just realised tt alot of pple is sufferring fr withdrawal symptoms...not juz me..
think i really miss njco..tok to alot of pple..
alot of us will miss co despite how much we dread prac last time...
it sounds weird but its true...when there is prac..u dread n even find ways to pon... now tt everything has ended..u suddenli feel like having pracs... yep..me n ht are act thinking of gg for pracs...though it will look weird...
i dunno bout others..but for me...its like.. i hav been in co for 9 years le...can u imagine..9 long years..when will b the nxt time i m in co again.. when will be the nxt time i touch my hu n be in dazu again...ahh...suddenli i feel lost...abandoned n wadeva...
in my years in co.. i hav to admit tt njco has brought me alot of memories...its diff fr nhco..cos..i dunno..nhco..everyone is so innocent...we juz go for pracs outings n everything..yah..oso for ndp....n me the loanshark chasing pple for money...miss guo lao shi..memorable...but less impactful... as in.. i dun really suffer fr withdrawal symptoms back then..
njco..though it has not always been happy for me.. wif all the stupid stuff happening in between..making the whole section so unbonded... but still.. i juz feel more attached to njco..mayb as u grow up.. u feel more n think more..
i m thinking alot bout co these few daes...so distracting..wanted to pia my tons of hw..but alwaes distracted...thinking of how it started..how my section dwindled.. how the frens i made esp in 1st 3 months left one by one.. from ll to sy..eunice retired..even ht left..but luckily she came back..tt period when no one was there except pl..i was so depressed..feel like quitting so much... but i feel lucky tt i nv quit..cos if i quit i would nv hav known the bunch of great frens..
think mayb..its not juz the co..n the music tt i missed... but more of frens bah..the crapping n talking..n discussing.. n the pon club..haha...
sometimes...i really suspect...problems will juz make everything more memorable... n bring pple tgt.. haha...mayb becos nhco not much prob and tts y its less impactful? haha...
may i get over this period asap...
n tt i shall TRY.. n i mean T-R-Y to pia my hw now..b4 my teachers start chasing me wif a knife.. though i hav to admit...sometimes the teachers juz dun care bout me.. haha..i can sleep n yeo wun nag at me.. n teachers like teai wun check my tutorials.. but still.. i wan to b a guai kia..haha..
n shi..noe u veh stressed now...relax..
we love u...rmb..u still hav us to turn to when u r lost..
lastly..NJCO rox..
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