Disclaimer: This is going to be a super random entry as its author is currently in a state of physical and emotional fatigue.

Special note: Mr commenter, this entry is based on total randomness with no artificial elements added. Hopes it will bring a more fun-filled reading experience=P Whoa~ oh my gosh. I think am really mad; cant believe I wrote that previous sentence. Haha but it just came to me. Guess I am really worn out from today. I had been out from early morning till late night. We had such a horrible time trying to maneuver through the crowd during fantasia. With another 4 plus hours of standing, its pretty astonishing that my legs had not been corroded away by lactic acid.. (pardon me whoeva reading this. I think I am so lame.)

Just rather amazed by how my entries can result in so much comments. I wonder if that is good or bad. =S My feedback on the bombastic words section had already been dealt with that night. It is now time for the interesting comments about the cip involvement. To be very honest, I am not the right state of mind to process them now. There seemed to be so much points raised. And there are so much concerns racing through my brain--- schoolwork, classmates, friends, family and even future.

I am sick of my life. That’s the truth. When you are so tired most of the times that you do not have time to even express you thoughts properly. When you come home exhausted, they deliver the letter regarding their divorce, my custody straight to your face. And as usual, I am expected to translate every single word as if it does not concern me. How great. It makes the situation even more exciting when tension starts building up again resulting in a conversation of vindictive words and sarcastic comments. My nick is not to draw any attention or sympathy. In fact, I do not need any of them. It is just a reflection of how I feel. It is just an avenue for me to release the burgeoning pressure in me for I refuse to bother people by making them listen to me. Say I am stubborn, say I am silly. It is just me. I do not need comments on these. Many can never understand the kind of emotion roller coaster one has to go through in this complicated situation. Some more kind-hearted people will advice you to talk so that they can help, but they failed to notice that it takes a saint to resolve the problems. Other creatures who know nuts about you throw venomous comments based on the superficial things; how shallow. Both types of comments only make my life more miserable. Do not ask why. It just is.

Gosh. It is so random. I shall not waste your time by writing anymore of these nonsensical words. For those who persevered and read till now, I sincerely thank you for wasting five precious minutes of your life on me.

shi~

i am who i am
9:21 AM