haha..ok...veh long nv blog le...
yest..napfa...i fail SBJ...again..haha...i hate it...nvm...not as lucky as sl can go out makan...
i got co camp after tt..after gg bathe wif my fren.. had to makan the camp food provided...then after tt had to go co for xiaozu...later went lt5 for dazu...quite slack actually...
then i left at 5...
I STRESS>>> I NEVER PON...haha...cos my fren pon n left wif me..so i think other pple think we pon tgt...but.. i really got something on..went to pray.. i tell ual.. tt nite i so damn tired after everything...then still go clementi..start fr 7pm till ard 9.30... pray on the road surrounding temple...u noe black black road...haiz...veh pain..esp when u r bare footed n bare hand..omg..damn pain lah..had to keep psycoing myself to cont..after tt my knee so damn red n even blue black... luckily todae better le..if not...i oso dunno how..still pain leh..esp when i touch...ahh...but... i m not complaining...as in i m juz lao dao-ing.. haha..
act recentli i in veh gd mood...dun ask me y...haha.. i oso dunno...think is becos i want to b happy..as in...no pt being sad when u can b happy...rite? so i juz keep telling myself i m happy..n tadaa.. i m happy..haha...ok lah..of cos..this muz partially b true cos i hav not much probs recently...as in..yes.. i hav tons of undone tutorials n hw...though i veh not happy when pple keep saying i finish tutorial when i haven...sae i m mugger or wad..becos i seriously hav not n m not .. sometimes i m juz too sian n sick of telling them tt or denying...so i juz heck them..let them sae.. i m sick of rebutting them...n now they keep calling me top student or wadeva..ahh.. i dun like it..it givs me stress..as in..none in my class wun call me tt cos all of them noe tt tis is not true...cos everyone in my class isso damn zai...but... nvm... haiz...but other then this..i think everything is generally fine..haha..i love my class n everyone now..esp u guys..haha...wadeva...
anywae...i really think co veh slack..not like last year...as in dun sae SYF..but we oso train veh hard for concert...mayb cos its at SCH..now is in lt5..i really can see the training veh slack.. tix sales now like 10% onli...so pathetic..mayb its becos we dun train as much n as had..tts y we dun feel anything...tts y we r not enthu? i dunno...this type of things not veh safe to sae here...
i juz dun feel as much for co..as in..dun feel as much as wad i tot i should..nvm... oso dunno wad i m toking about...think co now is really...haiz...gg to kua soon..no one can save it...i really hope things can get better.. so tt i will hav no regrets joining it...i dunno...other then the bunch of great frens i hav made...wad else hav i got...mayb..i should console myself tt knowing them is already worth everything le... n so i should not hav any regrets le...
ok..concert coming soon...hope tt everyting will turn out fine..and tt co will b more bonded..
i dun really dare to sell tix to my class pple now...after watching aristal..which is of so high standard...and at ucc... ask them to go for a co concert at lt5 for $8? i dun dare...
ap..look forward to seeing u soon...haha
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