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WAH!!! 2009!

2009-10-13T01:23:00.000-07:00

Hello!
Its 20091013! We are all in year 3 now(almost half a sem)..... Time flies! Btw, i blog because i happen to listen to a korean boyband- SuperNova! haha okay... anyway, saw quite a lot of unglam pics of us (okay, maybe just me) here. eeks! heheh.

Jia you for finals esp to those graduating! Omg Graduating!
Blogging for fun!

LCL
:( whose's reading it?

2008-08-08T04:47:00.000-07:00

OMG!!! our dear kt actually met up with us!!! aft 3 years!!! wow!!! YAY haha.

here's proof.

and i'm so proud of this photo, i tink its the first photo with 6 of us tgt!!!! so unbelievable rite.

anw that was our last meetup before sch starts!

argh... i dun like sch alr! so many projects n presentation. eeeeeeee...

not used to studying again aft break for soo long. haha.

have a happy first week of sch, u all!

2008-07-11T08:41:00.001-07:00

had our 2nd sleepover but we were all lazy to blog bout it
nothing special bout it but it doesnt matter
what matters is each other's company
as simple as that

meeting up or talking often doesnt mean anything
we may not meet up very often but it doesnt matter AGAIN
cos u guys proved it
cos u guys are a special bunch whom i alwaes feel close to heart with

ha! it's me!

2008-02-06T01:20:00.000-08:00

hellooooo!!

i dunno why i'm here. just decided to check out the blog. n woo! ss updated!! so unexpected haha.

ok it's chi new year alr... so fast.

n i din buy any newyear clothes!!

ya so there aint much new year mood.

oh oh but i did one presentation on tuesday.. which makes me feel so happy that i'm done with it!

yay!

so it's technically stil a happy new year.

n ya i love my 3day week. haha.

oh i have sth to show u all!

ummm... this is the hongbao that ss gave me.

yea. so nice of her rite???!!

it's a fat chicken!

ask her why.

i dunno.

oh 3D version one coming..

yupyup yup let's meet up soon!

baking brownies can wait tho haha..

my visiting will end sooo soon!

not many relatives anw.

so i'll be really free!

only, got one test on tuesday. tts all!

ok happy new year u guys!

eat lotsa nice snacks! haha..

Revival? NOT

2008-01-25T08:33:00.000-08:00

OMG

this blog is soooo super dead.. no one comes here anymore..
haha.. n y m i blogging still? cos tt stooooopid hasan asked me update..
so i shall b nice.. but i really got nothing to blog on!!! blah..

should we try blog revival? i dun think so.. haha..
hmmm.. so sad last outing yest asy nv come.. but nvm.. there will alwaes be a nxt time!
n nxt time.. we shall bake brownies!!! n we shall really bake.. REALLY!

life in chem engin is sian.. need mug cos got those biantai pple hu do biantai stuffs.. so i hav to be as biantai as them? or even more biantai then them.. wahahahaha..
but at least i think i got frens ard me hu make my life still bearable..
at least now.. i got less commitments except for tt chess fwc thing.. n once again chess is not the chess u play on the board but ChESS.. but then again.. the fwc thing now slacking liao cos trials are over.. so i hav more time to mug!!! i need to mug!! omg.. i m crazy..
but really hope the fright nite thing wun b too cui under me.. altho i already sort of giv up liao.. shall see wad happen as things go along.. heck it for now..

actually quite depressed todae.. but i shant sae anything..
juz tt i feel everything is so superficial.. its really hard to understand certain issues n many a times i hav given up on it.. but then the problem is alwaes bugging me n there is no way i can escape fr it cos i need to face tt veh veh veh often.. n seriously i dun like the feeling..

i dunno.. n i dunwan to noe..

meet up soon guys!

ss

ummm..

2007-11-09T04:39:00.001-08:00

i was sitting in the living room. when i smelt nice waffles!
its the smell when u walk past gelare. then aft that there was freshly baked cake aroma.
haha its the smell that involuntarily hits u, just like when u get out of boonlay mrt,
n there's that choc smell. but of cos, nicer. haha if only i made frens with my neighbours.
i'm eating a lot nowadays! everytime during breaks..

anw i m done with sch for this sem, n for this year. so fast i cant bliv it.
n its not really fun i'd say. too fast, too messed up, too... weird??ok it just feels... woozy. ya.
oh n i cant study alone. blah.
study with me!!
n lets have sleepover again! its been way too long. haha
n dear kt has been spotted by cl. well done.
at least now we know where she is.
hope she's happy! since we cant get her out. haha.
oh all the best for exams u guys! =)
if u have time, u can watch jeff dunham on youtube.
so so so funny. haha. he rocks!

2007-10-20T06:56:00.000-07:00

hello.
i dun tink anyone comes here anymore.
but i jus suddenly felt like logging in. haha. no reason.
guess im just bored out of my mind with presentations.
i really miss you guys.
n i miss REAL sch life.
ok i shall go memorise my speech now......

2007-06-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

yoohooooo...
soooo happy!!!!
i noe how to put songs on blog liao..
lalalalalalala
thanx dear!!

ss

laalalala

2007-06-09T08:18:00.000-07:00

lalala..
see.. ap.. i did this is to gek u!!! i din forget our blog email.. muahahahha..

okies.. and pple.. pls pls.. rmb to indicate hu wrote the entry at the end for the benefit of the poor souls out there.. haha... nt everyone so smart as me to noe ur diffferent blogging styles.. haha..

aiyah.. actually me oso nothing much to blog lah.. haha.. juz veh boliao..
yay!!! do now shi n cl nv work liao.. me n ap till nxt week..so wating for our da xiao jie to finish doing accounting for the no of birdnest she finish drinking.. muahahhaha...
n after tt.. yooohoooo.. lets go shopping.. n lagging tgt.. think i really gg to rot liao loh..
pple.. ual muz really save me from boredom..

blah.. so yesh.. looking forward to chem engine liao.. lalala.. no longer sad.. in fact i m happy tt i got into chem engine now.. haha.. looking forward to my new fwen n the new frens i gg to make and yah.. lalala..
ok wait.. i m supposed to ostracise myself..

stupid.. i wan go odac camp oso cannot.. so wad if its near my driving test loh.. blah.. i can cycle n swim loh.. juz stamina no good onli wad.. wadeva loh...
haiz.. anw.. yah.. i noe u meant the best for me.. but.. u noe.. i will feel left out n ostracised.. blah...okies.. i shall hide in the ss world..
dun intrude!!!!

p.s. dear.. can add songs to our blog? any objections anyone?

ss

2007-05-31T06:11:00.000-07:00

ok its like ages since i last blogged here... haha... anw juz made my decision a few days ago regarding which uni to go... haha... took mi days to think abt it thou... hope i wun regret it nxt time... aha...

GSS is here... looking forward to it cos now i hv money to spend... aha.. instead of the $100 budget whn my parents give mi money for shopping... haha... felt quite gd cos i've earned the money myself... haha... anw learnt a lesson on sun... DO NOT wear high heels with those round tip for shopping... haha.. cos all ur toes will be cramped together and blisters will pop out.. hha... even on monday whn i walk i still feel the pain lah... lame...haha...

anw hope to go shopping soon.... haha... thou still working bt i plan to take plenty of half day leave if nt in july GST rises then hv to pay more... haha...

ok i'm like talking crap here and apparently this post sounds weird cos i haven been writing essays for like months... haha... lame...

revival?

2007-05-03T07:44:00.000-07:00

OMG!!!! i almost couldnt log in.. cos i totally forgot our email n password liao.. n this juz shows something.. we tooooo long nv blog liao.. yesh.. its WE.. cos i ask asy n shi they oso like forget..blah..

okies.. see.. i m the nicest one here.. trying to post one stupid entry for no reason.. well.. mayb juz to like try to save our blog.. if not become tooo stagnant then later aedes mosquito come breed how? i hate mosquitoes loh..booo.. haha...

Recently like all the things happening in my dear shi's blog sia.. haha.. not onli tag.. i even blog there loh.. wth.. haha.. so muz activate this account oso.. hmm.. okies.. eh.. but i dunno wad to type here leh.. haha.. how? die.. ideas pls..

hmm.. lets see.. stuffs happening... last outing was on asy bdae.. fish n co.. hmmm...old stuff liao.. n all the stuff on dear's blog liao... then ok.. thank you asy for changing our blogskin.. tho this blog is still as dead.. haha..

guess we all bz wif our work bah.. hmm.. okies.. uni wise..
congrats to my dear n my beloved daughter ap.. both got into their most desired accountancy in ntu.. sooooo happy.. dunneed wait for nus liao...
congrats to asy n lcl.. both got into ntu TCM double degree!!!!!!! omg lah.. haha.. go china come back help me acupuncture.. haha.. yah.. i noe still waiting for nus reply.. but yah.. haha.. heck lah..
hmm..wah.. all like got gd news.. not like me.. haiz.. suan le.. boooo... blah.. bleah.. bish...
me is sian sian.. onli a ntu confirmation which i dun wan... blah...

sometimes i do stupid stuffs which i dunno if i should regret anot.. cos wads done cannot b undone.. n oso cos.. i noe i shouldnt.. cos i m not supposed to.. but human nature is selfish.. i carn deny tt.. i m juz a human.. not a god or a shen2.. i m living in regret for this few weeks.. n once again i noe i shouldnt.. i tried not to.. i tried not to b sad.. not to b depressed.. not to regret.. but once again.. i carn do tt.. i m a human..
certain things carn b said.. mayb in a few weeks time.. evryting will b over.. or.. mayb.. in a few weeks time.. my life woulld change n tt i will live in regret foreva.. i hope its not the latter..
but there is reallly nothingi can do.. i m helpless..
wad i can do is to slowly wait and rot..

ss

i miss school

2007-01-10T22:50:00.000-08:00

i miss school.
n its pple.
n its freedom.
n the fun.
seeing so many students on the mrt on the way to work.
lucky dudes.
ah.
wat i wld give.
to wear the uber nice uni.
n stop at buona vista all over again.
haha.
someone crash wif me.

but i guess.
time is moving faster than me.
n i gotta move on.
there's gotta b bad stuff abt sch too.
mayb.

Xmas Prezzies

2006-12-25T05:16:00.000-08:00

Yoz

So long neva blog le...

Busy with work etc etc etc etc..

Just a short one-My Xmas Prezziez

I know

its kind of boring

but plz understand

i is neardy, boring, uncreative

so enjoy!:P

the red devil clock...

The cute doggie...

the flowers...

The bear...

pooh pooh with doggie and bear bear...

i know i is lousy with giving names

I think my future kids will suffer:P

oopz

And tonnes of chocolate, sweets and cards...

=)

Merry Xmas
Shi~

prom!

2006-12-05T22:39:00.000-08:00

hey!
while u guys can update wif just one entry, here's mine. yup!
it's rather enjoyable i must say. at least, beta than i expected.
it passed super fast tho.
performances n awards n stuff.
food wasnt bad too!
n the deco was nice. =) thx council.
erm. n i guess the photos are mostly wat its all about right?
so here goes.

this is the eiffel tower in ice. nice yar? =)
cos its supposed to be a french theme. rite.
i din see/hear much FRENCH other than e deco. but nvm. the tower's nice.

this is me! or rather, the back of my head! COOLIOS!

oh well, ok mayb not that cool. but hafta acknowledge---credits: my dear sister! makeup and hair! =) thanks!

n i was trying to find photos that contain pple u guys know. so here's... jane n minghwee! hope they dun mind. haha.

(oh btw, i swear that guy was not posing for the photo)

ok lazy to upload alr. c u guys friday!

n i wana congratulate CL again. =p

PROM!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-04T01:24:00.000-08:00

haha.. pple.. i got a shock of my life.. cl was sooooooo diff but pretty lah..haha... prom queen nominee leh..haha... omg.. cl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haha... ok...was torn btwn her n peck hu was also a nominee...haha.. ok.. 7 nominees.. i noe 4 of them !!! (noe as in... my frens lah).. haha.. not bad sia.. haha.. in the end cl lost.. but nvm...u made an impact!!!! haha..

yesh.. it was damn fun.. n i felt it was tooo short.. ok lah..quite wasted tt i din realli eat the food cos i was busy taking fotos thru out.. anywae think the food not exactly tt nice oso lah.. haha.. yay!!! so nice.. took many many many nice nice pics wif pple.. hope i din miss anyone.. haha.. okies...at least.. i noe n confirm those hu i m realli close to i took liao.. oopz.. but it doesnt mean tt frens i m not close to i din take k..haha...juz tt.. i muz make sure i take wif all my close frens mah.. haha...

yesh.. n now.. i quite sad oso.. evrything is over..i dunno..haiz... i miss everything.. not onli prom... but shopping for it.. n most imptli.. it realli marks an end to everything.. definiteli i will almost nv see some of my frens anymore le.. okies.. me still having class chalet lah..so will see my class pple...then i noe the few of us sure will cont to meet up.. but.. the rest? i dunno... esp a few of my realli realli close frens.. i realli realli veh scared tt we will lose contact.. i realli dunno... haiz..certain close frens.. i noe it will b veh easy to remain in close contact.. but other close frens.. i realli dunno if we can still remain as close.. or even lose a fren.. (tree u should noe hu i m toking bout).. m i gonna lose them.. i realli dunno.. me is depressed now.. ahhh...

i gg crazy le..

ss

done

2006-11-21T02:59:00.000-08:00

hmmm. im done wif a's.
this feels unreal. very.
it feels weird.
never being in a sch ever again.
n today's the last day im wearing my uniform...
haha.
not tt its not nice to not hafta study.
but really.
feels weird.

yay!

