shi...tts the rite way man...feel blessed..thing positively...rmb...no matter wad happens u hav us wif u all the time.. i can vouch for tt...

ok...i thing everyone quite stressed n busy now...i m too...but i will not feel sad...haha...no lah..really must thing positively...dun care too much about ur academics and wadeva shit... to me.. now..the most impt thing is to relax..enjoy my life..stay happy.. n oso luv pple more...esp u guys..haha...k lah.. i hav passed the moody period...n realised no point stressing urself up...ok...i dunno y... but this year... i hav changed alot again...last year..i changed alot as in i open up more.. this year...the change was...dunno how to sae...mayb..nxt time then sae bah.. i reall dun giv a damn bout my academics now...y must i do tt...i mean...if u get gd results..pple will nv stop suaning u... i rather get bad results and feel better...wadeva... dunno wad i m toking now...


ok...this weekend has been veh fulfilling for me...the sectional outing...quite a sucess...but a little maluating in swensens...haha...


ok..more serious stuff.. yep...read my frens blog after exchanging and oso hooking pinkies (hope u noe hu u r)...realised she had been in a veh similar situations as me tt time..
hey...jiayous...open up n u can do it de... act i din noe u oso like tt de...cos u always veh happy...always hav a smile on ur face...so cheerful and everything...din noe under tt was such a sad u...dun worry...overcome it n u will feel veh loved... dun thing too much bout how pple look at u...n yep... must learn to trust pple when u find someone who is true to u..dun lose ur faith...continue searching n i m sure u can find the person hu u can really trust de... jiayouz...


lastly...a levels result out soon...
my cousin veh stressed...had stomachache since fri...stress till pain those type...no appetite to eat...at night cannot sleep...really veh stressed..haiz.. i can onli ask her to thing positively bah....
my seniors oso quite stressed and anxious...thing everyone receiving their results will b like tt bah...
gd luck seniors..

ss

i am who i am
12:24 AM

blessed with u gerls in my secondary school life


















blessed with my frens in my hectic jc life




























what more can i ask for?
=)

shi~

i am who i am
10:29 PM

sl! u r right. dun think. tts e best actually. just PONDER over things if u need to, but try to let it go after tt. key point is dun think TOO MUCH. difficult tho... oh well.

sy! (i think she wrote tt entry) haha. dun bother talking bout philosophy. its just... sometimes u have this principle formed in ur mind. then really feel like describing it! haha.

ss! erm. so its a sunday we going rite... i wanna go
"NUS Business School" and
"Yong Siew Toh Conservatory of Music" and mayb
"Faculty of Arts and Social Sciences"
which i knoe... is all e stuffs tt u all dun wan go. haha... my first talk start either 11am or 2pm. see u all lor.

so busy with homework.
i feel quite... sian-ed.
i wan a break.
again.
argh.

iPing...

i am who i am
4:50 PM

Oh yes i think i am the only one who din wish kt happy bday. Kt, if u happen to surf over blog i am wishing a happy belated bday to u! Hope u stay happy and we really look forward to see ya soon.
Today, during civics lessons we get to watch my boyfriend is bloodtype b. It was regarding love matters. Quite interesting and lame. But i like it~ Then after that movie i was quite hyper coz that guy in the show was qutie funny. So for the whole day i think i have become chattier~
Oh yes today saw njc soccer vs cjc soccer. we lost! A bit sad but still okay lar heard that hc competing with nj tml oops i mean today now areadi 12 plus. 12 more hours before i have to leave my house for mcyc. Suddenly feel qute tired. zzz...
when has shi becomes so phylosophical? i dun even think abt wad happen everyday and wad lesson learnt before i sleep. coz if i think think think too much, I cannot even sleep lar. Its good to review what happen during the day but ya noe i jus dun care. For me life is quite a rush. Day by day night by night... I think most important is that u dun do things that is morally incorrect can liao. Sometimes in life u have no choice but to offend ppl, u just cant help it lar... ( suddenly dunno what i am talking about. heeh) : shows that i cannot talk about phylosophical stuff on blog. Am i too simple minded? (i dun think so leh?) i dun even understand myself well enough... haha(wad am i talking about again!)
Perhaps too tired to blog. Nitez!

i am who i am
7:59 AM

following my v pro-ed not much sleep on wed
thur was totally shag
so

i reached home at 5
shower, wait for hair to dry
read 15mins of phy spa for the next day
online bit

6.45pm lie on bed
5 mins later
ZzZ...
9 pm--woke up
*to do hw or not to do*
3 mins later

ZzZ

1am-- woke up
my biological clock waking mi up after 6 hrs of sleep
*i dun care, i need my sleep!!*

5 mins later
ZzZ-ed till 6 am

one words
totally

SHUANG!!

