i m back...after finishing 2 trial spa skill a 4 chem n bio...

ok...i feel lost...
i really dunno how to describe this feeling...as in...sometimes blogs are not a veh gd way of expressing..unless no one noe ur add....cannot type too many things here...
i hav lost my identity? i dunno wad tt should mean...but...(nope..my ic still safely in my wallet)..

many pple think i m happy wif my jc life...i love my family...my results though not fabulous...but at least they are ok...except 4 gp as usual...i hav u guys though they may not noe..eh.. i seem to b veh frenli...god alot of frens...as wad my frens always sae... ok..i admit.. i happy wif my large circle of frens..as in..i really see alot of pple i noe everywhere..so is like i always saying hi bye hi bye everywhere..but seriously...how many noe me well... i dunno...mayb its still becos of the pri sch incident?...wheneva i need someone..i juz carn seem to find the rite person..i dunno y i suddenli got this feeling..no...i m ok now...juz mayb i suddenli think too mch le...i dunno...this type of feeling juz comes...as in...i m realli glad tt i hav u guys to really tok to...but other then u guys..i really hav no one else le...ok... eh..mayb a few..n really...only A FEW..more of co peepz bah..mayb becos more same frequency..but of cos not all tt i seem close to in co is of same frequency as me...some hu i may seem close to is act veh veh diff frequency fr me..but i can still tok to them...make them happy..i dunno lah..tts y i feel so lost..i shall not sae...but seriously not alot of pple i can tok to...n i really dun like it when....................
nvm..i really juz carn sae it here..i realised its really veh hard to find frens like u guys le.. i dunno... it really seems so diff... n i m seriousli tired of trying le... wo zhen de lei le... mayb i should juz return to my introverted self... n be happy wif my life...love u guys... be happy wif my large circle of hi bye frens...n act cheerful like wad i hav been doing... hiding all my true feelings fr everyone...putting on a mask wherever i go... whenever i tok to pple... pretend to b happy n contented wif my life..pretend i hav no troubles..n juz be a facko in other words...should i?

nvm.. ok..haha.. i shall return to a happy mode..n like wad i told sy.. i having split personality le lah...haha...returning to my haha-ing ways...stay happy... haha... ok...some pig has decided to break her promise again...not gg to trust her anymore...haha... stupid pig.. always bangseh me...
ok...co this wed...hope it will b fine... n i wun die so fast..

tc n love u guys... cya veh soon...
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