2006-10-23T17:45:00.000-07:00

yay i finished my practical exam!
how cool is tt?!
haha finally i dun hafta worry abt injuring my arms in some way or other.
now can go exercise/swim/carry heavy things/play other pieces!
haha both piano n dizi on e same day was ultra tiring.
but thank god i sustained.
and thanks lots for all e msgs. =) =) really helped.
i guess i did alrite.
for piano, minor slips were many.
major slips just one.
for dizi, one piece (out of 3) sucked.
haha but nvm. a sense of relief. finally finished 1/2 of 1 a lvl subject.
yay congratulate me!!

now i can really conc on studying.
(haven been concentrating for bout 4 days alr! argh!)
ok.
with renewed strength
i say,
im gonna study now.
yes i will.

after breakfast.
hee.
go go go you guys!

Hey ppl!

2006-10-16T07:34:00.000-07:00

YOYO!HIHI!

OOOh long long time nvr blogged. Heee! Ap i agree with u that cant really mug at home! I like slack so much! haha anywayz all the best for A's! Aja aja fighting/ hwaiting!

"grilled chicken foldover" minus grilled foldover. .(tell me wad is worse than that ss, compare to ur cute adorable nick? .....y?)

hello

2006-10-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

::edited:: this is smiley man. (say hi!)

hello.
i dun really have anything to say.
but its a new blogskin. so i wanna have an entry! yea!

exams make pimples appear miraculously.
just like tt.
so i wana say i m thankful for this hair-like thing called a fringe.
saves us all from embarrassment.

ss. i really do agree wif u.
pple who lend others their gp notes ARE rather nice. =)

erm. im sry tt i hav so many mock papers. n hafta go sch so often.
but once i have a free day. its to kap ok?? plus those days after A's have started.
but between papers.
i NEED the kap days. slacking too much.
i sometimes need the repeating music.
the free-flow of tea, esp the natural reminder to refill at 11am.
and the hot milo with free biscuits provided by... YOU. =)

study hard pple! if we make the most out of everyday from today onwards,
then we wont regret anything!
n we wont do tt badly.
3 weeks of intensive study CAN save us!
hee. consoling myself in the process.

oh just a mention.. i lost my ezlink card.
n its super troublesome.
so TREASURE yours ok?
even tho u mite hate the pic on it... =p

STUDY! aja aja!
have a mantra/motivational phrase tt keeps u awake
it keeps ur drive there. try it!
JOAKIM! (me)
DBSK! (cl)
JAY CHOU! (ss)
(shi... erm...) SUNBLOCK!?
(sy... erm...) POOH!?

i hereby sign off.
in the name of...

::edited:: *cancel grilled chicken* foldover

n this is a multiplication of smiley man!

its a super cheerful pic. so SMILEEEEEEE pple! =)

bleah..

2006-10-12T20:10:00.000-07:00

haha..long time no post...
abit lazy...but i shall post...
haha... supposedli mugging... but..haha.. heck lah...
sian of mugging le... realli no motivation....mayb i should wait until its the end of sch on mondae...
so tt i can hav the reasons to continue slacking this weekend..
haha..

k lah... sometimes.. i will feel abit stressed.. but i no choice.. my class.. think almost everyone started intensive mugging le.. onli me haven? tts y i m starting lah..no choice..this is called peer pressure... haha... but i dun succumb to peer pressure easily de... like teo ask hu wans go mock test... onli a few of us dunwan...haha...tho i muz sae abit presssurising to sae dunwan when everyone gg..but i realli is dunwan lah...haha..

sch printed damn lot of papers for us...esp bio...
all the notes making me go pok...spent alot of money on the stupid stuff... dun think i will do...
then my class dunno where they cope... also printed some stuffs ourselves...so i got alot..

plus.. i printed quite some gp stuffs...spent alot on them oso... i mean alot.. cos is go outside zap.. not as cheap..but i dun think i will read lah.. haha... juz to console myself tt at least i tried...

realli wan to thank those few veh veh nice frens hu lend me their gp stuffs (at their own risk) to let me try improve...haha.. tho i may not finish reading it... but still..thanx!!
n i really spending quite alot of time on gp..neglecting my other subjects...hope tt i wun regret...

i m killing alot of trees.. to think i was once a geog student..

ss

2006-10-04T08:47:00.000-07:00

nice background=)

i is happy

cause i passed gp.

like yeah!=)

moral of the story
do not expect much from anything
and you will be a much happier person!

i was so prepared to fail initially

but i realised my mark was moderated down

apparently the teacher who marked my class's scripts was very leninent

i wonder if it is a good indication

hmmm

oh wells

good luck for mugging everyone!

work is just another RPG

cheers!

shi~

2006-09-26T08:16:00.000-07:00

after toking to ss

i realised blogging is a good therapy

but it also meant

once i blog

i is realllli sad

i think i knoe the reason already

i realised its bad

rather serious problem

that requires

tonnes of energy
plenty of time
enormous amount of effort

to solve the problem

which i think the probabilty of success is 0.00000000000000000001
which, according to shi's theory number 0658912,
equals to
"i is sad" tends to infinity

2006-09-26T07:59:00.000-07:00

i checked

the previous time i blogged was 3 mths ago

this blog is dead

shi is blogging not because she wants to save this blog

i is sad

and you know what

i dunnoe wat is the reason

results?

partially

family?

i guess so

but its realli not that

i know there is/are something else bothering mi

but i do not know wat

i is sad
i shall not indulge in any form of good food

i is sad
i shall not play any form of game

i is sad
i shall not go on any shopping treatment despite prelims being over

i is sad
i shall not be glad that prelims is over

i is sad
i shall not talk on the phone

i is sad
i shall not watch the movies that i had been wanting to watch

i is sad
i shall not hope for any happy events in my life

i is sad
i shall carry on my monotonous life

i is sad

happy birthday ss!

2006-08-18T21:06:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SS!!!
haha yea. happy birthday! we love you!
n 19's such a super nice number. =)
celebrate for u aft ur prelims yea? =)
ap

prelims

2006-08-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

ok its wednesday - day 3 of prelims.
all e serious essay stuff are over.
n i feel so relieved.
been studying for too long (6 full days in a row before prelims)
n now i can breathe.
goodness.
i feel so relieved. truly. like prelims hav ended.
tho i cant be complacent.
half of my prelims are yet to be overcome in actuality.
stil, its e feeling tt matters yea.
ha. its happening so fast...
tt i bet a's will be over in a second.
too fast to realise.
or comprehend wat is actually happening.
damn i dun really look forward to the end.
its gonna be a scary world out there.
n i m gonna be lost.
haha everything's happening too quickly.
but at least,
i shld be happy for the moment.
hey guys... continue studying hard! persevere on!
its just a short while more.
(ap)

Its me again...

2006-07-31T20:21:00.000-07:00

haha...i m soo bored at home.. din go sch todae.. n i juz woke up..at ard 10.30...
then started having headache again.. haiz.. haha.. dunno wads wrong wif me oso lah...
tot it should b juz some minor sickness or wad.. but act sundae when i go see doc.. he act gav me 3 daes of MC lah.. 3 daes.. juz for some high fever n a teeny weeny bit of sorethroat n sneeze... haha.. usually pple onli get 1 dae... but i got 3!!!! haha.. think its becos my fever peaked at 39...then it kept maintaining at 38+... haha... viral fever.. tts wad he wrote in my MC...

but still... i went to sch on mon...y? cos had bio test mah.. then i din wan to miss it then need to retake it alone..haha.. in the end.. sy din go sch cs she oso had fever.. but she onli had 1 dae mc.. n shi came to take fr me panadol during bio prac for her headache.. woah.. so everyone is getting sick.. haha..but the whole dae in sch.. i was realli half dead.. abit regret coming to sch..but suan le.. haha... n mrs yeo was like soo concerned for me lah.. keep asking me if i was ok anot.. when i seiousli think i did look ok in front of her..haha...so toched by her.. then she keep asking me to take care...ok...then bio test.. was ok loh... given tt sun i was practically sick wif high fever whole dae.. sleeping thru out tho it din help my fever go down.. then nv study at all.. but heck lah.. haha...then ms chee used my name n class n wadeva as an example on how to fill the otas sheet loh.. i was like so damn shock when i see my name.. then pple started asking if i was the one writing.. n i had to sae NO for dunno like how many times..plus my index is wrong.. haha.. y din she choose someone wif a more easy n common name.. like tom dick or harry... then muz put my name n all the details down..haha...

todae.. i decided not to go.. simply becos todae is a sucky dae.. then i realli veh tired n sick.. then muz make use of mc oso mah.. haha.. n i seriously dun think i m recovering well.. cos i started coughing.. haiz... gg to sleep again..the med is taking effect.. seriously din noe how i survived yest...

thanx to pple hu "guan xin" me...

ss

dilemma?

2006-07-19T07:28:00.000-07:00

cip todae was ok.. quite successful everyone happy.. i happy too..cos i hav been veh stressed planning all the stuff.. n the sh*t sch made the thing worse.. but nvm.. evrything is over now le.. haha...i happy..

ok..but got prob agian.. haiz...
yest got to noe sumthing.. n sometimes... i juz hope tt i din noe it... n once again.. yes.. i m involved in the stupid thing.. n i really dun wan b involved.. i m stuck.. realli stuck in deep shit.. i duno wad i can do.. its like.. no matter wad i do.. it doesnt seem rite.. i will feel guilty for wadeva i do.. jing tui liang nan.. as in.. its veh diff for pple to understand it though ual may noe the situation... stuck between past n present.. everything is giving me probs.. i noe.. past is over.. but still past will alwaes b there.. there is no wae u can eliminate it.. but present.. there is no certainty..
yah.. i noe sometimes ual will sae i think too much or wad.. but this situation is realli.. haiz.. i juz hope i can get out of it asap...
i m feeling guilty no matter wad i do...
ignorance is realli bliss.. but somehow... pple wun let me ignore the stuff tt r happening...
haiz...

ss

blah.

2006-07-19T03:54:00.000-07:00

shi: i so agree wif u. there's absolutely NTH interesting happening. tho i stil check e blog often! now blogging... jus for an extended tag. tts all. haha. hmmm. tt day din get to meet up wif ya. so mayb aft prelims? i end on ang 25 at 12pm. (aft tt stil hav exams but its mcq those kind) u guys??? =)

sy: ahhh! noooo! ur cool new phone??! ah...so sad... if u find e guy, i'll help u ok!

cl: haha.its abt 25 days to my prelims.hows ur new optimism coming along?? =)

ss: im so super sick of sch. really. e everyday normalcy... at least im nt THINKING (u know). but... i just wish i cld stay home or sth. so tired. redraw frm society. haha. yea rite i wish.

study hard!
bye!

innocence

2006-07-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

argh...
i m innocent...
shit me..

ss

upping date

2006-07-08T00:49:00.000-07:00

haha.. .veh long nv blog le.. haha.. quite lazy lah...
ok..so here i m... i juz woke up lah.. its 3.40pm now... cos i stayover at melvins house.. as in yah.. the class stay over..haha.. to bond? no lah.. think is recentli our class crazy bout stayovers..so yah...ok...
yest...sch released at ard 1.20... eat in sch then we...as in me wz alicia joce n shiyun...went k box at dhoby ghaut.. paradiz centre... sang alot of songs.. yah...5 of us not bad.. as in veh shuang.. then omg... i was soo traumatised by their ultimate high high version of ye4 shang4 hai3...esp wz.. omg..so damn damn high lah.. i was hiding at one corner... covering both my ears.. then they started laughing at me...wadeva..
ok..sorri guys.. i was late...then we met up for dinner.. n tok tok a litttle.. went home.. reach home at ard 10.30..
then class suddenli got stayover at mels house.. then my mum din really wan me to go.. so sort of had a fight wif her.. then bathe.. n i juz went mel house lah...sick of arguingwif my mum.. met up wif alicia n wz first.. reach mel house.. omg..