=)))

i realised i have learnt sumthing v impt in this one year and 2 mths of jc life

forget the unhappy and treasure the happieesss:P

todae wasnt a reali good day
lots of things not rite

in the past i will whine whine, complain, =(
now i just forget it la
which is beta for mi i guess=))
perhaps i m too tired to even think

life is such a routine
can be so sickening at times
sudden urges to just break away from it
sometimes i wonder y make my life so miserable
just dun care abt everything
y bother???

but life is not so simple i guess...
God has laid challenges for everyone
its up to us how we wan to conquer
i guess..

but
easier said than done

i m just so tired mentally these days that
i dun even have time to feel much emotionally

jokes? luff
hw? do
tests? haiz.. ok lo..
did badly? wat to do
bad day? i need my sleep

i wonder if its good or bad...

i used to think abt wat happened each day
feel emotionally for every happy and sad events
now its jus nothing

i lie on my bed each nite
tml got wat lessons?
wat needs to be done?
and ZzZ like a pig

i m starting to be scared of all these..
including myself
y is there not much feelings?
am i turning into a robot?
hahaz
i dunnoe

mayb i have conditioned myself to be
feeling too much
is so toooo tiring
that
i guess
i have learnt? subconciously? to shut myself from emotions?
the emotional roller coaster is so too much for mi
mayb i have chosen for myself
to b indifferent
so tt i will neva get hurt or unhappy
but at the same time
wats happiness?
i kind of forgot?

wats fun when u noe ur life is a bleak empty space?
when will the path be cleared?

if onli my family is not as broken as it is
i m in no condition to think
how my life would b
without anyone ard
to b independent
not a single chance to whine
to complain
to beg and cunningly force sumone to do things for mi

i dun dare to think

shutting myself from every feeling
might b the best solution
for now


shi`











i am who i am
6:18 AM

ok...yep...looking 4ward to weekends..though i m sure i gg to die le... i still alot of tutorials due le still haven do....esp 4 bio n physics...veh behind time...thing i too bias to math n chem le...must change must change...


but i m still looking veh 4ward to weekends... cos 2ml after mcyc i will hav a sectional outing..lol....go makan swensens...gg to force the juniors to treat me...haha....but tt will mean my whole sat is gone...
abit stressed though... but i m trying to stay happy...yep...things seems not bad now..haha... but no one will noe the future...living n surviving in hope of a more united co n xyz...nvm...

anyway... our class organising this "BROKEN LEG AWARD"...nominating for winners now...
something stupid...but quite fun...got awards like ms/mr horny....crappiest person...stoner of the year... most despo person...most mugger.. most sexy...best skin complexion...most loser etc etc...haha...and todae we invited ms chee to be our guest of honour during the awards ceremony...haha...dunno y suddenli our class so hyper bout this..lol...thing quite cool though...
(in case for some slower pple... "broken leg" = lame...get it? haha... ms chee was a bit slow though...tell her le...she sae ok...yah...then after a while then she realised the link then laugh....lol....)

sorri sl...but we hav to settle the nus thing soon k? i dun like last min stuff de....lol...
so...let the discussions start... the time n talks ual wan to hear etc etc...haha


tc...luv u guys...
ss

i am who i am
5:48 AM

i wan to complain against myself!

big blur sotong

always forget things
hai
give myself so much trouble

=(

arrrrr

sianed

shi~

i am who i am
1:36 AM

time: 5.24am
cant believe i m awake so early
so unlike mi

hhahaha
*ask y ask y*

ok.basically copy iping la :P

do undone work=(

my beauty ZzZz...

kk
gtg

lub!
shi~

i am who i am
1:22 PM

HELLO!!!

yea its totally not safe to put inner thots here. sooo easy to search. this kinda things must say personally... more impact oso. =p then can start discussing n sharing big theories... act cheem a lil.

i totally hav no idea wat caal thing u talking about... but yah. sounds... chaotic.

oh ya. forgot to mention. i wished kt happy birthday ytd. yea somehow rmb-ed.
she replied "really hope to see u soon"
ok.
just really hope she had a great birthday n she is HAPPY.

time is passing so fast there's no time to stop. n think. or just take a breather.
sighs. pple just drift in and out of our lives.
cant bliv feb is ending alr.
oh well...

iPing...

i am who i am
4:49 AM

Hooo! Today all of us realli ruined the image of ourselves. Today that caal thing! Its quite exciting to rush to that area and queue up but it makes us so kiasu! Even president of the student council cut queue! Cut MY queue!!!!(for the excursion to Institute of Mental health) Haha Luckily the teacher saw and told him off. Haha! Woah saw ppl cutting queue everywhere but jus have to bear with it (coz my friend oso have to cut) Manage to queue for what we planned to sign up but dunno if they will kick us out or not( sometimes my sch will suddenly have stupid reasons saying they have to cut down no. of ppl signing up!) Wad eva!
Ss:I am always quite lame ok. Jus that sometimes jus no feeling to be lame.
Sl: Better dun write inner thoughts here. Not safe here lor.
ap: So good lar u all have holiday! Dun worry i wun watch that movie. Hee
Sy: The unfrequent blogger. Can u be more active and erm run faster for 2.4.

