visited relatives. collected angbaos but they just dont mean anything to me anymore. e whole stack just thrown in my room... didnt bother to take out e money yet. (i wld have excitedly counted e money if it were 2 yrs ago) at least this time i talked more to my relatives... i hope. no more visitations. just going to go east coast with e closer relatives tmr. think my mom really really really v tired. sighs. i say wanted to help out with housework... but i haven done anything yet. cos last week everyday come home late. n nxt week oso like that. co performance cip at old folks home. then church stuff. then class gathering. so much stuff. n m i enjoying myself??? hmmm. i think i need much much much more DETERMINATION>>> to do homework. housework. pack my room. take care of myself if not my parents keep worrying!
