cip todae was ok.. quite successful everyone happy.. i happy too..cos i hav been veh stressed planning all the stuff.. n the sh*t sch made the thing worse.. but nvm.. evrything is over now le.. haha...i happy..
ok..but got prob agian.. haiz...
yest got to noe sumthing.. n sometimes... i juz hope tt i din noe it... n once again.. yes.. i m involved in the stupid thing.. n i really dun wan b involved.. i m stuck.. realli stuck in deep shit.. i duno wad i can do.. its like.. no matter wad i do.. it doesnt seem rite.. i will feel guilty for wadeva i do.. jing tui liang nan.. as in.. its veh diff for pple to understand it though ual may noe the situation... stuck between past n present.. everything is giving me probs.. i noe.. past is over.. but still past will alwaes b there.. there is no wae u can eliminate it.. but present.. there is no certainty..
yah.. i noe sometimes ual will sae i think too much or wad.. but this situation is realli.. haiz.. i juz hope i can get out of it asap...
i m feeling guilty no matter wad i do...
ignorance is realli bliss.. but somehow... pple wun let me ignore the stuff tt r happening...
haiz...
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i am who i am
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