CT comming almost forget. Not very confident esp chem. dun understand some stuff but when ask tutor, he say "ermmm... U all dun have to know, they wont test u on that" -_-lll
Hope everything can be fine.

cl~

i am who i am
2:59 AM

lalalala lagging here too
supposed to mug
but nvm
take a break
anyway its jus ct

:P

wonder hu induced the laziness to mi
but i kind of like it
heeee

hmm

ss: u think how much u reali wan it.
chances in life onli knock once
either u take it or wait for other things
if u go.. u got to scarifice. time and money
if u dun go.. u miss a chance
depends on wat u wan at the end of the day

***
i had been eating bread, cup noodle and maggie mee for dinner these few days

sianz

=(
***

todae's CAAL
sucked
stupid system
total flop
thats all i have to say
nth else beta
i pity ourselves sometimes

but tts life

reali saw the ulimate human's kiasu-ness todae
nth to say
din noe how to react

stunned
shocked
stoned
sianz

iping: be glad tt u were not invloved in that

headache attacks recently
haiz
=(

realised my entry is so random

pardon mi

i realised sumthing

i dun dare to post certain thoughts online
esp the most inner thoughts
everything tt i say is those kind tt are unimportant ones
haha

sitting on the bus
looking at things
the past shapes us

onli thru pain will one grow
and grow to take more pain
irony?
i dunnoe

shi~



i am who i am
1:47 AM

yah...realised i really lagging..but nvm...i dun care...
haha...happy happy happy...juz happy....
hope my junior can stay in nj...
jap trip so ex......ard 2000...plus 500 subsidies still muz pay 1500
but got go disneyland mt fuji etc...
veh tempted to go...
but turned off by price....help...

ss

i am who i am
6:36 AM

cos of fun-o-rama, had a day off today! but its not enuf! haha. went sch. count coupons. n then some music course thing. n done with sch! went nydc heeren to eat. then watch movie. this is THE FIRST TIME i walked out of a movie theatre halfway. seriously, it was a total anti-climax. nth to look forward to. halfway, finally realised its not worth e money. n decided its not gonna get any beta. sooo left halfway n tried to sneak into another theatre. BUT got found out, so we pretend lost our way. aha. worth a try tho.

WARNING: NEVER WATCH "WALK THE LINE"
u will thank me for that. haha.

kk. back to normal sch life. common tests coming. bye!

n e fun ends...
iPing...

i am who i am
3:52 AM

yep yep.. v dae was fun man..though afternoon me cl n sy almost slept in my house cos we were juz too tired..haha...n tt cl tried to destroy my roses cos she dun hav...haha...at mos...really had fun trying to act angmoh and everything.. i thing other pple thing we siao already loh...SO DAMN LAME lah.. i mean..yah...everyone lame..not onli me k? though i may be extreme sometimes...but i m glad tt ual are rising to my standard...esp cl...congrats n jiayouz.. i m sure i will hav a sucessor soon..then soon i can retire le...haha...n thanx 4 waiting patiently for me to buy chocs n everything...though i was quite malu-ated by wad ual did in shop n save...haha...okok.. tt dae so lame n nice...really enjoyed myself alot...luv you guys...haha...

fri road run.... act not run cos i practically walk the whole way wif sy n 2 other co frens....haha...weird man..this year walk the whole way still can see alot of pple in front of us n some behind... not like last year...me n sy run tgt veh slowly still at the back... till cannot see anyone in frnt of us...
this year's road run seems easier..or rather... all j2s become smarter...realised theres no point running... really thing co pple veh slack...haha...everytime run or rather walk last few de....nh like tt..nj oso like tt....haha...

ap..u noe sumthing.. my mum act bought the ac fun-o-rama tix...cos got one gal came kncking on our door to sell them then my mum just buy loh...haha...but still cant go cos got MCYC...
cl...not i wan to laugh loh... its really funny cos got red spots...BIG redspots mah...haha..on ur face somemore...booo..plus u late mah...haha...so must take revenge...

kk...tc... look 4ward to seeing ual soon...on NUS open dae...

ss

i am who i am
9:31 PM

haha... just scanned thru post for this week. Thanx everyone for making my v day so fun and wonderful!
Oh yes and that kino incident was quite *&$#!!!!( a lesson learnt).
Shi, ur mum very pretty leh! haha~ Thanx for accompanying me to run finish the road run!
Ap so sorry cant make it for ac funfair. Got to go mcyc.
On sat before i went mcyc to give tution i did something horrible to my... face again. I went to squeeze all my erm black heads than my face was super ugly. Red spots here and there! Yuck! SS still laugh at me. Bleah!~ Aiyar hand itchy mah. Hope dun have scars.