his house is sooooooo damn damn big lah.. 3 storeys.. fully airconed.. tt's his second house...as in.. his parents nv stay there.. so at nite.. juz aiyah.. we let mel sleep becos he had concert.. then we played loh.. at first is mahjong..but later i realli cannot le.. eyes half shutting.. wanted go up sleep on his big big bed.. but then..they so damn damn loud below.. so went down.. n played x-box..halo.. omg.. the guys soooooo pro.. can walk shoot aim everything n pick up weapons so fast.. then later.. the gals..4 of us.. play..the 4 noobs..soooo funny..we were sooo lan4 lah.. then the guys were laughing at us like siao... cos we keep shouting...
n then they sae we got MND (motor neuron disease)..see i got listen to bio lect..haha.. cos we carn coordinate well..as in..cos we can onli walk..then change view..one at a time.. then aiyah..juz couldnt control well..so many buttons...n 2 trigger.. n need control 2 joysticks lah.. then each of us sort of had a personal coach(thanx ht for teaching me)...haha....then we fire still muz stop..n take sooooo long to aim..aiyah...juz veh funny lah... then later guys started playing daidi... loser drink tiger beer... then after a while me wz n pris cmi..so went up sleep.. they cont playing loh.. as in dunno in the end hu drank the most.. but b4 tt xl already lost twice n drank twice... then nxt morning he still need go dance.. haha.. think qihan gg kill us...

ok lah.. i got sleep a little..ard 2-3 hours bah... but veh cold.. in the end pris halfwae gav up..then me n wz kope the whole double bed..morning woke up.. play abit pokercards..guys went up sleep a little.. like for 1 hr onli.. then watch aristal dvd for a while..then go home le.. cos mel need go sch for band concert...

kk.. i veh tired.. wan go sleep again b4 i go out...

ss

2006-06-29T08:59:00.000-07:00

ct over!
well no quite over for mi yet
stupid phy S
one word for this ct
sucks

wateva

went out with gerls..

took neoprint=)
hui hui's really made a big scarifice!!!
*look at scary movie*
she is my idol!!
so on!!:P

haha

shi~

when fertilisation is not fertilisation

2006-06-22T02:15:00.000-07:00

as wad we hav noe or tot we noe... fertilisation is the fusion of the sperm nucleus n the egg nucleus to form a diploid zygote...THIS IS WRONG!!!!!!!
the attachment of the paternal n the maternal chromosomes on the spindle fibre is termed fertilisation.... this IS then the definition of fertilisation..

haha... now i m wondering which one i should write if they test me during exams...haha... the conventional one.. or the real one... its like phy...they juz simply refuse to change direction of current to same as the flow of electrons... so they came out with the term "conventional" current... haha...

n another bio fact... a woman is considered pregnant onli when implantation of the blastocyst takes place... n not when the zygote is formed.. haha..oopz..

ok...guess i m too bio-ish liao..haha.. but too bad.. i m studying bio this few daes tt my brain is becoming saturated wif growth n reproduction le.. i juz wonder how come my brain cannot continue to grow n reproduce... to giv me one wif greater storage capacity...haha..

pple..show ur thumbs to me...i need thumbdrives!!!! to expand memory space...

kk...haha...tc n jiayouz mugging!!!!

ss

2006-06-20T05:56:00.000-07:00

Chocolate may boost brain power

A new US study hints that eating milk chocolate may boost brain function.
"Chocolate contains many substances that act as stimulants, such as theobromine, phenethylamine, and caffeine," Dr Bryan Raudenbush, from Wheeling Jesuit University in West Virginia, said in comments to Reuters Health.
"These substances by themselves have previously been found to increase alertness and attention and what we have found is that by consuming chocolate you can get the stimulating effects, which then lead to increased mental performance."
To study the effects of various chocolate types on brain power, Dr Raudenbush and colleagues had a group of volunteers consume, on four separate occasions, 85 grams of milk chocolate; 85 grams of dark chocolate; 85 grams of carob; and nothing (the control condition).
After a 15-minute digestive period, participants completed a variety of computer-based neuropsychological tests designed to assess cognitive performance including memory, attention span, reaction time and problem solving.
"Composite scores for verbal and visual memory were significantly higher for milk chocolate than the other conditions," Dr Raudenbush said.
And consumption of milk and dark chocolate was associated with improved impulse control and reaction time.
Previous research has shown that some nutrients in food aid in glucose release and increased blood flow, which may augment cognitive performance.
Dr Raudenbush said the current findings "provide support for nutrient release via chocolate consumption to enhance cognitive performance".

cool. no more guilt for eating choco:P
haha
shi~

study!

2006-06-20T02:06:00.000-07:00

studying has been going sooo badly for me.
i mean, i m listening to my parents and staying home almost everyday.
but i m not studying... getting sooo distracted so easily like always.
haven even finished my homework yet.
let alone talk about starting revision properly.
but oh well. doesnt matter. i shld quit whining n do watever i can with e little time i have.

yup. just wana say, to all of u, study hard!!!
jiayou!!! esp sy! hope u enjoyed ur trip n got enuf time to study!
all e best for ur exams!!! we meet up after u'll exams finish k?
GAMBATE NE!

iPing.

2006-06-14T09:54:00.000-07:00

conversation with sc...
he was asking mi phy...

severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
confirm ah
Simplicity says:
yes
Simplicity says:
wat other formula are there
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
then the r
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
you put which one
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
huh then wouldnt you get two answers
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
or both the same
Simplicity says:
9.6 time 10^8
Simplicity says:
same la
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
oh damn it
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
i feel
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
so
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
retarded
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
wasting my time
Simplicity says:
haha relax la
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
the bloody rocket also cannot do
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
na be
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
ok i go le bye
Simplicity says:
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
you better dont tell this retardedness to anyone
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
or i
severe addiction to FMA.! spain is teh bomb. says:
skin you
Simplicity says:
hahahahahahaha
Simplicity says:
too bad

shi~

NINETEEN june

2006-06-11T19:19:00.000-07:00

just checking in.
erm. haven studied yet.
how is tt possible??!!
when i alr made up my mind to make e past week useful.
now where did all e time go to... ahhh...
nvm. i told myself i wil make that my slack week (must rest after co concert ya know... haha)
this last 2 weeks i shall study!!!yup!!!
ooh but ss, i stil have co tmr. i wonder why... less symptoms now. haha.
i tried washing clothes myself. bout 3 days ago.
now stil not dry. wat a failure. aha.
kk so 19 june.
we plan when sy gets back yar?
ask cl alr???

bye!
study study study, pple!
or at least... try to so u wun feel so bad. =x
iPing...

holidaes

2006-06-07T06:12:00.000-07:00

haha.. so todae sy left.. so sad i nv go send her off... cos my mum not happy mah..
cos will go till veh late..
then fri i gg out wif class at night..
then sat i gg out again..
as in abit bad.. nv spend time wif family.. cos i m veh family oriented de..haha

ok..ap..
yep.. parents leave...haha.. i will miss my parents if they left too...
as in.. yah.. haha.. dependent.. i understand.. rmb wad we used to fear tgt...
haha... co withdrawal symptoms.. dun worry.. u will soon get past it.. i experience it b4.. n i think mine was more serious.. depressed leh..i had a hard time getting over it act.. but..u will lah.. dun too affected...hols.. i dun feel like mugging oso.. then dun feel like playing oso... cos will guilty.. so we r stuck sia.. sian...

ok..19june.. wad will we b doing?
haha.. 19 is a nice no...19 rox..haha...
19 aug...i juz love the date..
19 nov...ap juz love it...
19 dec... monster loves it...
haha...19191919191919..
ok.. the first 19..19june... i predict we will juz rot again... haha..
so mayb wan rot at some nice nice place...
pple..decide...

ss

sighs

2006-06-07T04:57:00.000-07:00

my parents JUST left home to go to e airport.
n funnily enuf, i miss them alr.
i guess. dis is e first time both of them are gg overseas at e same time.
i prob never realised wat a big impact it wld make on me.
i din even giv them a goodbye hug. is tt weird?
i guess we are just not e hugs n kisses kind.
n it wld b difficult for me to suddenly start.
n i m extremely dependent on them.
too much, probably. n mayb i just realised.
dunno. in a weird mood now.
i know i got lots to study.
yet i wana play.
n yet, not in e playing mood.
more in e missing mood.
yup co withdrawal stil in place.
n oso, i wana do housework. show my parents tt i SHLD b able to take care of myself.
alrite. only 2 n a half weeks left.
n i thot i wld study e entire month n make good use of it.
i m so lazy.
so dependent.
n have too little determination.
someone just force me to study...
ah.

iPing...
off to watch sg idol.
(it wil prob cheer me up haha!)

enCOre 06

2006-06-04T18:54:00.000-07:00

ah. its e end of the co journey. after so much co for e past week...
gonna miss everyone so much.
yup, ss, withdrawal symptoms. haha.

anw, thx sy for coming even tho u were sick! i really do hope u had fun shopping n erm... took home e CORRECT bag. hee... =p
thx cl for coming even tho u had to rush off for ur bro's celebration! erm. nxt time dun nid zip so high! haha! =x
thx shi for coming! cos sooo long never see u alr. n u still dress up so nice! =) dun care bout out of place. u look good n tts it.
thx ss... for coming n being my mommy! haha. oh well...glad we talked some. now's not e time to examine our lives n see how well we're doing. just live it... while mugging. no more time to tink whether or not we are in a good position. we will come off just fine in e end...
ooh of cos must thank u all for shouting my name too! (n NOT SHOUTING sth too obscene... haha) n for e waterbottle. i will use if ling long dingdongbell use. =p

monster: had fun talking to you too! guess u like my orange tie too =p

dun tink anyone wil see this but stil, to everyone who gave well-wishes, n went for e concert: THANKS SO MUCH!
thx lots for flowers too!!!
=)

back to my not-packed schedule again.
i m sooo gonna nid e rest.

love u guys!

iPing...

2006-06-04T09:23:00.000-07:00

great to see u all todae...
it had been so long since all 5 of us last got together..
esp ap...
4 mths eh!!
haha
so..
19 june.. booked already ar?:P

more photos can get from mi..=)

love
shi~

some tots

2006-06-02T04:27:00.000-07:00

ok...so pple.. acco concert on sundae 5.30 at vch.. according to ap..we shouldnt b late..haha...
n sy n cherie wan to go shopping at bugis first for jap trip stuff.. yep i will b gg with ual.. but the two xiaojie nameli cl n shi..they wan to wear nice nice pretty pretty.. so they may not go shopping baah... haha.. but u noe something.. i juz realise.. r ual gg to bring ur shopping bags to vch??????????? weird..haha...ok..nvm..shall bug ual wif smses soon...

todae reach sch veh earli... juz to do the psyco test.. ahh... nv finish the puzzles n numerical loh..still got so many left.. in the end the verbal section i juz tikam everything juz to finish in time.. haiz.. n tt personality test.. 185 qns.. omg lah.. do till sian.. thing they will sae i hav split personality.. cos for the similar two qns.. my answers are totally extreme.. then alot dunno ask wad others think of me.. diao.. how i noe wad others think of me lah..as in..think...so is the pple keep to themselves..tts called think... nvm...haha.. do till i wan sleep.. then later still need go gp.. practically slept thru out gp..
sorri pig... hai u bring ur stuff but i nv take..

ok..some tots.. is the invention of sms n online chatting or wadeva gd...i dunno.. its like sometimes... u r able to tok so easily to pple on sms n msn.. can crap can wadeva...can even show ur care n concern or wad.. but when u see them in person.. u carn do the same.. u feel a sense of lost.. u dunno how to start a conversation.. sometimes u feel awkward cos when u r in sms or msn ual can really crap n tok.. as in really tok..but when u see each other.. u look so distant or wad...like nothing had ever happened.. like u hav nv tok b4..
haiz.. i m now stuck in this situation..not wif everyone.. but..some.. i dunno whether this should cont... as in it may b gd cos is like at least ual can tok online or wad.. better than nothing at all.. but on the other hand.. i hate the awkwardness when we meet.. would it rather b better if we dun even tok at all on msn or sms.. n true.. msn n online is juz so fake sometimes.. u dun really noe wad he or she is act thinking.. face to face tok is better.. but sometimes...face to face tok wif some pple will end up in awkwardness.. n i dun like it.. argh...everything is like so fake..

n yep.. i really do care alot bout wad pple think of me.. n sometimes i suspect if pple r true to me.. as in.. when they r toking.. r they speaking fr their hearts.. or are they juz "entertaining" u.. its like even sometimes when we tok face to face.. i already dunno wad they thinking le.. then in the sms n msn world... the situation is worst.. i really suspect myself...yep.. u can sae i hav no confidence in myself.. but after so many things tt had happened to me.. i carn possibly allow myself to trust pple so easily rite.. but thank god.. i hav u guys... hu i noe i can really trust...

hols r here.. n the situation will b n is getting worst.. hu will b my true frens?

ss

2006-05-30T07:43:00.000-07:00

failure!!

