haiz... wad a failure cip rep i m... but its sometimes not my fault oso.. but still...nvm... try to organize n b enthu bout cip.. but getting negative response is really veh sian diao de...
ok...feel lost...not onli becos of how failure a cip rep i m...but oso got others...first... got tt "mountain" climb... somehow.. after surviving the climb tt dae... i hav fallen down to the foot n m stuck there infinitely.. should i cont the climb?
no.. dun think so.. if i take advice from my tree..n thanx tree for squashing the mountain for me... but somehow i m squashed too... cos i m at the foot of the mountain...yah..haha.. anywae...
special thanx to my tree for toking to me n letting me nag bout tt mountain climb... if not.. i would hav been more lost..n probably be dead..haha...
n yep..lost again... fri got tt psycho briefing... dunno wad psc test.. then briefing marriane tan tok bout alot of stuff tt we should hav done.. wad personal statement.. ucas.. wadeva shit... dunno at all wad she is toking or crap...i feel damn lost.. regretted not joining the sapphire scholars thing... now i m totally lost... dun even noe how to write personal statement.. then after tt.. my class pple.. all the guys.. want to stay back n talk bout this... woah.. intellectual tok sia...tts wad me n wz call... cos we alwaes tend to learn n gain alot fr tokin to our class the pro pro guys... woah... after toking to them i feel so...lan4.. as in.. they already noe briefly wad they wan.. where to go...how to cont on fr a levels.. but i still dunno anything.. onli noe tt i muz mug for a levels...i feel so loser n inferior toking to them... realised tt all the guys realli veh zai.. they noe wad they wan n required.. n hav taken action..planning.. but me? nothing at all...
then saw mrs yeo.. then we tok to her.. act she realli not bad lah..as in she realli veh nice to talk to us when she act wan to go home to makan wif her family.. then she ask us not to worry bout not being sapphire scholar.. then tok to us bout alot of stuff lah.. haha... think she veh nice.. though some pple really dun like her.. but she nice to us mah...haha...bias... i noe...haha...
ok..yep.. hols r here..think i will b busy oso.. haha.. but i wan watch movie!!!
at least... X-men3 ...n... over the hedge ...
haha..so pple...date me n book me fast!!!
woah.. i so bhb..haha..
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