cl

i am who i am
7:30 PM

okie! i m here to blog! so shi wont say only she blogging! haha. wow. ur msia pics right... erm e posters are not bad.

fun-o-rama's over! it's so so fun. my class games stall normal darts n balloon games. but e prizes were sooo cute! n i m so happy that they were pple actually QUEUEING! food stall frozen fruit n ice cream. there was a queue too! for a while only... but still... it's just so fun n so tiring. saw many pple! from nh i mean. n it was crazy photo-taking session! my first funfair, n i thoroughly enjoyed it! tho of cos, a big part of it was becos we were actually planning it. n not just going. spent 30 bucks... (had no choice since i already bought e coupons anyway) erm. face-painting! had e acs colours on my face. n sucking helium in to make ur voice high. patronising our own stalls. i think i walked around e whole sch too many times today. legs really aching now (n haven recovered from mass pe oso!) ok i will have monday off to rest. =p

it's over. hmmm. been planning for it for so long. plus fund-raising. n just like that, its over. yup it was a great experience (ACSperience). but then again, it also marks e end of fun of jc life. yeah. nth more big-scale to look forward to already. ah. no more looking back. must be forward-looking! gotta start studying soon...!

a shower is just so nice. n soooo much wanted when u r sticky, sweaty, smelly... blah blah blah... feel so comfortable now that i m gonna slp.

iPing...
ps fun-o-rama XVIII rocks!!! =)

i am who i am
5:30 AM

some posters that we did for the project on child prositution.. give comments...
if dun understand the meanings must tell mi..
thankz=)









the water symbolises help that we are giving
the seed is the child in need
the sponge is like all the govt, org that process the donation given...








tell mi how u all feel after seeing them kk...

shi~

i am who i am
4:01 AM

wheee.. some random pictures..
the bear v cute hor~~
thou it is from someone i dun like but..i choose one of course cute la~:P










the balloon doggie tt i meant during cip... heeee... so proud of myself








^^my pretty mummy... dun think u all see b4










when i first rebonded my hair~ whoa.. hair was realli short











right: biao ge (his friends got a child at ages 18(f) and 17(m)... rmb the pic of the child i showed u all??)

left: biao di (the one who took mi on motor cycle ride and got lost for an hr:P)










my biao mei with my biao di purposely walking from behide and acting cool...*tsk tsk*







my da jiu
dun see he fierce fierce like tt ok
actualli he super funnie de!!
=))









xiao jiu
IT pro...
totally opp of mi..








my another 2 biao meizzz
both my da jiu's daugther
but quite different hor












while jie jie is taking photos with mi
........












caught in action!
mei mei went picking on food!!









but the food was realli tempting....
i ignored my allergy and ate 4 of them!
yummmmmmieeeee

:P

*luckily no rash*







last look at the prawns
before they enter
our tummy











cooking process that was sooo "interesting" that...













it drew a whole lot of crowd b4 the food was served












my favourite dish
*hong jiu ji*
its heavenly~~~~=)))












the big chef behide all the wonders!
my ah yi~























the food reallli draws everyone
young and old alike


**************************************

ever wondered how my home in msia looks like




view from our hse













fish pond at the back














my xiao jiu's car and his beloved JJJ car plate...
and my extra biao ge and the side












u see cats cats and more cats there...










******************************************
tata!
that's the end of my superly long presentation:P
haha

hope it added some life to this blog~

shi~

i am who i am
11:42 PM

just =(
dun wish to elaborate more
jus need a place to fa xie
shi~

i am who i am
6:58 AM

hey.. act i dun reali like to blog... bt then sth happened today which makes mi feel so emotional... its like after road run today, mi, cl and my other nj frens went seoul garden in taka... after tt we went kinokuniya where some of our other classmates joined us...

when we were juz standing on the entrance of kinokuniya crapping abt stuff, i suddenly heard a gal shouting molestor molestor... shortly after tt we saw a guy running out the entrance and the gal was trying to chase him... its like i heard wat the gal shouted and i knew tt the guy was the molestor, bt somehow i juz couldnt react... maybe too shocked or sth... bt i reali feel bad lor.. cos i noe i can do sth abt it bt i didnt... then after like a few mins mi and cl tried to find him, bt realised tt there are alot of exits there lor.... so he muz hv ran away...

anw, juz hope tis ting serves as an warning to gals lor... muz reali try to respond faster thou i noe its difficult... ya... juz punch and kick or watever to tt stupid guy.... and dun trust guys so much...