2006-05-27T21:31:00.000-07:00

haiz... wad a failure cip rep i m... but its sometimes not my fault oso.. but still...nvm... try to organize n b enthu bout cip.. but getting negative response is really veh sian diao de...

ok...feel lost...not onli becos of how failure a cip rep i m...but oso got others...first... got tt "mountain" climb... somehow.. after surviving the climb tt dae... i hav fallen down to the foot n m stuck there infinitely.. should i cont the climb?
no.. dun think so.. if i take advice from my tree..n thanx tree for squashing the mountain for me... but somehow i m squashed too... cos i m at the foot of the mountain...yah..haha.. anywae...
special thanx to my tree for toking to me n letting me nag bout tt mountain climb... if not.. i would hav been more lost..n probably be dead..haha...

n yep..lost again... fri got tt psycho briefing... dunno wad psc test.. then briefing marriane tan tok bout alot of stuff tt we should hav done.. wad personal statement.. ucas.. wadeva shit... dunno at all wad she is toking or crap...i feel damn lost.. regretted not joining the sapphire scholars thing... now i m totally lost... dun even noe how to write personal statement.. then after tt.. my class pple.. all the guys.. want to stay back n talk bout this... woah.. intellectual tok sia...tts wad me n wz call... cos we alwaes tend to learn n gain alot fr tokin to our class the pro pro guys... woah... after toking to them i feel so...lan4.. as in.. they already noe briefly wad they wan.. where to go...how to cont on fr a levels.. but i still dunno anything.. onli noe tt i muz mug for a levels...i feel so loser n inferior toking to them... realised tt all the guys realli veh zai.. they noe wad they wan n required.. n hav taken action..planning.. but me? nothing at all...
then saw mrs yeo.. then we tok to her.. act she realli not bad lah..as in she realli veh nice to talk to us when she act wan to go home to makan wif her family.. then she ask us not to worry bout not being sapphire scholar.. then tok to us bout alot of stuff lah.. haha... think she veh nice.. though some pple really dun like her.. but she nice to us mah...haha...bias... i noe...haha...

ok..yep.. hols r here..think i will b busy oso.. haha.. but i wan watch movie!!!
at least... X-men3 ...n... over the hedge ...
haha..so pple...date me n book me fast!!!
woah.. i so bhb..haha..

ss

Being alive...

2006-05-26T08:50:00.000-07:00

Becoz our class gonna to visit a hospice this holiday our ct rep invited a volunteer co-ordinator to give us a talk~ quite inspirational though.
There is this movie on this prof called Morrie who suffered from some terminal illness. Although he knew he was dying, he accepted the fact. "When you learn how to die, you learn how to live" -Morrie. Once you know how u are going die, you will live ur life at ur fullest, making each day meaningful to you and everyone around you. Morrie also mentioned that sometimes he felt lonely and helpless in the morning but he eventually will throw these feelings away and live with it. I really agree with him. No matter how bad you feel, at the end of the day, you just have to throw those feeling away and move on. That's what everyone will do. It's just a matter of fact that u throw ur feelings away earlier or later. The faster you throw, the earlier you can move on with your life. That's what life is about rite? Getting use to all these stuff. Its like a cycle, keeps going on and on and sometimes making you sick of it. It's basically the process of life.
Moral of the story: If you are sad, sad for just a while and move on(its quite difficult, but try try try... that's what i tell myself). Don't mug too much, have some life(balanced lifestyle)! When you can eat just eat(it pains me to see ppl consuming food via tubes thru nose and stomach), when you can walk just walk( more applicable to old folks) Most important thing: Don't REGRET!

cl

2006-05-23T04:58:00.000-07:00

Every time we meet new people, we form a quick judgment about them from their attire, they behaviour and how they speak. This are what we first impression. Oftenly, these impressions are inaccurate as we based them on superficial elements. However, even with time, one can still be judged unfairly. Classmates for at least one and a half years, yet many are ignorant of each others’ life, thoughts and difficulties. They make unjust comments and spew hurting words. Are all that necessary? No one expects you to understand. No one expects you to find out. But at least show some respect. People do not deserve to be judge by you just because you are more popular, more academically inclined and wealthlier. To certain degree, I find these people piteous. Their knowledge are limited to just text book knowledge; nothing else. Their IQ just stops at that; no more. As what my favourite equation says; IQ=100, EQ=0, multiply them together what you get is just an empty vessel making tonnes of irritating noise.

Shi~

updating

2006-05-22T06:29:00.000-07:00

woah..shi..ur entries all sound so pro..make mine look so childish.. but hu cares..haha... me is me... i dun care.. everyone noes my gp standard.. i will nv b able to write such chim entries..haha..

ok...sat funtasia..ya..ap..saw ya... saw yanting oso..yah n many others..too bad my class got duty.. morning veh earlly reach sch then go lab cut fruits for vip le... i in charge of cutting..haha.. n thanx to me... we ate alot of fruits cos we juz eat those they think i cut not nice..so basically... we juz ate alot of watermelon..then later abit free time...go co stall there make sushi..woah.. my first time making sushi..handroll... not bad lah..cos my art n craft veh gd de..haha...
then later when reception start..my class again station lt4.. bring n wash all the dishes used by vip...wait veh long for a few hu refused to go.. then later..finally..tadaa... they left... n there was alot of food left...ALOT...haha.. so we brought back to lab n the whole class like pig...gobble everything up...haha.. so full lah... then we regretted buying coupons....cos we so full le... n later wash dishes..till 3+ then end...then i spent my coupons treating fren..then went home le.. veh tired..n yep...i slept alot..

sun..basically.. i juz slack whole dae..grandma went hospital..but ok le...

todae... another dae gone..haha... went help gz in morning...so slack lah...started late n ended early.. in between juz carried 2 chairs n 4 stands...then released at 12..
then cos i meet pig 2 at bugis...so i tot alot of time..then i took 66 to je..wan to go pop see bk..in the end she sae she will b early..then i juz take mrt there.. paiseh..made her wait...then got tix for davinci wif my free movie tix..haha..then go mos makan... pple..dun eat their dunno wad kimpira burger or wad..my fren sae it sux..haha.. ok..then slack n go watch movie...
paiseh sy..go kino...nv see ur alchemist bk4..

ok..movie sit till butt pain..149mins leh..haha..act quite dissapointed wif movie..cos its like..nothing really special..the bk nicer.. the movie like..is juz made juz for the sake of making cos the bk is pop..no wonder its given 2 stars onli..haha..but still ok lah.. enjoyed myself...
thanx pig for the "letter" n pig..haha..yep yep..same sentiments.. thanx alot pig.. u r great too..haha...n dun feel guity k? though i alwaes make pple feel guity...haha...

shall cont slacking until i get into mugging mood during hols...let me recharge now..

ss

2006-05-22T01:22:00.000-07:00

Flipping through the Sunday times, I came across an article about the ACJC blogger, Gayle Goh and Mr. Bilahari Kausikan. I was rather intrigued by the fact that a JC2 of our age was intrepid and sophisticated enough to comment blatantly on our government and politics. Driven by curiosity as many did, I visited her blog i-speak.blogdrive.com. Indeed an interesting blog with in-depth analysis of issues of politics. While many of us are ignorant and apathetic towards political issues, I am amazed by the firm stand this young lady is taking. Some commented that she was too idealistic while others advocated her views on certain political issues. Being a teenager of the same age as her, I am more impressed and inspired by her than to judge or critics her.

However, I do wonder if she was trained from young to be a political critique. Seldom do Singaporeans educate their children on issues of politics. Science and Mathematics are the primary concerns of most parents for only these fact-based and analytical subjects guarantee one in one of the prestigious career of doctors, lawyers and engineers. These are obviously a deep misconception of many parents and students; including me. After six years in triple science, I realized my knowledge are limited to just that—sciences. When my Gp teachers speaks about politics, arts and economics all I can do is try as hard as I can, searching through my memory bank in hope to find the slightest recollection of the topics. More often than not, my effort was futile as I stare blankly back at the exasperated teacher. How I wish I have the caliber to make judgments and have stands on the different issues. It was until recently that I realized the importance of being political informed and updated. Sadly to say, it is fairly late in the years of my life. Of course, being late is better than never.

I urge all parents to motivate your children to voice ideas and/or comments on issues concerning the society. No matter how small they might be, they will go a long way in shaping the mental maturity of your children. For any young people reading this entry, stop procrastinating and pick up the newspaper today. They might seem intimidating at the first glance, but if you are willing to place more thoughts into them, they can be more entertaining than the 5566 concert or dota.

Shi~

2006-05-20T09:21:00.000-07:00

Disclaimer: This is going to be a super random entry as its author is currently in a state of physical and emotional fatigue.

Special note: Mr commenter, this entry is based on total randomness with no artificial elements added. Hopes it will bring a more fun-filled reading experience=P Whoa~ oh my gosh. I think am really mad; cant believe I wrote that previous sentence. Haha but it just came to me. Guess I am really worn out from today. I had been out from early morning till late night. We had such a horrible time trying to maneuver through the crowd during fantasia. With another 4 plus hours of standing, its pretty astonishing that my legs had not been corroded away by lactic acid.. (pardon me whoeva reading this. I think I am so lame.)

Just rather amazed by how my entries can result in so much comments. I wonder if that is good or bad. =S My feedback on the bombastic words section had already been dealt with that night. It is now time for the interesting comments about the cip involvement. To be very honest, I am not the right state of mind to process them now. There seemed to be so much points raised. And there are so much concerns racing through my brain--- schoolwork, classmates, friends, family and even future.

I am sick of my life. That’s the truth. When you are so tired most of the times that you do not have time to even express you thoughts properly. When you come home exhausted, they deliver the letter regarding their divorce, my custody straight to your face. And as usual, I am expected to translate every single word as if it does not concern me. How great. It makes the situation even more exciting when tension starts building up again resulting in a conversation of vindictive words and sarcastic comments. My nick is not to draw any attention or sympathy. In fact, I do not need any of them. It is just a reflection of how I feel. It is just an avenue for me to release the burgeoning pressure in me for I refuse to bother people by making them listen to me. Say I am stubborn, say I am silly. It is just me. I do not need comments on these. Many can never understand the kind of emotion roller coaster one has to go through in this complicated situation. Some more kind-hearted people will advice you to talk so that they can help, but they failed to notice that it takes a saint to resolve the problems. Other creatures who know nuts about you throw venomous comments based on the superficial things; how shallow. Both types of comments only make my life more miserable. Do not ask why. It just is.

Gosh. It is so random. I shall not waste your time by writing anymore of these nonsensical words. For those who persevered and read till now, I sincerely thank you for wasting five precious minutes of your life on me.

shi~

funtasia

2006-05-20T06:27:00.000-07:00

SS! omg! dis is damn freaky! i just read ur latest entry
n u know wat! tt day my class also stripped melvin!! melvin from my class.
haha. it was his birthday too!
PLUS we oso went toa payoh watch acjc vs hc.
in e end hc won oso.
but tt was for netball. not bball.
PLUS i oso met yanting there. omg la.
when i read ur entry, i thot i was hallucinating.
i thot i wrote it but forgot tt i did.
i was thinking... omg. how come someone just wrote down everything tt i wanted to write.
n EXACTLY IDENTICAL too.
haha... really FREAKY.

shi, as always, u make so much sense. too bad din get to meet u at funfair.
was in a rush anw.
sighs!
kk. so u guys all coming acco concert??
come k??? pls?
4 june
vch
5.30pm
12 bucks
=)

invitation to sleepover no 2 oso. during hols.
my house. =) but dunno whether wil be fun cos so few things to do here. actually nothing really...hmm...

ap...

2006-05-19T05:43:00.000-07:00

I was just reading a friend's blog who had commented about my blog entries in great details. In return for the special dedication to me, here is one inspired (not for) by you.

Despite the many who read blogs for pleasure and entertainment, there are few friends who will show care and thoughts about your entries. It was really heart warming to know that people do show concern. I do, at the same time, notice a trend; friends whom you spend most time with in school are ironically less sensitive towards your feeling while friends whom you meet up only once in while are more concerned about you.

Irony might be inappropriate. Paradox is a better word. Being in one of the top few junior colleges in Singapore, I have to admit most of my classmates and friends I made are intelligent, analytical, diligent and certainly muggish. Many are so caught up with the daily work and commitments that they become oblivious to their surroundings, friends and even family members. Coupled with the perpetual competitive race for the all-so-prestigious scholarships, tension sowed, selfishness grew and indifference bloomed. On the other hand, friends I made outside, some of which are the supposedly "not so smart" people stigmatized by the society (However, I prefer to use the word less academically inclined) really touches you at times. Their vocabulary might be primary school standard, actions not as refined, knowledge not as vast but the friendships they offer are just invaluable. Their humours words, dramatised actions and randomness of irrelavant comments can miraculously inject strength and motivation for one to persist on in darkest times in life.

As in all theories and societies, exceptions do arise. Rare breeds of friends who excel academically do present sincere and friendships. I do emphasize the word rare, limited and small in numbers. Therefore, I am thankful to be blessed with the owners of this blog, the commenter, khant and hopefully I can happily add on to this list soon.

Shi~

fun dae..

