ok...so pple.. acco concert on sundae 5.30 at vch.. according to ap..we shouldnt b late..haha...
n sy n cherie wan to go shopping at bugis first for jap trip stuff.. yep i will b gg with ual.. but the two xiaojie nameli cl n shi..they wan to wear nice nice pretty pretty.. so they may not go shopping baah... haha.. but u noe something.. i juz realise.. r ual gg to bring ur shopping bags to vch??????????? weird..haha...ok..nvm..shall bug ual wif smses soon...

todae reach sch veh earli... juz to do the psyco test.. ahh... nv finish the puzzles n numerical loh..still got so many left.. in the end the verbal section i juz tikam everything juz to finish in time.. haiz.. n tt personality test.. 185 qns.. omg lah.. do till sian.. thing they will sae i hav split personality.. cos for the similar two qns.. my answers are totally extreme.. then alot dunno ask wad others think of me.. diao.. how i noe wad others think of me lah..as in..think...so is the pple keep to themselves..tts called think... nvm...haha.. do till i wan sleep.. then later still need go gp.. practically slept thru out gp..
sorri pig... hai u bring ur stuff but i nv take..

ok..some tots.. is the invention of sms n online chatting or wadeva gd...i dunno.. its like sometimes... u r able to tok so easily to pple on sms n msn.. can crap can wadeva...can even show ur care n concern or wad.. but when u see them in person.. u carn do the same.. u feel a sense of lost.. u dunno how to start a conversation.. sometimes u feel awkward cos when u r in sms or msn ual can really crap n tok.. as in really tok..but when u see each other.. u look so distant or wad...like nothing had ever happened.. like u hav nv tok b4..
haiz.. i m now stuck in this situation..not wif everyone.. but..some.. i dunno whether this should cont... as in it may b gd cos is like at least ual can tok online or wad.. better than nothing at all.. but on the other hand.. i hate the awkwardness when we meet.. would it rather b better if we dun even tok at all on msn or sms.. n true.. msn n online is juz so fake sometimes.. u dun really noe wad he or she is act thinking.. face to face tok is better.. but sometimes...face to face tok wif some pple will end up in awkwardness.. n i dun like it.. argh...everything is like so fake..

n yep.. i really do care alot bout wad pple think of me.. n sometimes i suspect if pple r true to me.. as in.. when they r toking.. r they speaking fr their hearts.. or are they juz "entertaining" u.. its like even sometimes when we tok face to face.. i already dunno wad they thinking le.. then in the sms n msn world... the situation is worst.. i really suspect myself...yep.. u can sae i hav no confidence in myself.. but after so many things tt had happened to me.. i carn possibly allow myself to trust pple so easily rite.. but thank god.. i hav u guys... hu i noe i can really trust...

hols r here.. n the situation will b n is getting worst.. hu will b my true frens?

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