hey pple..ok..generally noe all our results le...for those hu failed...jiayouz bah...dun feel too sad k? n pls..dun compare anything k? juz try ur best...n we can all do it de...yep... cl..relax k...sick then muz rest...n pls hor...dun too stress...do well next time..like wad my teacher sae...juz work hard...dun peak now...peak when u reach prelims and a levels....
juz to update...i happy wif results bah...except for chem..as in.. nvm..suan le...i sorta expected it cos i no time study my physical chem...i shall let this pass.. some unexpected things happened..haha..n i m quite shock...but...haha...ok...generally... great!!! as usual...gp...haha...failed compre...compo...haven get back..but i wun b shock if i fail...haha...i m used to it le...
was actually depressed in morning when i knew my chem results in the second period...juz din wan to show it cos sometimes pple wun understand...tried to stay happy in class...but really quite diff...whenever i stop trying to smile n crap to pple...i was act really veh disappointed..i was like...so dejected...but i cannot sae anything rite? as in...no one will understand wad i feel..n there is no one i can really tok to in class at tt time...i noe others may ting i siao..n tt i should b satisfied le n not complain le..but sometimes things are juz diff...i noe this sounds absurd..but tts true...
i hav been living in pple's (u guys should noe) shadow since young...it isnt veh great when everything u hav achieved...though being better.. is being downgraded n not given the due credit...except for saying i m juz lucky.. i m not demanding anything...but..nvm...tts wad i experienced...n its onli until recentli tt i m out of it... n i m determined to stay out of it for the rest of my life..
now...i noe pple may sae i expect too much...like veh proud...but...imagine urself in my shoes...n u will b like me...or feel like me..trying veh hard to prove myself..n to prove all of them wrong..tt i m not juz a shadow.. n tt i can hav my own achievements..or mayb...still no one will understand...but hu cares...i dun care le...onli those hu really understand me understand me...ok...dunno wad i m crapping...
oinkx...i shall stay happy...
tc n love u guys...
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