sometimes i was just wondering..will i survive? life sux..

yep...thank god tt i hav u guys there wif me...hu i can really turn to...but..life without u guys ard me really sux...

i dunno...i m starting to hate a lot of things... not exactly hate..but....sian diao..sometimes i really wonder if i can trust anyone ard me.. as in... it may not b veh fangbian 4 me to type somethings out here..but i really dun enjoy my life... how i hope tt we can return to our sec sch daes... n treasure the daes we were together... last time we did not really do tt..but if i had the chance..i would..haiz...

sometimes some pple juz dun understand my actions... i may b more emotional n wad...but tts me... u carn assume tt everyone is like u..so hard hearted...if there were such a word...i feel so malu-ated...in front of so many pple i noe....u had to sae tt...n i shall not sae again..life shall just go on for me...whether i like it anot...

alot of things happening this week...a levels...my senoirs...ok loh...thing my cousin..happy wif her results bah given tt she was hospitalised during her pre-a level periods..she got B3 for gp...now...if her language is always much better than me n she onli got b3...wad do i expect myself to get?

juniors posting results out le...i may not see my juniors anymore..i just feel sad...though we were not exactly veh veh close...haiz...reminds me ofthe dae we got posting results and after appealing..linglong still had to go...argh...hate those feelings...treasure the daes we had had together...the fun n laughter..

realised alot of pple in depression mood recently...dunno why...some because of the signing up 4 enrichment week thing...n some because of stress thing bah...but it is really so sudden tt everyone become so moody...guess j2 life is just like tt... u hav to learn the art of survival...suddenli...everyone seems to hav lost their directions...lost their frens..realised tt their so called frens were not actually...alot...i realised..had this same prob...me too...just tt i hav u guys...god... i professing my love for u guys too much le...

sorry shiling... we nv met up b4 u go maldives...noe u realli wanted to meet up de... but realise...its really quite diff to arrange sometimes...plus i a little in mood of depression...so must admit i wasnt realli veh enthu in organising an outing by spamming u guys inbox again...veh veh sorry...i shall try harder...

sorry shiling again...but i still hav to settle this...we going the nus open house thing on sun bah...cos me cl n sy sat cannot...makan lunch then go...ap...thing some of the talks carn go wif u...cos it crashes..like the business de crash with the faculty of science de...sorry...

common test here le... n i haven start mugging..
this is the truth...cos.. i want to relax myself this week first..b4 pia-ing during hols...
may i survive...

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