i am who i am
6:00 AM

wheee
nice Vdae with u all~
luff till almost sore throat
my chionging all the way from nj was worth it!=))
LOVE YA ALL!

had film shotting todae
the one abt child prosititution
turns out beta than wat we expected
heeeheee
quite fast finish majority of shoting

and it was v funnie
had so much fun luffing
coz martin and sam was acting out as "piao ke" and pimp

and cl~ i finally found a day i can pon..
which is tml~:P
whahahahahaha
can rest at homee
and hopefully it will be a fruitful mugging day

finally the blog is ok!!
some photos taken long ago~













my superly straight and flat hair tt time~ so ugly













cute cl~













eh.. i lazy to invert it:P












outside our dear MOS...

shi~

i am who i am
4:43 AM

it's valentine's day. and its time to proclaim my love for u all!
I LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH!
n everytime i meet up with u all, its just sooo fun. super lame, i hafta admit.
but "its not funny, thats why its funny"---quote kt. in memory... hmmm...
so its nice to see u all! n looking forward to the next time.
i will keep 11 may free.
no wait. i m not free on 11 may alr... going YOUR concert. =p
kk. hope u had fun today!
happy v day!!!

sl! thx for e postcard n choc!
cl! thx for making me laugh so much today!
ss! thx for being lame with me!
sy! thx for turning so red!

iPing...

i am who i am
6:18 AM

wheee~

went for cip todae
haha...
u may wonder y i still going when i going maldives
but they realli need ppl to help ma
quite fun la
jus help here help there
slack slack bit

then pump some balloons
and to my amusement..
i realised martin is scared of balloons!
haha so funnie
one big guy hiding away from mi coz i had balloons !

then sam super hardworking while we slacked
*feels bad*

keep counting $$
if onli i got so much $$
:P
then got one person bought 4 tix booklets in a shot from one of the handicapped!
$200 bucksss
conclusion: there are rich and nice ppl ard~
=))

so tired after tt
reached home
and slept for 2 hrs
hmm die
so slack:P
haha but nvm

shi~

i am who i am
3:07 AM

ss,cl! nus open house first week of march, contrary to ur bliv... haha. stil got time to discuss... tho e talks i wanna attend sure diff from u all. nvm.

i just think, i know quite many pple who cant make it into ac. den they v sad. while pple are trying to get in nj... marks confirm beta... but stil v sad. really all depends on wat u have targeted for urself... i think i was really worried last time. n totally in a dilemma which sch to choose. n actually, that i look back now, it really doesnt matter wat i chose. as long as i get my sub combi, do wat i like, u are bound to make frens anywhere u go. n u wil enjoy it in e end, after u get adapted and used to it.

as for nh... wish them all e best... dragon yr was great i guess... not totally their fault.

kk. seeing u guys soon. =)

iPing...

i am who i am
7:31 PM

ok.. i veh sad act...


got news...my beloved zhonghu junior god .... (dunno can sae so better keep confidential)
...another one in dizi oso god ... SAME!!! cannot stay nj unless appeal...but dunno will suceed anot...really hope they will... another beloved junior.. not in nj 1st 3 months but wanted to come nj...results oso cannot...ah..y??? i noe i like sad for no reasons cos its not my results and not my business...but..i dunno...i noe they really wan come nj de..2 trying to appeal..1 sort of gave up..i can sense n i noe they are sad n disappointed de...act i dunno how to describe my feelings...i juz feel....sad...


saw paper this morning...results for NH drop...quite badly compared to last year to me...esp since nh is supposed to cont improving and just got autonomous status..and even change fr NAN HUA SECONDARY SCHOOL to NAN HUA HIGH SCHOOL..just as my junior saed...they did not do as well as the last 2 years since nh became SAP..alot pple nv do well... top scholar onli 8A1s....1 pathetic soul onli....really quite bad as compared to our batch...thing our batch too strong le...then some pple thing they veh smart..then just keep showing off n try to set veh high targets...when they did not even try to see the future batches and the malu consequences they are going to face now...
i dunno...how they are gg to survive...


nvm...enuff of this...must change mood...lol...CONGRATS!!!!..
to those who got 6 points.. so far i onli noe 2...quite pathetic hoh?..one is cl cousin..dunno wad name...one is my njco junior fr rv..beeying...i m sure these pple wun mind me disclosing their marks..haha..n oso to those who hit their own target...