2006-05-19T03:20:00.000-07:00

haha... juz realise tml our class will be hiding in PH12 to wash the dirty dishes...oh god...wad a gd job yeo got for us... n she keep stressing service wif honour..haha... but thing we shall built class spirit by washing plates tgt...haha...

todae bio lect damn funny...n we were saying how loser qihan was..haha.. nvm...intersting though... then later after sch...the guys close the classroom door... n they strip melvin..haha..n we juz sang bdae song...haha...recentli our class hav a craze of stripping pple...so funny....once we sing bdae song then someone will "die"...haha...see no evil...

then later class go help yeo again for preparation or wad...after tt... we went toa payoh watch bball...HC vs AJ...haha... in the end HC won...so funny lah.. nvm...
n i saw yanting there oso...then later end le..while hc singing their sch song then we left..she shouted bye to me...haha...so...nvm..haha...then went home wif qh n ht...saw chengrong oso..

nvm.. i tell u on mrt so funny... ht n qh really really damn damn damn lame..was luffing thruout my journey home...oh god...so entertaining lah...then we talking bout gay camps...wadeva...so funny...nvm...n how crazy our class family tree was...wad yeo is our naima...aaron n wz our ancestor are the onli pure ones..then bcos they too smart...so in the end their offsprings all siao diao le..some is bi or wad..wadeva... even got s20 pple in our family tree..haha..

kk...funtasia tml...enjoy urselfs...while i wash plates in the lab...
ap.. look forward to seeing u...haha

ss

reflections

2006-05-17T06:20:00.000-07:00

My hectic schedule is slowly falling back to the monotonous routine of school work as my external CIP projects are coming to an end. It was a small scale event on Mothers' Day; without the typical publicity gimmicks of large-scale fund raising events. In fact, it was just sales on-the-spot at booths in shopping centers.

It was challenging to be doing it alone. There are trying times where I am struggling to catch up with my work. The stress was not from work alone. The disintegrating family, a life that was bleak with uncertainties and inadvertent comments which hurt me worsen the entire situation. The lack of support engulfed me with confusion and the pressure that came along was literally overwhelming. To top up everything, I was totally demoralized when friends back out on promises to help during the actual day. (I am not blaming anyone for I know everyone is caught up with their own life, own work and own commitments. If any one of you happened to pop by and so happen to be reading this entry which is highly un-impossible, thank you for making the cards!=))

To be particularly honest, I was guilty of regret and hesitant at a point in time---was worth it, I asked myself. However, not to let myself down or the person in charge down, I persisted. Skipping school to get work down, burning out most of my weekends for anyone but myself, embracing the unenthusiastic remarks stoically (well, I think I mentioned it to one friend though =P) and even tearing at night under the immense burdens upon my shoulders.

Now that I am relieved with most of the commitment, I start to reflect about the experiences through this whole process, in particular how I dealt with the stress. I was unaware my surroundings, my behaviours and attitude (forgive me if I had been weird or offended you in some way or another!); perhaps that is a reflex reaction to anxiety? Haha Just my theory again=P! Despite all the unhappiness, I have to admit I learnt a lot--- from myself, my abilities to mentality of other people. Also, I learnt the answer to the question I had questioned myself.

It is all worth it when you know that all the cards were sold. It is all worth it when you know you braved through all the obstacles, when the event ran smoothly and when your simple idea had helped to raise a 30 times profit; an extra income of $3000 from less than $100 injected. It might be a nominal amount to many, but it is a enormous sense of achievement for me!=P It is especially rewarding when your idea is being appreciated and even might be employed as an annual event in the future. The gratification, the smiles, the effort and even the tears had form part of the colourful pieces in my life. =) *Huge grins*

Shi~

pissed

2006-05-15T07:16:00.001-07:00

2dae damn pissed off wif my class..wad the hell..this cip is impt stuff lah..morning tok to class like tok to wall like tt...so noisy at first...think no one listening to me at all..then after tt oso no response at all...ual juz wan cip but dun wan to fu chu at all...then ask pple go for briefing also so diff..in the end i had to go myself(thanx ht for gg)..its like..wad the shit lah.. u guys busy or need to mug... but i need oso lah.. n i oso busy lah... co so busy pass few daes n weeks...dun hav time at all to even sleep.. its onli now tt i got a little more free time... then i oso carn hav tt time...wadeva shit n logic is tt... wait.. i m not blaming anyone anyway..esp those wif cca.. i m juz so damn pissed of wif myself..wad a failure i m..

then i n bio prac after lunch..think i lack of sleep until i slept wif my eyes open..so pro...think i was hallucinating..i tot i wrote something on my notes..can even "see" myself writing... but in the end after i more awake..check my notes.. it was empty.. oh god...

todae is juz sucky 4 me...

ss

blogging

2006-05-14T07:42:00.000-07:00

shi.
wat u said totally makes so much sense.
most pple arent interested in daily ramblings about how e day went or wat u did...
or wat time u woke up...
or wat u ate for breakfast... blah blah blah...
its usually blogs tt bring up interesting issues n are controversial tt attract e most attention
those are e blogs tt pple actually WANT to read

still, for us, its a way to keep in contact (yes esp cos of dis girl in diff sch haha)
we just write stuff tt is happening ard us to keep in contact wif one another
n at least i know wats happening wif u guys.
makes me feel beta... nt so far away...
n it doesnt hafta involve personal thots either.
we just say stuff tt happened, n seeing how well we know each other, i m sure we can infer... haha.
blogs r nt all bad after all (hmmm i tink i was e most unsupportive of this idea n i m saying this now??!! lol)

as for pple reading e blog...
i m sure everyone will hav thots on it. i mean, hell, even i find my blog entries childish when i read back on them.
but so wat.
tts exactly wat i wanted to write at tt moment.
its exactly wat i wanted to say... to tell u guys... to feel beta. so who's to judge? i just dun care anymore.
pple who read bout sad stuff n laugh... wat can i say...
i guess "hate" or "not liking" is still definitely beta than indifference.
i mean, if enemies actually bother to come to ur blog n read wats happening, they ARE rather caring enemies arent they? (haha. caring enemies. wat a paradox)
they took e time to click on e add to see how u r doing! wow! so honoured!
haha. i m learning to be sooo thick-skinned nowadays.

dwindling entries...
it doesnt really matter i guess.
just come over n leave a msg once in a while.
if not, as long as we stil meet up, n have our super fun super funny lame-ing sessions, everything will be fine.
i love you guys anw. so we wil still kbox wif or wifout supersupernova. lol.

yea. i rambled on for too long.
few wld have made it til this last sentence.
n it mite have not made sense or seemed childish... but...
its just for us.
just us.

iPing
xxxx

withdrawal symptoms

2006-05-13T23:30:00.000-07:00

just realised tt alot of pple is sufferring fr withdrawal symptoms...not juz me..

think i really miss njco..tok to alot of pple..
alot of us will miss co despite how much we dread prac last time...
it sounds weird but its true...when there is prac..u dread n even find ways to pon... now tt everything has ended..u suddenli feel like having pracs... yep..me n ht are act thinking of gg for pracs...though it will look weird...

i dunno bout others..but for me...its like.. i hav been in co for 9 years le...can u imagine..9 long years..when will b the nxt time i m in co again.. when will be the nxt time i touch my hu n be in dazu again...ahh...suddenli i feel lost...abandoned n wadeva...

in my years in co.. i hav to admit tt njco has brought me alot of memories...its diff fr nhco..cos..i dunno..nhco..everyone is so innocent...we juz go for pracs outings n everything..yah..oso for ndp....n me the loanshark chasing pple for money...miss guo lao shi..memorable...but less impactful... as in.. i dun really suffer fr withdrawal symptoms back then..

njco..though it has not always been happy for me.. wif all the stupid stuff happening in between..making the whole section so unbonded... but still.. i juz feel more attached to njco..mayb as u grow up.. u feel more n think more..

i m thinking alot bout co these few daes...so distracting..wanted to pia my tons of hw..but alwaes distracted...thinking of how it started..how my section dwindled.. how the frens i made esp in 1st 3 months left one by one.. from ll to sy..eunice retired..even ht left..but luckily she came back..tt period when no one was there except pl..i was so depressed..feel like quitting so much... but i feel lucky tt i nv quit..cos if i quit i would nv hav known the bunch of great frens..

think mayb..its not juz the co..n the music tt i missed... but more of frens bah..the crapping n talking..n discussing.. n the pon club..haha...

sometimes...i really suspect...problems will juz make everything more memorable... n bring pple tgt.. haha...mayb becos nhco not much prob and tts y its less impactful? haha...

may i get over this period asap...

n tt i shall TRY.. n i mean T-R-Y to pia my hw now..b4 my teachers start chasing me wif a knife.. though i hav to admit...sometimes the teachers juz dun care bout me.. haha..i can sleep n yeo wun nag at me.. n teachers like teai wun check my tutorials.. but still.. i wan to b a guai kia..haha..

n shi..noe u veh stressed now...relax..
we love u...rmb..u still hav us to turn to when u r lost..

lastly..NJCO rox..

ss

blogs

2006-05-13T20:14:00.000-07:00

Living in a world of increasing isolation between individuals due to advancement in communication technology, blogging is an avenue where one can express his or her thoughts. It is also a way where friends who seldom get to meet keep in touch and update each other. (Like us) However, I realised that blogs might not be such a apt tool for expressions. Iping once told me, when people blog they tend to exaggerate events, feelings and emotions. A random mood swing can just mutate into depression and in some extreme cases, suicidal. In other cases, i witnessed vindictive comments passed in a fit of anger. And the "victim" would often return their version of angry rebuttals. So i wonder, what is the point of blogging? To scold? To criticise? To seek attention? To gain sympathy? As a result, you will observe the palpable dwindling entries from me. I begin to understand that no one will be interested in the blabbering about your monotonous humdrums of daily routines or what you bought from shopping with your best friends today.

All humans are so. They crave for dramatization. Every time when car accidents occur, the traffic jams which results even after the crashed cars had been moved to the sides are perfect illustrations of the human's ugly nature. It might be disheartening to some of the more kind natured ones who are reading this entry. Or perhaps, you might feel that my statements are just generalisation. Yes. They are generalisation. I am sure there are some people who slowed down their cars because they were wondering if there was anything they could help. However, I would just like to ask, how many are those some; or i should say how little. That might be one reason for all the exaggeration in blog entries; to draw more attention.

As more and more people learn about this blog, I becoming increasingly uncomfortable in posting personal feelings and expressing my thoughts, in fear that they would find me parochial or even immature. Even more so, I detest the mere thought that people might be deriving pleasure from my miseries. The idea of some stranger knowing about my feelings, my difficulties and even my life; or at least part of them proved to be too overwhelming.

I may sound reprimanding in my words. Rest assured, they are just comments arising from what i have seen through the course of my life. I, myself, am guilty of taking extra interest in the challenges and difficulties of others at times. To me, it is just human. There is no right and wrong in having interest in these lurid contents. We are brought up this way due to the environment and the society. Few can resist the temptations. Those who did not succumb are the minority possessing extraordinary power of self-control.

Hope this short entry had brought you a few minutes of entertainment and most importantly set you thinking----- Why are you reading this blog/entry?(for non-owners of blog)

shi~

2006-05-11T18:13:00.000-07:00

yest concert...was ok...quite short...everything like pass so fast... now the feeling is slowly setting in..its my last performance..its my last co prac or wad...for the rest of my life..oh god...
thanx alot for those hu came...

alot of memories wif njco...whether they are the great ones or the bad ones...they still make up a large part in my life.. in my jc life...i m sure cca is one of the thing i hav most memories of..but of cos..i love my class too...
joined co in j1 right fr the start...had mahjong sessions all the time...n tts when i learned mahjong..one of the most happy daes in my life..great frens..great way to start a jc life...then of cos...came the conflicts n problems...which really saddened me n bothered me alot...n until now...some still exists...for tt period of time..no one will understand wad i feel..even until now no one will understand...but of cos..its these things tt allowed me to rmb njco so much..
j2 years..ignored the probs..made alot of gd frens..haha...but must sadly sae..like all rv de..haha..juz kidding..but they really veh nice..its like they are really pple u can tok to..n its becos of them then i din regret joining co...given tt depressed period in j1...

thanx pple for making my daes in njco worthwhile.. peilin hsiutzu xiumin ziping cherie..n everyone else tt i nv mention...n of cos to my juniors..lynette beeying.. slyvia..n others..cont to jiayouz..i m sure u guys will hav a better memory wif a more bonded co..

will miss njco...retiring retiring retired...

ss

random

2006-05-09T05:19:00.000-07:00

life is such a routine

mug
dozing off
mug
rushing work
mug
mug
and mug

people are scary creatures

tension
conflicts
unhappiness
jus builds up like tt

jus some words
some actions

can strain friendships

sometimes..
even break it

i m jus so glad to have u all
no tension
no misunderstandings
no hard feelings

its jus the crappy crappings
lame laming sessions once in an eternity

yet they are so true

sincere laughters
and smiles from the heaartsss

luv u all!=)

shi~

depressed

2006-05-06T05:57:00.000-07:00

i m ok...but pple around me are not...

recently alot of my frens ard me all veh bad mood..depressed..got alot prob...in other words...they are juz not ok...not juz the normal sad..
some r sad..some r depressed..n the prob is..they are the frens who i m more close to...i m helpless..i dunno wad to do.. i m lost..

xm..its not ur fault..dun blame urself le..u really veh nice..dun alwaes blame urself..
oinkx..giv u a big big hug.. n hope u get over it n stay happy..
ht..u nv sae anything..but i noe u r not ok...not urself in co todae..was so worried for u..

ao wk wz...n to whoeva is sad..
pls cheer up...

ss

back...

