but got lots of wrok
haiz
but nvm
shall rest todae
rest is for longer road~ haha!

todae was fun
go celebrate fren's bday
ate sushi~
sinful~
fat fat

yeah tml sat
happie!

shi~

i am who i am
6:15 AM

ah! friday already! lasted 1 entire week in sch! alright... 4 days... but stil... its an achievement. so smile guys!!! =D haha.

today got campfire for j1s. wanted to go... but nobody to crash with. well... i m kinda happy orientation will be over after today. cos... i wont hafta put up with e torture of seeing j1s having fun anymore! heee... so mean right. n my class will finally be complete. with e ogls all coming back! i think i prefer e class with them. got LOTSA LOTSA homework thru e weekend tho. and of cos... co on saturday. my music test over today. siao lah! 1st week only got test. ah wells... still bearable FOR E MOMENT.

ss! hmmm. 11.50 to 5??!!! yeah thats quite bad. no. scratch that. thats ABSOLUTELY HORRENDOUS!!!! anyway, just try to use e time to study ok?? hmmm... ur class mugging?? its totally alright! v v v v normal! can u imagine... my class (e noisiest ever PLUS havoc gang) they actually starting to get serious. AND pay attention during tutorials.... so... its really ok. mugging is good... in a way. mug consistently. but seriously have fun too! given ur close class, i dun think e mugging will affect e class spirit. yups! i am going to use all my free periods well. since sooooooo many. no more hanging around stoning! i will actually do work! aha! my LATE new year resolution. so far e first week, come home and actually do work u know! ok lah. ABIT only. but still considered. oh and. quiet pple dun dao u. they are just like that. thats all. after some time, will talk oso!

shi! yeah i got caught in e rain too. hates e weather. tooo nice to slp. oh yah. hows e cool shoe and UBER COOL shoelaces. ahaha. dun stress! everyone is getting more serious now, as i said before. even MY school. so... its normal! get a life twice or thrice a week. and talk n have fun in sch!! then mug all other times yar... haha.

cl! i finally talked to glenn! ahaha. say i know u and stuffs. thats all. then nth to say already! haha!

iPing goes off to mug. (yeah i wish that was true)

i am who i am
2:23 AM

dun noe how to upload to blog spot
so uploaded in shi40ling.multiply.com
next time got new photos or music i will jus upload in in multiply kk
its much faster and easier
so jus go there n kope ya?

cheers!

haha

listening to lian ai ing this very min!
hehe=)

shi~

i am who i am
5:47 AM

heee ppl i got the whole mayday cd in my com.. haha borrowed from fren!
not all songs la
those canto de i neva copy n not nice de i neva copy also
haha

lian ai ing happy ing~

ya same feeling ss!

my class like got 3 ppl offered to take 3 s papers lo
and everyone is v serious now
including myself i have to admitt

first 3 days of sch and i m stressed
i cant catch up durinf maths lect..
luckily i neva choose maths S
will puke blood i think
chem is fast.. but at least i like

todae during chem S..

[teacher]: who finds the lesson too slow?
*a guy raised his hands

...

no comments

super AA!!

we shall jiayou ppl!
stress is nth~ haha:P

shi~

i am who i am
5:38 AM

haha...ok...i m back...yep..knew more pple le... thing sum pple in my gp class quite fun n friendly..though like got sum more quiet ones tt looks like dao-ing me...

sl..tts the way lah... look at the amount of time u hav got without cca...unike me...todae chem s was damn diff lah...too fast..thing a few in my class like wan to change to math s le...hai...chem o oso nv teach loh...so i veh blur oso...

ap...lol...same feeling too...j1s and ip kids all having fun while we hav already start studying le...I oso WAN LIAN AI ING...Can post somewhere for me to dl?lol...hai...n u noe...my tues lesson end at 11.40...but co starts at 5...OMG.. i really dunno how loh...waste my time oso...suan le...

hai..hope things will get better...a little stressed now...thing my class turning into mugger class le...really got tt feeling..in the process of become a true mugger class...god!!save me man...

ss

i am who i am
4:59 AM

=)
its jus the 3rd day
but i m tired
fell asleep on bus yst
and missed my busstop
so.. got from inside out..outside in..
head to toe..
feet to hair..
haha!
was dripping in the lift..

well i m happier le
have decided
shall not think too much!
yeah
if can make it good
if not shall jus b normal n happy
heeee

shi~

i am who i am
3:17 AM