ss

i am who i am
5:47 AM

hahaha

iping: though i m superly no time during weekend..
ur entry is making mi so excited!:P

i wish i can go without feeling any guilt at all
if u all going i ok lo..
let my dark eye circle grow ba~
:P

todae i v pro
reached home 3 plus
go sleep at 4

sleep sleep sleep till my mum ..
[mum] girl wake up for dinner le
{me} open eyes abit
looks at sky
*looks dark*
looks at clock
*7.40*
{mum} walks out of room
{me} cont to lie on bed

after sometime...
{mum} walks in again
[mum] girl ar wake up le~~~~
[me] huh~
{me} raised two hands
{mum} *exasperated* pulled mi up :P

so tired


{me} goes to mirror after waking
and see dark eye circles still there!=(

eyes so dry..=(

nvm in order to compensate for my lack of sleep
i decided to do mask!
whahahha
now face smooth smooth=)))

haha
k la
at least i think so:P

shi~






i am who i am
6:14 AM

Today i was like a zombie... so dead dunno why. my brain just cannof function haha maybe not enough sleep.(but i slept at 11 plus wad) hee my friend talk to me but everything jus doesnt go to my mind. So sorry ppl esp to big pig if u happen to read this. Hey i feel like going nus open house on sunday! i am only free on sunday la. Hey ap contact me i want to go but like no one going with me!
Oh yes!!!!!! V day! yipee so excited i cant wait it seems a long time since we had our last outing! yay!!
haha tats all for today!

cl~

i am who i am
4:58 AM

after i read ss's post, den suddenly realised. i got co! some more fun-o-rama in a week's time. they activating zero period... which means extra time for planning. so 5.10pm end sch. 5.10pm start co n 7.30pm end. aha. but WAIT WAIT.

thats not anti-climax! i m ponning everything to go out with ya all! hopefully v day they cut us some slack lah. after all, ac is e sch that regards v day highly i think. haha. kk. so we hafta decide soon... or u wanna meet near my sch there? like tiong bahru? or holland? then can start e outing earlier. haha. anything ok? whichever's easier.

gonna have a weekend slacking! selling fun-o-rama tix AND mayb going nj to sell! can see u guys in sch! plus setting up booth n stuff. paint banner. yeah can u all pls come fun-o-rama?? then i got pple to bring around. i will sponsor ur tix!!! -(i mean, only for e owners of this blog =p)

bye! see u guys soon!

i am who i am
2:23 AM

HAPPY-ING
=))))

ask why

*why??*


i jus found out tt this common test dun have S paper test!!
whahahaha
dunnoe y i so blur@_@
din know about it at all
hai wo so stressed up for the past few days
ss! y neva tell mi earlier:P
but nvm
shooo happpppiiiiieeee

stress level: drops
happy level: infinitely large *at least for now*

whahahahahahahah
whwhwhwheeeeee

whoa~
means i can watch my dear tv without feeling guilty

finally the week ended with a piece of good news!=))
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

shalalalalala

shi~

i am who i am
11:46 PM

haha...cos tues like suddenly no co so i early mah...lol...
ehh...i ok wif anything seriously...
but i cannot go too far n till too late...paiseh...cos my parents dun allow tt on weekdaes...
so..hai...i oso no place...but definitely not town...i dun mind old places though..cos main thing is each other n toking mah..lol...



haha...i road run worst... todae run le...2ml still running... like mad loh...but my pe teacher abit siao todae..haha..she so funnie...trying veh hard to sae wrong n opposite things when she is correct...super hyper...so funny..ended up calling her mr lim...then later she pei me run in front... then she almost trip running less then 1 quarter...and shouted ahh...then we all laughing like siao...then she quite malu then later act blur agian..as if nothing happen..haha...wadever.. really funny..we still laughing while running.. nvm...dun look 4ward to 2ml though todae had quite abit of laughter...



after sch...rain too big..so me n xm n zp went library..saw yewee n vincent there oso..mug..but all the time veh noisy..keep laughing..pple hu sell corns r conman (get it?)..n later library closing...aircon off itself..and u noe.. u can hear the switching off...then i thing i was like saying.. did i hear wad i did not hear?..then they started laughing..veh funny meh? nvm...got home le... slacking...veh tired...

to all juniors hu r getting back ur results tml... gd luck...dun worry...as long as u tried ur best...then its ok...dun care wad sch u go to or wad...juz make sure u enjoy urself..
n shiling...relax a bit lah...dun stress urself out..alot of pple oso dying le...must play too..btw.. i oso lost for physics...lol..

ss

i am who i am
5:05 AM

heya!
i m sooo sry i end at 4.30pm!
didnt know u guys end sooo early! *paiseh*
erm u can start going out n having fun first without me...
i hav no idea wats countryside enuf... west coast park??!
tho i dun wanna go there in sch uni.
shld i bring change of clothes???
erm... kap. westmall. jp. all these not town-ish
but dun seem like v thrilling ideas.
sry i not creative...
haha u all think some more can? pls?

haha. today had swim pe. tmr chem organic test again. n now i m tired. i wanna slp tho its only 6pm. nitez!

iPing...