2006-05-05T02:12:00.000-07:00

yesh.. i m back...

this week hav been veh tiring..co prac n everything...n nxt week too.... sat general elections.. but i still need go sch for co..wad the...nvm..
tml is aarons n jerrys bdae....so class intend to go visit jerry in afternn tml cos he got rash..nv come sch alot of daes...then at night makan tgt celebrate aarons bdae...but..like alot of pple not free...nvm...i can onli go after co bah...

i m ok lah..dun worry..juz veh tired cos i sleep veh litttle everydae..
so funny..todae i was telling my gp teacher tt she should feel honoured cos i sleep for all tutorials n lect except during gp...though there are exceptions sometimes...
then she sae sometimes she suspect whether i m there though my body is there...esp during fri double gp after lunch..then like wan to kill me...haha...so funny.. love gp lessons...love my gp teacher....but not gp..its a diff thing.. haha...

next week evrydae got co...die...EVERYDAE till 8... i seriously in lack of sleep le...then still...haiz...dunno lah...
stressed n pissed wif myself recently...feel so stupid or wad...veh unproductive oso.. i dun care..i shall slack todae..giv myself a break b4 i burst.. i m really back to my introverted self le...esp in class? i dunno...its like...nvm..
this will b my last few co prac le..so yah.. will go for everything lah...giv my best... but..sometimes...there is a limit.. n i m not happy hows things work n is gg on..but i m really in no position to do anything... hope everything will b fine.. n tt concert will b a success...

oinkx...cheer up...

ss

blar

2006-05-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

had been eating alot these few days

subconciously

but no matter how much i consume

it doesnt seem to help in reliving my stress=(

blar.

need to seek for other outlets i guess

jus a random entry

pardon me

shi~

updates

2006-04-30T05:50:00.000-07:00

hey y'all! so long since i last blogged.
anw. nth much to say. just tt its so nice to see u all so happy!
yup! ss... tt thing seems damn tiring. i wont be able to take it.
haha.n dun worry bout e concert.
ahem. if u dun dare ask ur class... i tink i wun dare ask u all go for mine oso! haha!
some more more ex =x
yeah.
been slacking a lot.
fri had sji (senior-junior interaction)
sat went nite safari with class. tiring but fun.
n i guess e class is bonding SLIGHTLY beta. a bit late in e year yar. but stil good!
feel bad not doing work for soooo super long. shall make sure i use labour day finish my tons of homework!
yup. sy ss all e best for concert! will see u'all then!

wif love
ahaha
ap...
=)

updatezzz

2006-04-30T02:23:00.000-07:00

haha..ok...veh long nv blog le...

yest..napfa...i fail SBJ...again..haha...i hate it...nvm...not as lucky as sl can go out makan...
i got co camp after tt..after gg bathe wif my fren.. had to makan the camp food provided...then after tt had to go co for xiaozu...later went lt5 for dazu...quite slack actually...
then i left at 5... I STRESS>>> I NEVER PON...haha...cos my fren pon n left wif me..so i think other pple think we pon tgt...but.. i really got something on..went to pray.. i tell ual.. tt nite i so damn tired after everything...then still go clementi..start fr 7pm till ard 9.30... pray on the road surrounding temple...u noe black black road...haiz...veh pain..esp when u r bare footed n bare hand..omg..damn pain lah..had to keep psycoing myself to cont..after tt my knee so damn red n even blue black... luckily todae better le..if not...i oso dunno how..still pain leh..esp when i touch...ahh...but... i m not complaining...as in i m juz lao dao-ing.. haha..

act recentli i in veh gd mood...dun ask me y...haha.. i oso dunno...think is becos i want to b happy..as in...no pt being sad when u can b happy...rite? so i juz keep telling myself i m happy..n tadaa.. i m happy..haha...ok lah..of cos..this muz partially b true cos i hav not much probs recently...as in..yes.. i hav tons of undone tutorials n hw...though i veh not happy when pple keep saying i finish tutorial when i haven...sae i m mugger or wad..becos i seriously hav not n m not .. sometimes i m juz too sian n sick of telling them tt or denying...so i juz heck them..let them sae.. i m sick of rebutting them...n now they keep calling me top student or wadeva..ahh.. i dun like it..it givs me stress..as in..none in my class wun call me tt cos all of them noe tt tis is not true...cos everyone in my class isso damn zai...but... nvm... haiz...but other then this..i think everything is generally fine..haha..i love my class n everyone now..esp u guys..haha...wadeva...

anywae...i really think co veh slack..not like last year...as in dun sae SYF..but we oso train veh hard for concert...mayb cos its at SCH..now is in lt5..i really can see the training veh slack.. tix sales now like 10% onli...so pathetic..mayb its becos we dun train as much n as had..tts y we dun feel anything...tts y we r not enthu? i dunno...this type of things not veh safe to sae here...

i juz dun feel as much for co..as in..dun feel as much as wad i tot i should..nvm... oso dunno wad i m toking about...think co now is really...haiz...gg to kua soon..no one can save it...i really hope things can get better.. so tt i will hav no regrets joining it...i dunno...other then the bunch of great frens i hav made...wad else hav i got...mayb..i should console myself tt knowing them is already worth everything le... n so i should not hav any regrets le...

ok..concert coming soon...hope tt everyting will turn out fine..and tt co will b more bonded..

i dun really dare to sell tix to my class pple now...after watching aristal..which is of so high standard...and at ucc... ask them to go for a co concert at lt5 for $8? i dun dare...

ap..look forward to seeing u soon...haha

saturdae of events

2006-04-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

some random photos

warning: be prepared to see more of these rubbish

i m just too bored from studying:P

blar

***

something interestin

napfa!!
lucikly i passed
phew
i dun understand y moe wants to rasie the standard for the gerls
made me so scared
i din wanna go for pe remedial..
left 2.4 run onli jus a D can le i m easily contented:P

went to Bukit Timah food centre after napfa
whoa~
had a spread of
fried kway teow,
hokkien mee,
carrot cake,
suagarcane drink and
beancurd tang yuan for dessert.
strongly recommend the beancurd...
very nice..
the beancurd was so smooth
tang yuan was so tasty
yum yum!
=P

super full. and every one spent about 4bucks oni lo. so cheap

the heavenly beancurd tang yuan!=)

time to earn some money....

10 yrs from now..

i dun really need alot..
i jus need to blackmail 1million from each of them
that would be enuf for mi...:P

tho i think they can blackmail jul and mi for more with this!

photo of the day!=P *so malu.. but quite funnie la*

entertainment value: 100%
lameness indicator: 99.9%
ugliness: infinity ~

*for the entertainment of all xiang qin fu lao..
i "sacifice small me to complete big me" na~:P*

*big round of appluase*

shi~

busy

2006-04-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

so much happened the whole week that i dun even know where to start blogging

so just let photos do the job:P

helping out at HWA roadshow

outings with maldivians and cambodians

no mood to mug..

simply love u gerls!:P

BBQ nite ...

much more events
lazy to post le:P

work undone
projects clashes like no one's business
lagging behide in tutorials
sleeping in class
stressed
tired
shag
ponning school to finish work

but...

i m generalli ...

HAPPY!=)

shi~

aristal

2006-04-21T09:54:00.000-07:00

woohoo....haha....its 1am now...haha...sort of juz reach home n bathe...
aristal rox man...so damn nice...think its too short le...n almost my whole class went to support the 6 dancers in our class...so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so...aristal ended at ard 10...my class pple decided to wait for the performers until 10.30+...to take fotos and hug them..haha...
then go clementi for supper..then yep...here i m now...haha...

yay...love my class...
05s16 rox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kk...go sleep le..its raining now....so nice to sleep..haha

ss

:)

2006-04-21T09:03:00.000-07:00

Went to watch aristal, was very impressed by all dances esp chinese dance guys performance. Enjoyed everything! too bad didnt get to congratulate my classmate for her performance.
now very tired... nitez!
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a new start

2006-04-20T05:42:00.000-07:00

i giv up...i m sick n tired of everything..
hav decide to start afresh.. i dun wan care bout wad happen last time le...
its a new chapter... a new beginning for me...
i hav decided...

ss

happy birthday sy!

2006-04-20T03:44:00.000-07:00

happy belated birthday sy!
sry! late! cos din hav time to come online n blog. =x
anws, here's ur late bd wishes.
may u b happy thruout e yr... achieve wat u wan... n stop waving ur hands so much. =p
continue wif ur cliched-ness! =)

hmmm shi thx for e photos!
ss. i m getting sian-er n sian-er by e days. =x wa. ap is sooo un-interesting! haha. nvm. shall desert my talking skills for e moment.
cl. hope orion belt's not there! die! i tink having one on e nose soon!!! E WORSE KIND!!! haha
ooh i got band 2 for pw btw. not bad lah. considering e countless times we played bridge when we were supposed to be doing work. yup.

take care pple!
ap...

2006-04-14T20:43:00.000-07:00

yep..outing yest was fun...though i can see everyone quite tired act...haha...

cl... glad to see tt u were urself again yest...crappy n happy...cos previously saw u in sch u were like so stressed..n i was like...dunno wad to do..as in..nvm...juz glad tt u r happy...rmb to relax urself...dun b as pessimistic as last time...remember the orion belt? dun let it form k?

shi... ok..haha..my junior wore almost the same skirt as u...ah... muz like tt shirt we buy k? though its like such a belated bdae present...n yah...hope ur funny spots on ur face disappear soon..n return u ur white white face..

asy.. u hoh...will nv understand how cg feels.haha...u've been lucky thru out ur life..to hav a bunch of great frens around u.. nvm..hope u found ur shirt n pants todae...if not u still need go back bugis to get tt minnie pants...haha...

ap...aka cg2..yep...lets hold on till the end of this year..realised we always feel the same..rmb the dreams? the feelings...n now the cg-ness...nvm..we will survive.. yep.. i m glad tt they r in same sch as me...but dun worry...we will still b wif u though not in same sch.. dun feel too stressed..as in..sometimes u do need to relax...it may b diff to find real true n gd frens now le..but..juz dun isolate urself.. we still need frens n support to survive... jiayouz...

ok peepz...tc n hope we meet up soon again...
luv u guys...
ss

2006-04-14T05:15:00.000-07:00

great meeting u guys today.

shi! thx a billion for e nice souvenirs. esp e SUPER NICE WHITE seashell!! yay! haha.

cl! e orion line! (is tt how u spell???) haha. we are plagued with e same disease. n at e same area too. it will heal soon. no worries. =)

sy! wat a horrific time in e toilet. =x hope u have e time to go shopping soon.

ss. dearest cg1, e more i tink bout it, AND reading ur previous post, just wanna say a GIANT SIGHS. i totally suck at those same skills too. TOTALLY. just so damn bad. i shld just keep to myself forever. its easier. shall just banish myself to e library. nobody will realise anyway. just like wat u said, nobody will notice so nobody wil care. at least u have us (minus me) in sch. i m just really CG. oh well, tt being said, at least we agree tt everything is ending soon. so try not to care. hang on! ok. shld not sound so depressing. yay! we went out today! (just to end on a lighter note) everything will be fine in e end. =)

ap...

::added on::
feel quite alone.n stressed.haha
tts e worse combi ever!

me...

2006-04-13T20:06:00.000-07:00

i think i m gg crazy soon..
i m not handling pple relations well...
n hate it when i hav no idea how to continue on fr the pt i m left behind...
mayb...
i should juz disappear..
n my probs will disappear...

ss

Long time no blog..

