my parents JUST left home to go to e airport.
n funnily enuf, i miss them alr.
i guess. dis is e first time both of them are gg overseas at e same time.
i prob never realised wat a big impact it wld make on me.
i din even giv them a goodbye hug. is tt weird?
i guess we are just not e hugs n kisses kind.
n it wld b difficult for me to suddenly start.
n i m extremely dependent on them.
too much, probably. n mayb i just realised.
dunno. in a weird mood now.
i know i got lots to study.
yet i wana play.
n yet, not in e playing mood.
more in e missing mood.
yup co withdrawal stil in place.
n oso, i wana do housework. show my parents tt i SHLD b able to take care of myself.
alrite. only 2 n a half weeks left.
n i thot i wld study e entire month n make good use of it.
i m so lazy.
so dependent.
n have too little determination.
someone just force me to study...
ah.

iPing...
off to watch sg idol.
(it wil prob cheer me up haha!)

i am who i am
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