i am who i am
2:04 AM

i am who i am
2:02 AM

pe todae
roadrun again
it was ok..
better than running on track la!
jus tt till the end reaching ny..
stomachache
=(

i dun feel like going for actual roadrun
not coz of then running
coz v waste time
i wan muggg
reali no time for mi le

but tutorials are endless
=(
cant catch my breathe

phy S lect was a blur again
chem S was sooo boring
the lecturer was literallly talking to himself la
if onli the pace of the two lectures can add together and divide by 2:P

tml fri le~
dunnoe to b happy or sad
less than a mth to maldives
so much things undone

my dark eye circles are growly healthly with every passing day
@_@
i was sososo tired this morn
but ironically,
after roadrun
i kind of woke up~
haha
running may not be tt bad after all

but with all the running
my legs are growing thicker
=(((
yst i was sitting on the floor
legs stretched out
{me} looks at leg
[me] oh no!! my legs grow thicker!
{me} turns to mummy
[me] mummy got not
[mum] ya!
{me} ping piang pong
{mum} points to my calf
[mum] esp this area.. more muscles now
{me} ping ping piang piang pong

criesssss

haha

shi~





i am who i am
1:20 AM

so on ar ppl
i already date u all on Vday
so cannot go out with other ppl(no matter if its guys or girls:P)

so iping end late..
plan :
nj v nice..
all end quite early
ss 11.40
mi 1.20
sy, cl 2.40
so sy dun wan go home
but i wan go home
so sy and cl can go ss hse play majiong
while i go home shower and sleep!

then meet for candle light dinner!
haha
ok la
where u all wan???
dun tell mi anything k
i already plan the thingy le
so place u all must decide

town sure full
go some nice little "countryside" n chat ya?
hehehe

shi~

i am who i am
6:30 AM

my spirit will be with u all as u all go nus then..=(:P

shi~

i am who i am
6:39 AM

haha..i dun mind going... cos i veh indecisive oso... mrs yeo keep asking wad i wan to b in future n i kept saying i dunno...mayb i should go too... ehh.. prefer it to b on sat? so u guys can? make this another outing of ours bah... lol...

ss

i am who i am
5:12 AM

shi! aha. nvm nvm dun stress k... everyone oso going thru e same thing - unfinished tutorials.
n road run! haha! cool. get ur stamina... unlike me...

cl/lc! ur chi new year seems sooo fun.

erm. wed having cross country at macritchie.
been a long time since i watched movies. hopefully nxt one will be memoirs.
soooo much unfinished work. tooo much work. n thats why i wake up at 4am. =)
but mayb thats causing my pain pain pain ulcer! haha. play dizi pain!

anyone wanna go for nus open house with me?
during cny, talked to my cousin. he asked me bout wat i gonna be.
interesting ques which i have absolutely no idea.
he told me lotsa stuff. e diff faculties n wat they do... say i shld go open house for a beta idea.
so i know its one yr earlier. but beta to have more time to think i guess?
nxt yr can go open house again... to confirm decision.
sooo. bottomline is anyone wanna go with me??? i think 11/12 march. sat/sun.

anyway. for such an indecisive person like me, its quite weird that i have suddenly decided to think about my future. haha. inspired by cousin i guess. =)

kk bye pple!
tc n SMILE!

iPing...

i am who i am
4:22 AM

my internet connection had been down for 2 days le..
and i fixed it myself!!!!
whahaha
so proud of myself
so computer idiots can do it too!:P

whoa~
pe was shiok todae
roadrun!!
run run run
they say we ran for half an hour
i also not sure

jus noe i stink after tt
sooo sticky n dirty
:P

and thur run again!!!@_@
according to some
its going to be even longer!
i need to eat more pig leg le:P

shooo sleepy
lots of work
all due tml
haiz
shall try to go n mug for now
tata
shi~

i am who i am
1:48 AM

whoa~
had been busy recently
work work work
tuitorials after tutorialsssssssssss
simply no time to do much of any else
my life is a routine now
counting down to ending of every tutorial and lect..
yet got to "embrace" the next lesson with the end of each lesson
trying hard to to stone or sleep during lessons
trying hard not to to drawn by the tv blasting in the living room
bababa
i think i super guai la~
got do majority of the hw:P
heeee

these few days eyes vvv tired
coz keep using my dear eyes ma
bit stressed up abt missing my 1 week to mug for ct coz of maldives
i dunnoe y tho..=(((

iping: i think my mother dun wan mi to go out on weekends.. so cant go church le..

think maldvies increases her expectation of mi alot
i slack abit..
[mumj]: u like tt still wan go maldvies?
haizz...
i m EXPECTED to mug mug mug from now till my trip i guess

cl: congrats!!!=)))) hope ur grandpa recovers asap!~ Dun think too much ya? miracles do happen~

thats all
got to do my mountian of work le

stress level: 6.5/10

and rising...