2006-04-12T05:17:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl! ahaahaha...
Life's been okay~ although very dissapointed with my ct results esp physics!!! haha but must look forward! Yep yep, ap lets work tgt!
Ss, dun worry i understand how u feel. Everyone has different targets and its ok for u to feel sad. Well, reach ur target nxt time. U can do it! Very appreciate ur help during the mugging period for ct. Thanx!!!!
Shi, hang on hang on! haha. Go for a scholarship if u really want and i am sure it will make ur life better! oh yes remember to apply cream everyday!
Ap, haha i think i can make it this fri. but will be late haha. aja aja! pass u the funtasia tics on fri.
Bb, I have nothing to say. bleah!

for the wrong reason

2006-04-10T09:08:00.000-07:00

mugging

a sudden urge of motivation to study

but for the wrong reasons

to break away

from the obligations

from this house

this family

this situtation

its so sickening

so tiring

i did nth wrong to deserve all these

but tt's the fact of life

u suffer for wat they did

there is no way to run

but i m selfish

am i?

i dun wanna b trapped

y shd i b in this vicious cycle?

the only way i can break free...

to move away

the only way...

to get overseas scholarship

i dunnoe..

if i m selfish to

run away

but i realli cannot take it much more

i doubt anyone understands

shi`

lost

2006-04-10T05:12:00.000-07:00

i m back...after finishing 2 trial spa skill a 4 chem n bio...

ok...i feel lost...
i really dunno how to describe this feeling...as in...sometimes blogs are not a veh gd way of expressing..unless no one noe ur add....cannot type too many things here...
i hav lost my identity? i dunno wad tt should mean...but...(nope..my ic still safely in my wallet)..

many pple think i m happy wif my jc life...i love my family...my results though not fabulous...but at least they are ok...except 4 gp as usual...i hav u guys though they may not noe..eh.. i seem to b veh frenli...god alot of frens...as wad my frens always sae... ok..i admit.. i happy wif my large circle of frens..as in..i really see alot of pple i noe everywhere..so is like i always saying hi bye hi bye everywhere..but seriously...how many noe me well... i dunno...mayb its still becos of the pri sch incident?...wheneva i need someone..i juz carn seem to find the rite person..i dunno y i suddenli got this feeling..no...i m ok now...juz mayb i suddenli think too mch le...i dunno...this type of feeling juz comes...as in...i m realli glad tt i hav u guys to really tok to...but other then u guys..i really hav no one else le...ok... eh..mayb a few..n really...only A FEW..more of co peepz bah..mayb becos more same frequency..but of cos not all tt i seem close to in co is of same frequency as me...some hu i may seem close to is act veh veh diff frequency fr me..but i can still tok to them...make them happy..i dunno lah..tts y i feel so lost..i shall not sae...but seriously not alot of pple i can tok to...n i really dun like it when....................
nvm..i really juz carn sae it here..i realised its really veh hard to find frens like u guys le.. i dunno... it really seems so diff... n i m seriousli tired of trying le... wo zhen de lei le... mayb i should juz return to my introverted self... n be happy wif my life...love u guys... be happy wif my large circle of hi bye frens...n act cheerful like wad i hav been doing... hiding all my true feelings fr everyone...putting on a mask wherever i go... whenever i tok to pple... pretend to b happy n contented wif my life..pretend i hav no troubles..n juz be a facko in other words...should i?

nvm.. ok..haha.. i shall return to a happy mode..n like wad i told sy.. i having split personality le lah...haha...returning to my haha-ing ways...stay happy... haha... ok...some pig has decided to break her promise again...not gg to trust her anymore...haha... stupid pig.. always bangseh me...
ok...co this wed...hope it will b fine... n i wun die so fast..

tc n love u guys... cya veh soon...
ss

..

2006-04-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

ok pple...haha...
so outing gd fri afternn k? start planning b4 i spam u guys again...
ok...act cannot spam oso...cos i really dunno wad happen...crap alot wif msg..now oso like exceeding le..omg...1100 still exceed...i really carn believe myself...to think i could still use my stupid prepaid card last time when 1 sms cos 0.05cents....din noe how i survive last time..haha...

ok...as usual... i failed my GP again...haiz..as in..n quite bad oso..i shall not elaborate...its juz another black spot on my result slip agai n again...shit me...juz hope not 1 percentile...n my chem...juz half more mark n i will get... argh...haha...now my chem is another blackspot...haha...shall try to erase it...

nvm...juz sian n pissed by something on thurs fri n sat...shall not elabrate..u guys should all noe...ap.. i shall update u on fri...or rather we will update u...

tc...
ss

good friday

2006-04-07T05:34:00.000-07:00

hey!
gg out on gd fri...i dunno...
mite get in e way of my extremely busy n packed mugging schedule...
ah forget it. who m i kidding???
wld give up anything to see u guys! haha!
but of cos, as e name suggests, gotta go church tt day.
afternoon shld be free tho.
oh ya but mite rain tt day. =p
aja aja fighting!!! (tho my fighting spirit is slowly dwindling every single day)

ps to LordOfTheCool: u guys are just too CREATIVE n CUNNING
(n youshldknow which word refers to who)
x)

ap...

2006-04-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

hey
long time no blog..
miss mi??
had been real busy recently
dun even know how everyone had been..

hope everyone's fine=))

well...
results
it depends on how u c it
they can represent how much you knoe
how smart r u
how much u mugged
how lucky u r
they can b wat u live for
wat u think abt
wat u worry everydae
wat u compare

they can also be
some letters

to mi
its impt
coz we r students
its our responsibility
but results are not everything
and definitely not the most impt thing on earth

if u do well this time
congrats=))
if u slipped in one of the subject
smiles
coz u din flop the rest
if u din do well overall
learn from your mistakes and move on

obviously..
i deproved la
expected..

but i m satisfied

tts all i shall comment abt ct le

now for the more exciting event

r u all freee on good fri????!!!

lets meet up!!!

sooo long neva catch up le

nan de got a public hol

well i knoe some might not b free

so plz let everyone know if u r free on tt day asap ya?

take care lotsss

lovessss

shi~

...

2006-04-05T02:38:00.000-07:00

hey pple..ok..generally noe all our results le...for those hu failed...jiayouz bah...dun feel too sad k? n pls..dun compare anything k? juz try ur best...n we can all do it de...yep... cl..relax k...sick then muz rest...n pls hor...dun too stress...do well next time..like wad my teacher sae...juz work hard...dun peak now...peak when u reach prelims and a levels....

juz to update...i happy wif results bah...except for chem..as in.. nvm..suan le...i sorta expected it cos i no time study my physical chem...i shall let this pass.. some unexpected things happened..haha..n i m quite shock...but...haha...ok...generally... great!!! as usual...gp...haha...failed compre...compo...haven get back..but i wun b shock if i fail...haha...i m used to it le...

was actually depressed in morning when i knew my chem results in the second period...juz din wan to show it cos sometimes pple wun understand...tried to stay happy in class...but really quite diff...whenever i stop trying to smile n crap to pple...i was act really veh disappointed..i was like...so dejected...but i cannot sae anything rite? as in...no one will understand wad i feel..n there is no one i can really tok to in class at tt time...i noe others may ting i siao..n tt i should b satisfied le n not complain le..but sometimes things are juz diff...i noe this sounds absurd..but tts true...

i hav been living in pple's (u guys should noe) shadow since young...it isnt veh great when everything u hav achieved...though being better.. is being downgraded n not given the due credit...except for saying i m juz lucky.. i m not demanding anything...but..nvm...tts wad i experienced...n its onli until recentli tt i m out of it... n i m determined to stay out of it for the rest of my life..
now...i noe pple may sae i expect too much...like veh proud...but...imagine urself in my shoes...n u will b like me...or feel like me..trying veh hard to prove myself..n to prove all of them wrong..tt i m not juz a shadow.. n tt i can hav my own achievements..or mayb...still no one will understand...but hu cares...i dun care le...onli those hu really understand me understand me...ok...dunno wad i m crapping...

oinkx...i shall stay happy...

tc n love u guys...
ss

epps...

2006-04-04T07:54:00.001-07:00

ok...
ehh...juz sae tt my class damn slow or wad...but we onli got back math n phy...eh...so far so gd...but tts becos the worse has not arrived..like...bio n gp...shit..haha...like wad i said...haha..shall sae when all my results out....like wad i told my mom...i will onli tell her the results when i get all back..though i noe some le...so tt can neutralise the bad ones...haha... n my mum juz sae ok n laugh...so funny...act she not interested n my results at all lah...haha

busy this few daes...ok...though i m generally quite happy wif the situation n things around me...but i damn busy...co on mon n tues...gg die....chem s n phy s test on thurs...shitty.. i shall survive..hey...for the rest of ual...fail cts suan le...most impt is to cont jiayouz...n yep...will try to help if possible...

shall update soon...
tc...

ss

aja aja fighting!

2006-04-03T05:55:00.000-07:00

haha! cl! just wanted to say this!
2-sub failers r gonna work hard tgt yar.

tired. but stil TRYING not to slack.

aja aja fighting!!! (sounds quite cool =p)

ap...

april fool

2006-04-01T16:42:00.000-08:00

haha! lucky my fren sent me alr. ALMOST got tricked but i decided to check e time he sent...so...
didnt get tricked by cl too. yay! haha.

overall failed 2 subjects. gp failed too.
so with new determination, gonna MUG!!!
yup. no more slacking. =)

ap...

April................................FOOL

2006-04-01T07:00:00.000-08:00

haha almost got fooled by sy...
Jus to apologise to those who got tricked by me hee! sorry! Nxt time something urgent crop up must call okay? haha...
1 week of enrichment end alreadi... It's time to mug mug mug! aja aja!

cl

bah bah

2006-03-31T06:42:00.000-08:00

soo sick

bah bah

sian

but nvm

when for beer making todae

whoa~~
fun...

had free flow of beer..
and the ppl in my class got so high..
and small got sooooooo high and red!!
it was real real red!!!
shall post photos next time..

i m sneezing
and tired

shi~

me...

2006-03-29T20:25:00.001-08:00

kk..some class pics taken on mon during enrichment...went southern island..

and...

ok...to answer y i not gg jap...though i noe is a veh nan2 de2 experience n chance...

first n oso most impt reason...alot of my gd frens nv go...except sy n cherie...but...they not in my section mah...so..act tt doesnt matter but...as in pple like pl xm zp all not gg..then quite sian diao cos those whom i m closer to nv go...then go le also no pt..will b veh sian de..

second...i hav to admit tt i need to mug loh...as in i wun mug for whole month..but i really need 1-2weeks to totally slack n relax n stone n wadeva..juz not do anything first b4 i can start mugging...so..if go jap..i will not hav this stone period then i will not mug... or i will need another week to stone...which means i left one week to mug onli..n mum doesnt wan me to go oso...sae i will regret gg...

thirdly..is really becos the trip is not veh cheap..is ard $2000 lah..even my mum sae is ex...as in if so many pple..y carn it b cheaper..my mum sae u go urself oso ard this price...as in tho the cost not really a veh big prob for me.. but she dunwan me go..she sae we can go anytime we wan..so its like it will not b wasted if i nv go jap cos i can go wheneva i wan...

forth...is still becos veh little pple gg...esp those hu i m close to...

anyway...ting they sae jap trip may kanna cancelled cos too little pple le...as in...act i oso predicted it loh...so many pple i ask not gg...n j2 is like so little...the most is depend on j1s ips n alumni...but like quite stupid lah...and even if jap trip is still on n i nv go...i wun really regret alot...unless all my other frens gg...

ok...eh...shall cont crapping here since i dunneed go sch todae...
this week enrichment week...manage to leave this dae free...wanted to play mahjong...but everyone seems busy...
stupid sch...dunno giv enrichment week for wad...as in...enrichment is rite after ct so tt we can rest or wad...then y put so many quiz n e lectures or wadsoeva...so stupid lah...
evrydae go home so late after enrichment...veh tired jiu sleep le...where got time do all these...

ss

short update

2006-03-27T05:07:00.000-08:00

hey! sry haven been updating for sooo long.
just bought a new laptop cos old one crashed while doing work halfway. [cl! sy! tt means tt i can finally maple wifout any lag. no more 1 screen per second. no more pple scolding me during partying. no more jumping in e air to you. haha sims 2 oso!!! haha but i wont corrupt my laptop wif maple lah. so nt worth it. haven touched it since sch opened. congratulate me =) ]

kk shi welcome back! sooo sry drag ur birthday til now. hope can meet up soon. maldives seems sooo fun n great for u. worthwhile experience indeed yar? =)

i just realised acco concert u all going japan!!! ss sy!!! how can like tt??! i go support u all. n den left poor ol' me in sg... while u all nt here. ah... haha nvm lah. i will stil keep tt date busy 11 may yar? ;) oh btw my fren's cousin in njco. n ss, she wanna meet u after e great intro i gave bout how funny n lame u are. =p

oh n cl, wat a sms u sent me. i laughed out loud lah. opposition??!! haha! u gotta have great eyesight to see him! he is soooo..... really like opposition lah, actually. =p

kk. basically was just msgs to u guys. update bout myself: gt 3 results back n failed 2. ah. nvm. cant complain. at least didnt fail all. haha.

take care u all! hope to see u all soon!

iPing
xxx

episode 2

2006-03-27T04:00:00.000-08:00

wheee the 2nd episode of my maldives trip

we were welcomed by dances by the kids

and some traditional dance

show case of some things they do...

more...

guys joining their dance..
interesting

a visit to the place where we have our 4 meals daily..
v nice hor
they reali served good food everydae
*feels guilty*

ok todae's internet speed is soooo slow

its taking foreva to load the pics

shall edit asap

shi~

whee

2006-03-27T01:27:00.000-08:00

finally...

my ct is over!