@_@

shi~

i am who i am
2:03 AM

Hey ya!!
Its been a long time since i blogged~ so busy!
Hmm... shall start with last thur b4 celebration, went orchard to buy clothes with 2 of my classmates, sl, sy and ss. Haha managed to find a tank top(purple colout) and erm white halter(dunno how to describe) Then sy oso bought a "sexy" top (ok lar not that sexy afterall when she wears haha) she complaint that she was fat!!!!! grrr... so thin liao.... Then we like very bad coz we were happying buying clothes den my 2 classmates went home first becoz they were bored! aft that ss sy sl and me went longjohn. not john litter haha... quite interesting thing happened there coz we saw a bunch of guys kept staring at us. We felt quite akward at first until we found out it was the gal infront of us that they were looking at! hee.. aft that, home sweet home.
CNY celebration in sch: Ovr all grade my day ok~ got my first note and sweet from my angel. I sought of guess who was my angel alreadi but that person denied. saw co performance quite entertaining finding people we know on stage.haha went watch geisha aft that in lido wif my classmates(mini class outing). Geisha was quite erm an emotional movie wif nice scenery.Home!
Reunion dinner: ate at home got satay got lu ya(duck) got guo tie got steam boat..... very nice! all my cousins come my house lor coz living with grandma mah. At ard 11 plus went to my maternal's grandmother's house at yio chu kang! Saw my cousins and their children. 4 generations in a house! Very noisy but quite interesting. Felt wierd being call a biao yi sounds so old.
CNY: bai nian bai nian. But first stop was at st luke's hospital coz grandfather there. I told u all before rite my grandfather one day just cannot swallow food down his throat since last last december more than a year alreadi. According to my aunt, she says my grandfather started to swallow(liquid food) again 2 days ago! Its amazing! I mean usually if an old person stops eating, he will need to depend on a tube to eat until he finish his life... Act i was quite scared coz a lot of ppl say when a patient suddenly recovers too quickly, its not a very good sign. But my mum says its not sudden recovery lar coz sudden recovery means a person suddenly can eat a lot lar, can wake up and start walking after a comma. So, hope that my grandfather has really recover! bainian bainian~
Second day: Bai nian~ aunt brought grandpa to her house to celebrate for a while. Bai nian~ ang pao haha
Sch reopens.... tired, dreadful, until today! haha. Was pissed by someone this morning.... Apology apology sings~ heart area like got needles pricking in the late afternoon. Probably i strain my chest muscles too much after running on wed.(i din run nor exercise for almost 1yr alreadi) Now still feel wierd there. Hope it will be ok! haha tired now gg 1 am already sleeping soon.
wad a long entry..
cl (lc oso can since i have been called lc 2 times today and erm by ms wassan and many more ppl) haha~


i am who i am
8:04 AM

yea sy is A BIT back dated.
anyway, yea! of cos i will go n watch u all! ss n sy! of cos, thats IF i have company... =p
i m never going concerts alone. aha.
n of cos, it would be much much appreciated if u come for MY co concert too! aha.
not as sophisticated as u all AURORA... just enCOre. ha. isnt it embarrassing if no one shouts that... =X

anyways. my routine of waking up at 4am... is super tiring. but i realised that time passes slower in e wee hours of e morning. n i get more work done... or izit just a psychological thing? anyway, doing that --- cramming homework every weekday morning at 4am... just means that i gotta make up for lost slp during weekends. well... not worth it or worth it???! no choice. HAVE TO finish hw during weekdays. anyways, just fyi, nobody's online during that time. duh... aha. just pple who perpetually torture their com, leaving it on 24/7 and yet put "away".

anyways, long time since i saw u all. n tests are starting! makes everything seem worse. oh ya. i have not done a single housework yet. NOT ONE. damn. feel quite bad.

kk anyways... miss y'all!

iPing...

i am who i am
2:26 AM

haha...sy is not veh updated...her sort of concert is the cny concert...pass so long le loh...
the most important thing is to come for the CO AURORA CONCERT in may k? held in sch...
ual muz all buy tix n go k? lol...
first big performance for sy...
kk... busy having fun...
tc guys...
ss

i am who i am
6:13 AM

congrats sy on ur very first entry! lol. erm. wat performance u have??? large-scale??? ok i go support u!! haha!


been so tired. sick before new year. then subsided. new yr eat too much heaty food n snacks! think i might fall sick again. yucks! hate e fever feeling! work to do... starting routine of waking up at 4.30am to study. hmmm. my o lvl routine. haha. might OR might NOT work. later end up stone-ing then so not worth it.


anyways... discovered another nice song --- li ge. but dunno who sing 1.


shi i playing for church this week again. ah...


mug while having fun, guys!


iPing...

i am who i am
4:28 AM