=)))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

and i can blog without guilt!!

tho i knoe for sure i will do super badly

taking maths alone was interesting
took it in a room in the library
sooooo cool
nearly froze to death=(

maths was so sickening
i wanted so much to give up till then end of it
kept thinking y haven the teacher come n collect my horrible paper yet
think she will just die from marking them
actualli not realli,,
its all blanks
shd b relatively easy to just place a big fat zero there

last 5 mins
teacher walked in
[mi] ms sim jus collect la.. i dunnoe how to do
[ms sim] just try la
[mi] i dunnoe how to do
[ms sim] let mi see this stack first
*removes my ans leaving the piece tt i was working on with mi*
and...
started marking rite infront of mi!!!!!

after marking 2 qns.. while i tried to do sumthing in the last 5 mins
[ms sim] u very careless ar

piang!!!~~~
sadist man:P

***

whoa~~
as i was waiting with cnd for our activities to start
i met up with 2 friends i know from maldives trip
and called one of the maldivans=)))

*his name is illey*

quite happy=)))

then went for the talked
one was how to write personal statement
the lady from UK was like promoting her sch
warwick..
realli not bad sia
facilities and courses
much more varieties as compared to Sg
its realli worthwhile to consider going oveseas if u get the chance..

then the lingerie talk
nth much la
basically selling their stuff in the end..

as i was going home..
i had 2 unknown missed calls from maldives
*fell asleep on bus as usual*
reached home

returned call

one of them was a gerl i know from maldives
Ashiyath...
glad that she rmbed moi!=))

another guy
dunnoe hu
his name doesnt even ring a bell
blar
jus talked abit
hurry hang up
think my phone bill explode le=(
but nvm
haha
maldivans are too nice to resist:P

***

wheee

tml got adventure education
then got NUS collect my cert
then meet frends from maldives to develop photos
whoa~
busy dae..

sleepy now
shall cont blogging abt my maldives trip later:P

seriously i think i m the onli official blogger la
the 4 of ya r like guest bloggers
tsk tsk
:P

shi~

bdae celebration

2006-03-25T06:34:00.000-08:00

fridae...

went out with my jc clique tt day..
to celebrate mi n small's bdae=))
in order to buy bdae pressie for mi n small
la, jo and jul went off first
leaving cnd, lt, mi to wait for small

then we went to went centrepoint's tcc..

and waited n waited n waited for the rest of the 3 of them
so in the mean time...
we took some random photos!

small, moi, cnd, ting..
ting realli dunnoe how to zipai..
her own face cut off..:P

cnd more pro!!

gui lianzzz

the artistic background with 3 extras:P

mi slacking at one side

the rest of the 3 still zi lianing
*tsk tsk*:P

take till we sian le..

then started toking abt ghosts stories
freaky man.. the stories tt cnd told...:S
then the rest of the 3 of them came n appeared from MY back
wa seh!
i totally freaked out la!!
scary sia...=(

yeah finally proper

grp photos!

then they said cant get my pressie coz shop not open
of coz moi innocent n nice believed them
makaning halfway i went toliet..
when i came back..
jul lend part of her jacket to moi..
coz v cold
small was looking at her pressie..
then i joined in
[gerls] y u c small got pressie neva ask where is urs?
[mi] huh.. thought u all din manage to buy it?
[mi] *looked at la.. the worst cheater ard:P*
conculsion they bought it
[mi] where is it ?
[gerls] la.. v lousy leh..
[gerls] rite infront of u..
[mi] looks ard .. look look look
[gerls] point to jacket.. there this one this one
[mi] dun play la.. where?
[gerls] its realli this one
[mi] *v certain they playing with mi..* hurry up dun play la
[gerls] lift it up la
*and it was rite under the jacket..*
i feel stupid:P
they gave mi a v nice white colour, classy, girly bag

nice nice!!! thankz gerls=)))

then they treated mi n xh coffee
small's was alcoholic coffee
but mine is not
coz i got gp later!!!=(

played some games while we ate...

after tt

we took neo prints!

first time all seven were present!=)))))))))))))

cozy!=)))

dreamy...

act fierce...
think i look the fiercest

lucky seven!!

piggy pigss

simply hilarious
oh ya we r called the rebond clique by some ppl in sch

so lame...

happy

happy

but after tt rushed back to sch for gp exam....:S

*******

after gp ..
met maldives ppl to see nice photos
whee..
then went out eat dinner with them
at thai express
mi neva makan
dun feel like eating
dunnoe y also
ever since i came bac from maldives
i have been like tt=((

then wanted to watch movie de
then all pang seh

sianzzzz=((((

****

then went to sis hse..
n PLAYED WITH HER RABBIT!!
NOOBIE~~~
sososososo cute la!!!
next time take photo le then show u all
hehe

*****
sat

slept till v late
whoa~
a good sleep after sososo many weeks!!!=))

slacked ard at sis hse

dinner
when to this superly nice place to makan
it so ulu la
we nearly got lost when we were trying to walk there from my sis place

but its worth it
super nice food

root beer float
chicken wings
pizza
the pizza was superly nice
!!
thin crust with generous servings of cheese
not like pizza hut de
thick crust with minimum amt of cheese
*tsk tsk*
bloated stomach~=))

lalala nice week end

sun

sianz
must mug for maths
ended up sleeping sleep and slept

and now blog!!!
die la

so sianz
but nvm

whee after tml i can slack ard le
whahahaha
:P
then i shall blog abt my trip again
hahaha
till then
tata!

shi~

2006-03-25T05:51:00.000-08:00

sis called

talked abt some serious family prob

v tired vvv tired

i dunnoe wat to think or say or do

all i hope is that all this will be over soon

but its difficult

it is hard

i wish i knew wat to do

i wish i was never in this kind of sitution

but i am
since the day i was born

if onli someone can tell mi wat to do

...

shi~

2006-03-25T05:47:00.000-08:00

two favourite lines i learnt from Maldives=)

Friends never say goodbye

Do not be sad because it is over, but be happy that it happened

shi~

...

2006-03-25T05:30:00.000-08:00

kk...
veh long nv update le...yep...pon co todae...but not exactly pon lah...is because i got interact meeting...yep.. i active interactor now k....dun ask me y... things juz happen.... tml still gg town do cip..haha...all becos of interact...woah..u guys surprised?

yep...cts over...haven settle on when go out again 4 sl bdae....
and ct hoh...i shall not sae too much...just tt if i can continue 2 s paper i will b really happy...n i will feel damn lucky...

happy tt things change for the better during the hols n ct period...quite surprised by wad a great diff a holidae n a ct can make...but mayb...there are other reasons...tts becos u need me...mayb after tt...things will b back to like the past...but i still happy 4 now...just hope tt it will remain this way thru out....

my class having some broken leg award this saturdae....quite lame..but fun though..nxt week is enrichment week...hope things will b fine n nice...but ting i will sian diao by the toks...

tc n love u guys...
ss

random

2006-03-24T19:08:00.000-08:00

checking my flooded email...

just some random stuff in my mail:P

this one was from cl!!

Don't cheat, If y ou are honest, this tells the truth. It's pretty good. Write your answers on a piece of paper, and NO cheating!! The answers are at the bottom.

1. Which is your favourite colour out of: red, black , blue, green , or yellow ?
black?

2. Your first initial?
t

3. Your month of birth?
MARCH!:p

4. Which colour do you like more, black or white?
white

5. Name of a person of the same sex as yours.

ching li la.. the person hu sent mi this:P

6. Your favourite number?
of course 40 la

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?

flying

. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?

ocean

9. Write down a wish (a realistic one).

be happy and contented always=)

When you're done, scroll down. (Don't cheat!)

Answers 1. If you choose: Red - You are alert and your life is full of love. Black - You are conservative and aggressive. Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back. Blue- You are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love. Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down. 2. If your initial is: A-K You have a lot of love and friendships in your life. L-R You try to enjoy your life to the maximum &your love life is soon to blossom. S-Z You like to help others and your future love life looks very good. 3. If you were born in: Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected. April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever. July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good. Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate. 4. If you chose: Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change. White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realise it. 5. This person is your best friend. 6. This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime. 7. If you chose: Flying: You like adventure. Driving: You are a laid back person. 8.. If you chose: Lake: You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved. Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please peop! le.

shi~

friends

2006-03-24T18:56:00.000-08:00

A very old chain msg.. but quite nice ..

What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? ** What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? ** What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt?** So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference i n my life. ** ** ** I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you.** ** Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you.** Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. ** Remember, everyone needs a friend, someday you might feel like you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this e-mail and take comfort in knowing somebody out there cares about you and always will.** ** I'll Always Be There ** ** ** In times of trouble, In times of need, If you are feeling SAD, You can count on me. I will give you a wink,* *** Until you smile, give you a hug, And stand by your side. I'll be there for you till the end, I'll always and forever, be your friend!

shi~

blar

2006-03-22T23:03:00.000-08:00

jus finished bio spa and ct make up

3 hrs n 40 mins of bio

i nearly died
=(((

sick of tests

3 more to go...

jiayou!

blar

missed out so much with the gerls in my class
coz of tupid makeups
blar=(((

shi~

some tests

2006-03-22T00:43:00.000-08:00

some tests koped from yt's blog:P

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeupThat's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic thoughYou have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Are a Fierce Femme

You have a wild side, and you aren't afraid to bring it out when the time is right.But you also know when to hang back and keep your "crazy chick" persona in check.In fact, some of your friends may be surprised to find out how far you can take it...You may look mild mannered, but it's all an act!

How Daring Are You?

Men See You As Understated

You are an intreguing mix of girl and woman.You're feminine, quiet, and a total mystery to most men.Yet they often feel the urge to protect you, even if they don't know you.You *are* a flirt, but you usually only flirt with those you know well

How Do Men See You?

Your Flirt Quotient

You are 40% Flirt

How Much of a Flirt Are You?

so guai rite
dun flirt much:P

You Were Nice This Year

You Were 35% Naughty, 65% Nice
Okay, so you weren't *entirely* nice this yearBut Santa doesn't expect a modern girl to be perfectYou were good enough - and you'll be rewarded for it

How Naughty (Or Nice) Were You This Year?

i so nice to u all:P

shi~

photos

2006-03-21T00:25:00.000-08:00

whoa
shall blog abut my trip day by day
so here comes day number 1 *9 March*and 2 *10 March* (ok half of day two)!!=)
erm.. nth much la
just travelling travelling and more travelling...

zzzz

with sis at airport
=)

00.10am flight to colombo
we flew in emirates

5 hr transit!!!
puke blood!!
like some concentration camp
haha!

finally flight to Male....

sunrise on the plane!!
quite pretty la

look at number 2!
funnie!=P

bird's eye view of maldives!=)
din get any good shots tho
window of plane too dirty
*tsk tsk*
:P
but its realli beautiful!!!

the supposedly 8 hrs speed boat tt will take us to the island:S
it was 5 or 6 hrs in the end la
dun rmb exactly

pretty sea view!!!=)

pretty blue sky=)
much more nice shots
too lazy to upload

after a long sleep on the boat
we finally reached the island
but the speed boat could not enter the shallow water of the coast
so
we were sampaned to the island!!
first time on this kind of boat v cool!:P

jetty of the island

and we were overwhelmed by the
spectacular no of ppl who came to recieve us
half the island was there!

many many people!!
this is just a part of the people

There we are! on the island of Kendhikulhudhoo
=)))

whoa!
#end of episode 1
stay tune for more exciting series to come
;P

feel free to drop mi any comment abt the entry
so tt i can improve on the upcoming one!

=)

shi~

back to flood the place:P

2006-03-20T21:06:00.000-08:00

hmmm

the place seems so dead without my spamming
shall spam more since i m back:P

had chem ct
my first tests
while its the last few for all of u
screwed it
but nvm
for once
no stress by the results=)
jus taking it as some practise tasks

phy
bio spa
bio ct make up
phy spa
gp make up
and maths make up

all haven touch
interesting
no mood to mug
=(

i still miss maldives

anyway i cant go out on 24 march
got makeups
then meeting maldvies ppl to get my things back

so i shall date u all on monday! (after my maths make up=((()
is it ok?
i miss u all too
got so much to tell!

show u all photos too!=))

lalala

so tired

going zzz

tata
love,
shi~

reflections

2006-03-20T04:02:00.000-08:00

a sudden rush of thoughts

a trip taught mi so much

a new look into life
friendships
people

in a society where everyone is so blessed
with comfort, money, good food, clean water .... and so much more
people are unwilling to give
very few are willing to give up their best to others
very few are willing to give you a big smile and say hello every morning

in maldvies
people live on the minimum
realli hurts to see how skinny some of the kids are
but they have absolutely no reservation in giving up their best for you
even tho it was just a few days of friendships...
they are more than happie to give their best to see you smile
it is more than just presents , nice seashells and food
the love they shower on you can be so overwhelming
(esp it was jus spending few days with them)
every where we went
there will always be people saying hello to you
there will always be people waving hi to you
there will always be smiles ard

i neva ever thought i wun grow so attached to the island the people in such a short period of time

i neva expected myself to tear so much for a trip tt lasted no longer than 10 days

its how amazing how little simple gestures can touch one's life

the words
the smiles
the laughters
the time spent
the things shared
so much so much more

...

shi~

i m back

2006-03-19T01:23:00.000-08:00

i am back
too much happened
too much emotions
too much to say
too tired now to blog much
shall blog asap

shi~